The smell of Easter

It’s odd how some traditions fall away when your children get older. And so it was weird when I was out walking the dog to get hit with a memory of Easter thanks to an overpowering scent of vineager. That’s because vineager is what helps those colored dyes stick to the eggs.

The very dye that stains fingers and furniture, no matter how much newspaper is put down.

 

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And while none of the eggs ever looked like the picture above, they all were works of art. Works that were hidden in the backyard, destroyed for breakfast and, later, turned into deviled eggs for dinner.

Until next time.

 

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These Divided States: High Price to Pay, Chapter 6

High-Price-to-Pay-GenericChapter 6

Ogden Fitzgerald glowered at the crime scene tech who held open the elevator doors. Ogden stepped inside, planted his hands on his hips, and cleared his throat.

The tech dropped his gaze to the floor then peeked at the reflective brass walls at Ogden. 

Silence thickened the air. Neither man pushed the button to the lobby of the hotel. 

The tech must be incredibly dense not to understand the unspoken conversation.

The elevator doors started to close. The tech shoved his hand in the narrowing space and mumbled. “Forgot something.” 

He stumbled into the carpeted hall, looked left then right before shambling down the corridor, away from the crime scene.

Wealth and power always came with bonuses. Ogden waited until the doors closed. Removing a key card from his vest pocket, he inserted the card into the discrete slot near the control panel and the car glided to the penthouse. The elevator chimed softly and eased to a stop. Ogden stepped free. 

Dr. Crawford paced the marble foyer, medical bag thumping against his thigh. “They’re all here.”

“Where else would they be?” Ogden didn’t slow as he approached his friend and lover. Their course was set. Their options nonexistent. “The Heralds of the Pyramid’s Eye look forward to their quarterly meeting more than the first bedding of their latest mistresses.”

Crawford swallowed a bark of laughter. “Especially today.”

“Especially today.” Ogden nodded. 

After months of planning, the opening act had begun. Ogden’s long strides ate up the distance to the clean lines of the living room. Chrome accentuated the sleek black leather furniture.  Two members, as young as Ogden, had been exiled to the margins of the circular seating arrangement. The sculptural marble and glass tables between them and the older members were practically insurmountable. 

Bottles of expensive alcohol glittered on the waterfall island of the open kitchen. Almost as an afterthought, platters of stuffed lobster, modest piles of caviar, and assorted delicacies laid siege to one corner. 

These were the men who controlled the strings of their corporate and political puppets. The faces designed to remain free of American anger.

Drinks in hand, men clustered in knots in the great room. Some puffed on fat cigars. The four men in ten thousand dollar casual wear controlled big pharma. The transportation kings gestured with manicured hands, sloshing their hundred dollar a sip single malt and destroying regional businesses as they quibbled over territory. Religious leaders flashed expensive watches while checking the fall of their two thousand dollar haircuts in polished surfaces. Political royalty made the rounds, fumbling with the awkward task of serving themselves food while looking to fill regulatory needs before selecting the candidates the American people would elect into office. 

Twenty-two of the twenty-six men present had passed middle age a decade ago.

The passing years only made them more determined not feeble.

And the ticking clock gave them a deadline.

Death would remove some from membership.  Even then, the seat passed only to family members… provided the other members hadn’t bankrupted the fortune.

Ogden paused.

Power hung thicker than the acrid smoke. The amount residing in this room would make a conspiracy theorist ejaculate in his pants. Ogden’s skin prickled. His gut tightened.

Twenty-five men, chosen by birth, crowned by money, who ruled the United States.

Ogden’s people. Many he’d called uncle and other relations according to a twisted family tree.

August Van derMiller, the spitting image of a marble Julius Caesar right down to the tamed curly hair, turned his back on the transportation kings and stalked toward Ogden. 

Eyes followed his movements. Avarice, jealousy, and fear painted the fiscally inbred features of those present. 

Van derMiller thrust out his hand. His smile never reached the calculating eyes underneath trimmed white eyebrows.  “Oggie, my boy, it is good to see you.”

Crawford choked on his laugh then thumped his chest as if he’d coughed. The doctor would laugh at the detested nickname. His family had already been financially ruined by one of the men here.

“Thank you for inviting me.” Ogden would be damned if he allowed anything to tarnish the Fitzgerald name. Flashing his best artificial smile, he waded hip-deep into the slime of manipulation.  

 Van derMiller’s grip tightened. Golf calluses created ridges on the older man’s palm. “With your poor father gone, we needed a Fitzgerald to fill the ranks.” He leaned closer, impregnating the small space between them with his eye-burning cologne. “I nominated you.”

Ogden nodded once. He was certain his collection of financial documents on Van derMiller had helped. “Thank you, sir.” 

“No thanks necessary, my boy.” Van derMiller dropped Ogden’s hand. “We’re all in this together, aren’t we?”

 “Not all of us.” Emery Wingate, second only to Van derMiller in the Pyramid’s Eye, glided over like an oil slick on water. Gray tinged his dyed coal black hair. Botox rendered the wrinkles on his forehead and eyes immobile. Carefully preserved thanks to his ownership of Stateside Pharmaceuticals, the septuagenarian’s blue eyes gleamed like a five-year-old’s. “Your father will never see us finally accomplish what so many of our ancestors only dreamed about.”

“No. He won’t.” Ogden nodded once. His father had been against the plan. And the men in this room had him murdered. Ogden had glimpses of the truth in the shards of evidence, but nothing concrete, nothing actionable. Just like the implied threat in Wingate’s words.

The Pyramid’s Eye gathered in the light, but their actions occurred in the shadows. Truth was a commodity sold to the highest bidder.

And these men worked to outbid each other.

Thanks to his ownership of the law enforcement firms, Ogden knew which bits were a good investment and which were useless. “Is the update for you or all?”

Van derMiller cocked an eyebrow. The man didn’t like others usurping his control or a direct question. “For all, of course.”

Wingate smoothed his hair.

The men in the room broke away from their clusters to take their assigned seats at the table. Wingate dropped to the chair to Van derMiller’s right at the head.

Ogden counted chairs. Twenty-five. Anger roiled through him.

Crawford would be left standing. The Heralds did love to humiliate those they’d destroyed. The good doctor’s lips twitched in amusement. Turning, he winked so only Ogden could see.

Exactly. They were here for the same purpose. The end was all that mattered. Ogden took his seat opposite Van derMiller. 

The religious leaders flocked around him in expensive plumage that shouted their temporary status in the Pyramid’s Eye. These merchants would be driven from the Heralds as soon as they fulfilled their purpose.

Van derMiller clasped his hands together on the table. The meeting had begun. Malice resided in his smile. “Since you were expected an hour ago, I take it you didn’t quite know what to do with my little surprise.”

Ogden ground his teeth.  A timeline had never been discussed. “I believe it’s important that we at least attempt to look like we are doing the job.”

“Of course. Of course.” Wingate played the peacekeeper.

Ogden recognized the play. One was always approachable; the other a hardliner. But the two worked side by side to rule the Pyramid’s Eye with an iron fist.

As if he’d been cued his line, Van derMiller snorted. “We could have assigned any number of the people as DOA director and they would have had the job wrapped up by now.”

“That’s because you tell them what to think.” Ogden was his own man. And the Heralds knew it. They also had known they’d made him the target of American ire when they’d had him appointed to the office. Already, some citizens grumbled about injustice. What would they say if they knew the Pyramid’s Eye’s real goal?

Van derMiller’s knuckles flashed white, a sure sign of irritation. “Of course, I tell them what to think. You can’t expect sheeple to interpret things correctly. If they had the connections, the intelligence, or any aptitude, they would be rich like us.”

Ogden bit his tongue. The rationale should have been confined to fairy tales since the drug dispensary owners had slipped by the gatekeepers. He glanced around him. And if those around the table had the connections, intelligence, or aptitude, they might have foreseen the rise in wealth, power, and hero status of men like George Shoppe, drug dispenser.

Instead, they’d been content in their power—deciding which candidate would win before the American people cast their first ballot, doling out healthy food to reinforce the propaganda that the poor deserved their fate, and turning an idea into a mindset. Helped by the preaching of the wealthy’s divine right to rule. 

But the Addict’s Rights Movement threatened to undermine the Herald’s plans.

Hence the Pyramid’s Eye’s nuclear option.

Silence crackled around the table like lightning searching for the ground.

Crawford stepped into the breach. “I’ll admit, I’m a little surprised at such a high profile target. Senator Spellman’s daughter. Bold move.”

A few of members stiffened at the doctor’s breaking protocol by speaking. 

Van derMiller preened. “The Senator will think twice about encouraging the tyranny of the people over our dictates. Only we have the vision to save our great nation.”

Wingate set his glass of bourbon down so hard it splashed the tablecloth. “Our measure could have failed. He needs to know who is his real boss. Democracy is hard on the bottom line.”

Men nodded.

One raised his glass. “Freedom is not free. Soon the rabble will pay us for their rights.”

“Soon, they’ll be thanking us for relieving them of the burden of democracy.” Van derMiller corrected. “Once we return to a true Republic, all will be well again.”

Ogden waited a moment, timing his reply to grab their attention. “If the good senator is going rogue, I might have the right leverage to bring him in line.”

Several men blinked.

Van derMiller’s eyes narrowed.

“Thank God you’re on board. Your father said the man was untouchable.” Wingate downed his drink.

Ogden smiled. “No one is untouchable.”

A muscle ticked in Van derMiller’s jaw. “Colleen Spellman’s death is part of our plan. Now, ordinary American sheeple won’t feel safe. Are their precious children taking drugs or not? Does the age constraint matter? The drugs epidemic will invade their safe little homes and bring the threat of the looming drugs war right to their doorstep.”

Words like brilliant and inspired were bandied around the table.

Sycophants. Kissing ass wouldn’t save any of them if Van derMiller turned on them. Ogden waited for the self-congratulations to fade away.

Van derMiller’s attention drifted to the righteous Reverend Ashfork.

The televangelist smoothed the lapels of his tailored suit. The light caught the diamond cross on his gold pinky ring. “How is the latest recruit to the DOA?”

 “He’s asking questions.” Ogden lobbed the verbal bomb at Reverend Ashfork, knowing the preacher would take the blame when Callum French disturbed the plan. Ogden would leverage Agent French to his advantage.

“He’ll fall in line like a good little soldier.” Van derMiller rested his chin on his steepled fingers.

“And don’t forget his background.” Ashfork’s voice rose and fell in the cadence he used to mesmerize his congregation before harvesting their money. “His sister died because the doctor treating her was high. His best friend is head of Sinner’s Salvation. He spends most of his days there, volunteering.”

Van derMiller lowered his hands to the table.

At the leader’s command, Reverend Ashfork choked on the rest of his sermon.

Van derMiller waited until the coughing stopped. “If Agent French proves troublesome, we’ll donate to Sinner’s Salvation and bring a little pressure to bear.”

Wingate sloshed bourbon in his glass. “It’ll be cheaper than a freshman senator, and the spin will be good publicity.”

He slurred his last few words.

Van derMiller’s lip curled at the sign of weakness in his second. “We wouldn’t need publicity, good or otherwise if the plan works.”

“True.” Wingate lifted his full glass in salute then sipped it.

“Speaking of the plan…. I’m sure you’ll want this back.” Dr. Crawford opened his satchel and fished out the vial. “Agent French thought it was odd that any dealer would sell drugs to a young woman when the picture flashed an old man.”

Information Ogden erased before uploading the data he’d been issued. He accepted the Cain’s mark and held it up to the light. “Don’t worry. The target hasn’t changed. Jane Doe is still slated for erasure.”

A few members looked as if Ogden held the Holy Grail. Even Van derMiller and Wingate eyed the little red chip.

 “Judge O’Keefe is waiting to hear from you.” Van derMiller held out his hand.

Instead of handing the vial around so that all might hold the chip, Ogden handed it back to Crawford who delivered it personally.

Van derMiller eyed the Cain’s mark before tucking the vial into his pocket. “Jane Doe’s death should occur within twenty-four hours. Let’s us refine stage two of our plan. How do we leverage the loss to incite the drugs war, making sure civilian casualties are at an all-time high?”

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Stepping outside

April is the month of weather. Real honest to goodness weather. Most of the time, Phoenix’s temperatures are varying degrees of sunny and hot. The repetitiveness lasts pretty much year round. So it’s nice when things get changed up a bit.

At least for me. This morning while walking the dog, the wind was blowing. A nice stiff breeze and some hardy gusts. That put me in mind of one of my favorite Disney movies—Winnie the Pooh.

The wind is not quite Piglet flying weather but I hummed this song.

Until next time.

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Last Day for 99cents

High-Price-to-Pay-GenericTomorrow the price goes up. Pick up a copy today.

In 2037 America, all drugs are legal for recreational use. But the price of getting high costs more than money. Users must give up some constitutional freedoms, including the right to live.

They framed the wrong woman

Jane Doe deals drugs. Born an outcast and one of the throwaway poor, she’s hated by her clients and the zealots who liken her to the serpent in Eden. When a high profile murder victim is linked to her shop, she knows her days are numbered.

Agent Callum French joined the Drugs Oversight Agency to avenge his sister’s death at the hands of an addict. His first assignment—kill the dealer responsible for the death of a powerful Senator’s daughter.

No one counted on Jane having her all Constitutional rights.

Now Callum must investigate the murder. Each lead uncovers the black heart of corruption and media fear-mongering that turns good people into violent mobs. Will discovering the real killer ignite a territory war that spills blood in the streets or expose the rotten roots of power that threaten to topple American democracy?

Warning: this book contains graphic violence, vulgar language, and situations sure to offend nearly everyone.

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These Divided States: High Price to Pay, Chapter 5

Final days for 99cents.

Chapter 5

High-Price-to-Pay-GenericCallum held up the vial containing the dead woman’s Cain’s mark to the light. Around him, the crime scene techs scanned the luxury suite for fibers, hair, shoe prints, and blood stains. Middle-aged Dr. Crawford muttered into his recorder, cleaned his wire-rimmed glasses, and made notes while prepping the woman’s body to be shrink-wrapped for transport. 

Head shit bird and Director of the Drugs Oversight Agency Fitzgerald rocked back on his heels. “Unless they’ve installed some new kind of scanning tech into your optics, Agent, I strongly suggest you do things the old-fashioned way.”

Fitzgerald tossed a handheld interface at Callum. 

Callum caught the paperback-sized device from the sierra bravo before it crashed onto the marble floor.

“The academy did teach you how to operate the DM-21, didn’t it?”

“Of course…sir.” Callum no longer cared if the shit bird noticed the pause between his answer and the title of little respect. Spinning the interface, he slid open the compartment at the bottom. The unit powered on automatically, and he twisted off the cap of the vial holding the Cain’s mark. A quick tip of his wrist and the red data chip tumbled into the compartment. 

Fitzgerald pinched the bridge of his nose. “You can touch the chip, agent. It’s not going to kill you.”

“I’m not wearing gloves…sir.”  Gloves were required personal protective equipment at all crime scenes. Callum almost spouted the regulations at the sierra bravo. Since the bastard was set on firing him, he’d have to get creative.

“You think we’ll find fingerprints on that Cain’s mark?” Fitzgerald picked imaginary lint from his custom silk and wool suit.

Hell, no.

 “‘Dicts are notorious for carrying disease.” At least, that’s what Callum had been told at orientation, and why all afflicted were screened once they were accepted into Sinners’ Salvation. He shifted his wrist and the Cain’s mark twirled into the port designed especially for it. Too bad it was upside down. He tipped the interface and it slid out.

 “For God’s sake, agent,” Fitzgerald growled. “There’s a stylus if you’re afraid of cooties.”

Callum’s cheeks heated at the obvious mistake a boot would make. His first day on the job reminded him of his time in boot camp. He didn’t wash out then; he wouldn’t now. Stylus in hand, he turned the Cain’s mark so the beveled end faced down then prodded it into the port. The screen of the interface glowed with a spinning wheel as it tried to connect to the chip. 

Fitzgerald paced along the perimeter of the u-shaped couch, his hands behind his back. 

Callum’s leg twitched in impatience. How often would the words useless, worthless, and incompetent appear on his termination notice? A mugshot of a grizzled senior citizen materialized on the screen and the interface chimed. Not even a blind man could confuse the bum with the dead hottie on the couch. So why would the dealer sell her drugs?

“Well?” Fitzgerald snapped. 

“The Cain’s mark once belonged to someone else.” Callum scanned the list of aliases for the man’s real name. Johns, Jacobs, and Smiths played a significant role in the last names but his attention stuck on one. John J. Christianson. How did he know that name?

“We don’t care about the owner’s name.” Fitzgerald stomped over to Callum and jerked the interface out of his hands. “We need to know which drug caused the overdose and which dealer sold it.”

 The shit bird didn’t bother with the stylus but stabbed the touch screen with a manicured finger.

Callum’s hands tightened into fists before he shook them loose. This may be his first murder investigation but he’d taken point on plenty of criminal inquiries. The Cain’s mark owner was just as relevant as the drugs. “Won’t a toxicology screen reveal the cause of the overdose?”

Since the victim wasn’t a registered addict, she was entitled to a full-blown autopsy. Wasn’t that why she was carefully shrink-wrapped before the crime scene crows loaded her into a black body bag—to preserve evidence?

Dr. Crawford peeled his gloves off as he stood. “Do you know how many drugs are on the market? It helps to know what we’re looking for.”

Fitzgerald glanced up from the interface. “And knowing what we’re looking for will confirm the dealer’s identity.”

 “So, it’s true then?” Callum’s brain switched topics. “Each dealer’s batch has a unique tracer.”

“Not on the designer drugs.” Fitzgerald’s eyes narrowed. His lips clamped together as if to stop himself from betraying more secrets.

Dr. Crawford stuffed his used gloves and face shield into a disposable biohazard bag. His eyes gleamed behind the wire rim glasses. “Only those drugs we control like the generic version from reliable pharmaceutical companies. It helps to fast forward all erasure warrants.”

Fitzgerald cleared his throat, and he shoved the interface at Callum. “Do you think you can find the Cain’s marks last recorded dealer without chasing another white rabbit down a hole?”

“Yes, sir.” Callum’s balls drew up tight, and his gut sent danger signals to his brain. What was he missing?

“And stop with the sirs.” Fitzgerald released the interface.

Callum steadied the device before swiping the stylus across the screen. The Cain’s mark original owner’s identity had been scrubbed. Whiskey Tango Foxtrot. Was he being set up for more than a firing?

“Problems, Agent?”

“No, s—” Callum mentally substituted sierra bravo for sir. Not that the shit bird heard either. Sweat prickled his neck as he accessed the data. At least what remained. Had his boss tried to erase it or was there another reason? “The data is corrupted.” 

He dredged up his training. Tampering was only one explanation. The most common reason was natural decay after the afflicted died. Could someone have gotten the Cain’s mark from the corpse? But the DOA processed all overdoses. Meaning some fucknut was supplementing their government salary with a side income. Christ Jesus. Fitzgerald would love that, wouldn’t he?

The boss man rolled his eyes. “Do you know how to run the restore program to piece together the data, agent?”

“Yes.” Callum made a show of pressing the blue side button marked restore data. He’d investigate on his own damn time.

Time counted down. The crime scene crows loaded the body onto a gurney. Beams of light swept the room. A tech photographed the controls of the fireplace and doors, searching for fingerprints.

A bell chimed. The data popped up. 

Callum waited a heartbeat more. “The last drug registered on the Cain’s mark was High as a Kite.”

 Fitzgerald and the doctor exchanged a glance.

After a moment, Dr. Crawford snapped his bag shut. “That’s a hipster update to a generic drug by Stateside Pharmaceuticals.”

“When you look for the signature, check for impurities.” Fitzgerald’s lip curved in contempt. “The serpents are always cutting the generics to increase their profit, especially given that the generic prices are set by the government.”

 “Will do.” Dr. Crawford set the biometric lock on his bag. 

Fitzgerald faced Callum.  “Who was the dealer?”

Using the stylus, Callum scrolled to the bottom of the page. “The dispensary is Life‘s a Trip, and the owner is listed as Jane Doe.”

“Right. Jane Doe.” Fitzgerald snorted and tugged the interface free. “Obviously, that’s an alias.”

The doctor secured the biohazard bag. “There’s a motive for murder. This Jane Doe could be masquerading in public as an upstanding citizen while dealing on the side.”

Callum clamped his lips together. Why would the dealer be smart enough to hide their identity from the public but leave a Cain’s mark that would lead straight back to her? He’d dealt with plenty of dealers. None had been stupid.

 Fitzgerald’s fiscally-inbred features gleamed in the greenish light of the interface. “Life‘s a Trip is one of the smaller dispensaries. Well known amongst the ‘dicts and serpents.”

“See that needle.” Dr. Crawford hovered by the director and read over his shoulder. “Those rating reviews mirror what’s on Mainlining. This Jane Doe is very well connected to America’s second citizens.”

Callum knelt to pack up the unused gear he’d hauled inside. Mainlining? They’d talked of the ‘dicts hidden internet in his classes. Hell, it had been whispered about in the sandbox, but not even the company’s eggheads could crack the gateway. It had been guarded by both black and white-hatted hackers. And anyone who entered unauthorized… Well, there was a reason the gateway was called the Widow’s Web. “At least, we know this isn’t the beginning of a drugs war.”

“I wouldn’t assume any such thing, agent.” Fitzgerald would probably contradict Callum if he said the sky was blue. 

Still, he might know something Callum didn’t, but Callum would bite off his tongue before he would ask why the conclusion was incorrect.  He’d research on his own. 

Dr. Crawford snapped his fingers and his eyes gleamed. “I got it. Life‘s a Trip is an exclusive distributor for the more potent and popular designer drugs.”

Fitzgerald turned the interface so a map appeared. Shaded areas surrounded the clear patch. “And the dispensary is in the prime location between two major chain dealers. Our analysts have predicted such a place as the perfect opening shot for drugs war.”

“Or perfect motive for framing the owner.” The word slipped past Callum’s lips before he could shut his mouth.

“This isn’t Hollywood, agent. With all the checks and balances the department has in place, framing is nearly impossible.” The director held out the interface for Callum to pack. 

Nearly impossible, meant it was still possible. Callum juggled the interface then angled the Cain’s mark so it poured into the vial.

“And there’s no reason to frame her.” Dr. Crawford held out a piece of tape. “They would just squeeze her out of business by undercutting her prices, like they’ve done to the other small mom and pop dispensaries.”

No mom or pop would sell their soul to get into the drugs business. Callum wrapped the tap around the vial, sealing the chip inside, then initialed the end to maintain chain of custody.  And even if some were tempted by the easy money, they’d have to give up the right to reproduce while involved with drugs, so they wouldn’t be moms or pops.

“Frame job indeed. Your file didn’t mention that you were a conspiracist.” Fitzgerald’s eyes narrowed.

Callum focused on the bag. Guess the shit bird just learned his perfect background search wasn’t perfect either. “I’m just considering all the angles.”

“You’d be well served to keep your thoughts to yourself.” Fitzgerald’s shadow fell over Callum.

The hair on Callum’s neck stood on end. Was that a threat?

 Dr. Crawford cleared his throat. “Perhaps, we should save our speculations until we identify the corpse.”

“You mean you don’t recognize her?” Fitzgerald cocked an eyebrow at the doctor.

Smug bastards, both of them. Callum’s hindbrain stood up as the look lasted a couple seconds longer than necessary. Were they communicating on a frequency he couldn’t hear?

“That’s Colleen Spellman. Senator Spellman’s youngest daughter.” Fitzgerald blinked.

An envelope icon appeared on Callum’s contact lenses. The director had sent a file. It opened to reveal an image of the deceased, smiling, happy, and schmoozing with those in power.

“The senator is an anti-drugs hardliner. His re-election campaign is being challenged by the Addicts Rights Movement, and his opponent is none other than George Shoppe, the head of ARM.”

Callum stilled. He’d better learn to button it. ARM members were becoming increasingly violent in their demand for equal treatment under the law.

 Dr. Crawford paled. “The opposition is going to have a field day with this information.”

Callum handed the vial with the Cain’s mark to the doctor. The Cain’s mark made no sense. George Shoppe could just serve drugs to little Ms. Spellman, video the whole thing and smear her father. But someone had given her a dead man’s mark. “What is the procedure for disposing of the Cain’s marks?”

“They’re incinerated with the bodies where they crumble to dust.” Dr. Crawford tucked the vial in his pocket and guided the gurney with the body on it out of the hotel room. 

Unless someone removed them before cremation. Callum would need a tour of the coroner’s office to see if it could be done.

“Focus, agent.” Fitzgerald snapped. “Verify that this Jane Doe sold the drugs to the victim while I get her erasure warrant issued.”

“What if her records don’t verify the sale?” Time. Callum needed more time. The case stank worse than a shit can in an Afghan forward operating base.

“Then the dealer adulterated the records which is a capital offense. Either way bring your gun.” Fitzgerald bared his teeth in a predator’s smile. “First day on the job, and you’re going to chop off the head of one of Eden’s serpents. Is it everything you’ve dreamed of, agent?”

Sweat misted Callum’s skin. The bark of the gun. The squish of vulnerable flesh. The spatter of life and blowback on his soul. All of it colored his daily nightmares. Perhaps killing was the only purpose he served.

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Look What I Did

Some days, I just need to relax. So here is my weekend projects, avoiding housework and people (outside of my family). Most of these were made for my sister. Now I just have to get them in the mail.

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Now Available: These Divided States: High Price to Pay

High-Price-to-Pay-Generic

In 2037 America, all drugs are legal for recreational use. But the price of getting high costs more than money. Users must give up some constitutional freedoms, including the right to live.

They framed the wrong woman

Jane Doe deals drugs. Born an outcast and one of the throwaway poor, she’s hated by her clients and the zealots who liken her to the serpent in Eden. When a high profile murder victim is linked to her shop, she knows her days are numbered.

Agent Callum French joined the Drugs Oversight Agency to avenge his sister’s death at the hands of an addict. His first assignment—kill the dealer responsible for the death of a powerful Senator’s daughter.

No one counted on Jane having her all Constitutional rights.

Now Callum must investigate the murder. Each lead uncovers the black heart of corruption and media fear-mongering that turns good people into violent mobs. Will discovering the real killer ignite a territory war that spills blood in the streets or expose the rotten roots of power that threaten to topple American democracy?

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These Divided States: High Price to Pay, chapter 4

Chapter 4

High-Price-to-Pay-GenericJane stilled in her office and held her breath. Water dripped into the bathroom sink on the other side of the office wall. A vehicle rumbled down the alley on the other side of the pull-up door behind her seat. Her hands hovered over the packing slips on her desk before her fingers danced over the two packages on the scarred desk. One box contained nothing but raw materials for her chef to create designer drugs. The other contained drugs. Ordinary drugs available at any dispensary.

And worth over a hundred thousand credit on the street. 

Certainly worth more than her life. 

The creak of the floorboards sounded again. Closer this time.

She pinched the matted leg of the one-eyed teddy bear and dragged it closer. Its matted bottom scraped the scarred desktop betraying the presence of a .22 semiautomatic, stuffed inside. She paused. Even though ‘dicts gave up the right to life, shooting was messy business. Blood was hard to clean up, and the services charged a mint.

Glancing around the cramped space, she growled low in her throat. Damn, she’d left her machete outside. Retrieving it now would make too much noise. Rolling the teddy over, she scratched it behind the tattered ear before unbuttoning the flap on its backside and removing the weapon. 

 Her hand was steady as she checked the magazine and verified the bullet in the chamber. She rolled her shoulders easing the crunch of tension in her bones. Keeping her eye on the small door separating the office from the hall beyond the interior door, she slid back the mustard paneling, exposing a bank of monitors. Old and outdated, two screens settled between the studs of the wall in line with the red and blue lines of the plumbing.

She hit the switch. Pixels swarmed the screen and formed an image of the storefront. Gray tinged the worn plank floorings thanks to the smoky glass of the bubble cameras. Beyond the holographic displays of the Eiffel Tower, Big Ben, Egyptian Pyramids, and the Great Wall of China, residents and tourists hustled along the sidewalks. No one paid attention to her store.

So where was the intruder?

Swiping the screen, she changed views. No one huddled behind the counter, ransacked the ginger jars full of candy, or tried to break into the automatic tellers to steal the cryptocurrency account numbers.

Jane leaned forward in her chair. 

The camera panned the area near the restroom and hallway door. 

There! A shadow moved in the crack under the door to the hallway. A deep breath settled her heart into an even rhythm. Raising the gun, she aimed the business end at the door then swiped her index finger over the screen bringing up the feed from the hallway.

A middle-aged woman in a gray pencil skirt and coral blouse shifted the yellow mop over the secret hatch in the floor, hiding a secondary entrance to the basement. Penny Noire adjusted her grip on the black and white shopping bags before sweeping her fingers through her bobbed brown hair. After one quick check of the pearls at her neck, she reached for the handle for the office door.

Jane snatched up the bear and returned the gun to its hiding space. “Woman’s gonna get her fucking head blown off one of these days.”

“Language, Janie dear.” Penny sidled into the room and smiled.

The woman always smiled—in every picture taken with her forty-eight foster daughters, in every run-in with the Corporate Police, in every hearing before the Corporate Judges. The only time she stopped was when Phil the Fink abandoned their thirty-year marriage to fuck foster daughter number forty-eight.

Then her smile crumbled as she lost her trust, the love of her life, and her income. 

And Jane hadn’t known how to respond to the woman who’d raised her since she was eleven.

But Penny had cried when the state’s child services revoked her fostering permissions, leaving Jane as the last girl Penny saved.

That didn’t seem fair. Jane had asked the preacher at the church Penny had forced her to attend why such a bad thing had happened to Penny? He mumbled nonsense about being a woman and sin and flaws that would cause a husband to stray. Jane had punched the preacher in the face and broke his nose.

He’d had her arrested. 

Penny had bailed her out, putting a lien against her house just before the foreclosure proceedings had begun.  They’d been homeless on Jane’s eighteen birthday when the case had been dismissed.

“Janie,” Penny hitched a hip onto the desk and wiggled onto her new seat. “I’m waiting for an apology.”

“I’m sorry.” Jane mumbled. “But you watch my language enough for both of us.”

“One day, you’ll meet someone who will see past your facade to the kind-hearted woman who just wants to be accepted, scars and all.” Penny bent over the shopping bag.

Jane rubbed her arms dispelling the itchy feeling such words always evoked. She’d fallen for that crap before, then she discovered her ex-boyfriend helping himself to her inventory and replacing the drugs with sugar pills. Her soul was scarred and she made sure to pick those scabs often so she never healed, never forgot, never trusted. “I’m not nice, Pen. I’m a horrible person, a serpent according to Sinners’ Salvation.”

“We both know I raised you not to base your life on someone else’s opinions.” Penny thrust a square purple food container at her. “Now, I made you an egg, tomato, and sausage sandwich for breakfast. You’re too thin.”

Jane balanced the container on her fingertips. Refusing wasn’t an option. Penny was part steamroller; part abused schnauzer. Her stomach rumbled. The traitor. “I ate earlier.”

“Then you can eat again.” Penny popped the lid and set it on the desk. “With Jazz in the Park tonight, you’re going to have a busy day. Besides, I thought you might like to launch my newest product tonight.”

“What have you cooked up this time?” Jane used two hands to lift the roll and swallowed the saliva pooling in her mouth. Homemade bread, because Penny was a master chef at more than cooking drugs.

“My masterpiece.” Grinning, Penny removed an open bag of dry cat food.

“I thought Misty Seas were your masterpiece?” Flakes of toasted bread speckled her shirt. Peppery aioli sauce mingled with the warm eggs and sausage. Jane’s eyes fluttered in ecstasy. 

“That was before time-release technology became shareware.” Penny lifted out a red velvet box marked photos. 

Jane swallowed her mouthful. “I thought you couldn’t get it to work?”

Rolling her eyes, Penny set the box on the counter before stroking it. “I couldn’t get it to work at first. But, like I said, you don’t give up because something’s hard. That’s what makes you so successful.”

Jane shifted in her chair. Why did Penny always make it out to be something more? Theirs was a business arrangement. Nothing more.

“Your designer drugs help.” Jane turned the bread to get a bigger dab of aioli in the next bite. “So, what do you have for me?” 

Penny carefully lifted the lid of the box. Crimson hearts rolled around the black satin interior. A ‘P’ and an ‘X’ stamped the front of the pills with her designer mark. An ‘N’ validated the back. “I call it Nirvana.”

“Nirvana, huh.” Setting down her sandwich, Jane lifted one red pinky-nail sized tablet and rolled it between her fingers. 

“Yep, you know, as in a release from endless suffering.”

“I know what it means. I finished those business classes and got that associate’s degree, remember?” Jane set the pill back into the box. But drugs weren’t nirvana, just a temporary state of crazy. When the user came down, the same shit still needed to be dealt with, and worse crap joined the jamboree.

Penny nudged her shoulder. “I was there when you got your certificate. Heard your name read and saw you walk across the stage on the Holo-tron.”

Jane’s skin heated. Why did Penny get so excited over a scrap of paper? How much did it really mean when she’d earned C’s and D’s to get it? “So what is it? Uppers? Downers? Sidewaysers?”

“That’s not even a word.” Penny rested a bag of disposable baby diapers then an oversized black pen on the table before folding the bag and tucking it into her oversized purse. She clicked the top of the pen. A holographic computer and keyboard appeared on the desk. “Not that drugs don’t throw you sideways, just no one under the influence can say it without laughing.” 

Jane didn’t correct her. When a ‘dict was high as a kite, everything was funny.

“Nirvana is a cocktail drug.” Penny‘s trim fingers typed on the keyboard. “First you soar with the eagles, then just as you’re starting to come down, the first time-release coating dissolves and your senses expand. Then lastly, there’s a detox agent so you fall asleep and flush it out of your system, waking up rested and ready for a new day of drudgery.”

Penny brought up the Certificate of Analysis for the drug. Spikes appeared along a chromatogram, each had a label. Underneath were a list of names and concentrations. 

Jane recognized the scientific names of the stimulants and barbiturates. Of course, her tongue would knot if she tried to pronounce any of them. But one in the list was unfamiliar. She pointed to the string of thirty some letters. “Is that the coating thing?”

“Yep. Nice to see drugs haven’t dulled your senses.” 

“You know I don’t partake.” Not since she’d been born addicted. She wouldn’t take the chance of ruining everything she’d worked for.

“Don’t tell anyone that. Why would someone trust a dealer who doesn’t get high?” Penny shifted screens, pulling up the gateway to Mainlining, the dark web ‘dicts, black hats, and white hats used to transfer information away from the government’s prying eyes.

Jane tapped the Certificate on the screen. “That’s why ‘dicts buy from me. Plus, I’m clear-headed enough not to pass along bad stuff.” She scanned the page, looking for the watermark of an approved lab. “Or allowing any bogus certs to get by me.”

“There’s lots of bad stuff going around.” Penny dragged and dropped the cert onto Jane’s cloud drive and the quantum key encryption scrambled it. “Certs are uploaded and no, they’re not fake. I rushed the DOA lab test so you could sell them tonight.”

Jane selected another pill and rolled it between her fingers. “What do you want for them?”

“Thirty each.”

“That means I’d have to sell them for sixty to make a profit.” Damn the tax man for taking a quarter of the retail price.

“They’re worth thirty.” Penny clicked the pen and her computer blinked out.

“I don’t doubt it. But they’re new and this isn’t Snobsdale or uppity Carefree. People here work for a living. Many won’t take a chance on something they’ve never heard of before.” Especially when it would eat up a significant portion of someone’s salary.

“You don’t think you can get that much for them?”

Jane bit the inside of her lip. After two decades, Penny knew all her hot buttons. Jane would always do what she was told not to do. And she would do it well. Slowly exhaling, she counted the hearts. “I could get twice that much for them, but only after folks know what they can do. Create the demand—”

“—Then set the price. I know. I helped you study for the test.” Penny tossed her pen into her bag. 

Jane’s finished counting. Five hundred hearts. Ten as freebies for her best and most connected clients. “Can you make me another ‘k’ before the weekend?”

Once word spread, Nirvana would be a perfect Sunday night dinner. A thousand pills might not be enough as she was Penny’s exclusive distributor. But scarcity would make them all the more in demand.

“No problem.” Penny winked. “I have another five hundred already made.”

“Good.” Sweeping the pills into her palms, Jane moved a blank switch plate aside. The vacuum click on then she fed the pills into the tube. The inventory control box flickered to life on her monitors. Numbers scrolled as it counted the drugs. After wiping her empty palms on her leggings, she cracked her fingers, assigned the new drugs a location, price, and name. “Now, did you get so lost in your masterpiece that you forgot my order of Misty Seas?”

“In the cat food. Along with another bottle of dye to color in your Cain’s mark.” Stooping, Penny kissed Jane’s cheek. “Send the credits within the hour. I’ve got to pay for my health insurance this month. Bloodsuckers raised my rates because I’m now fifty-five.”

Jane paused. Her former foster mother would tell her if she were facing problems, wouldn’t she?

“Relax, Janie dear.” Penny patted her shoulder. “I’m in excellent health.”

Jane shrugged. She hadn’t been worried. Not even a little. “You’ll have the money within the hour, and I’ll also let you know any feedback on Friday.”

“No need. I’ll check Mainlining. It’s faster than the news and twice as truthful. Now see me out. The front door. I’m not some criminal needing to sneak out the back.”

Stifling a sigh, Jane followed her down the hallway-slash-janitorial closet. The woman didn’t understand the danger. “What if one of your church friends see you?”

“Then, I’ll introduce them to my beautiful, successful daughter.”

Crazy. Making those drugs had made Penny crazy. Shaking her head, Jane glanced beyond the posters plastered in her storefront window. Photos of azure seas, tan sands, and baroque architecture deliberately fooled many into thinking she ran a travel agency. 

Across the street, men and women in suits lingered in the park. Many chatted in groups. A few checked their phones and cast surreptitious glances at her store. Tough. She wouldn’t open until after three. A cowboy on his horse brooded in life-size bronze in front of the library. The five-story, city hall curved like a protective brick hand behind the squat, white library.

Maroon carpeting deadened their footfalls as she crossed the open space behind Penny. The canned lights in the ceiling turned on before she reached the midpoint. Behind the single countertop on the left, shelves ran along the mirrored wall. Bright colored ovals, rounds and squares filled the candy jars.

“If the cat food contains the Misty Seas, what’s in the diapers?” Jane swerved behind the counter.

Penny paused by the door and smiled. “My contribution to the women’s shelter up the road. Add it to your weekly offering.”

Damn it. How did Penny learn so many of Jane’s secrets? Leaning across the counter, she hit the button under the marble surface. The alarm beeped as it turned off but the cameras snapped photos of the door. A deep buzzing noise filled the room.

“Sunday brunch at eleven. No excuses.” Penny threw open the door.

A bald man pulled Penny outside then spun her out of his way. He stomped inside, slammed the door shut, and locked it manually. “You and I got unfinished business, Janie.”

Jane’s tongue stuck to the roof of her dry mouth. “Tyler.” His name was acid in her throat. “I didn’t know you were out of prison.”

“I told you I’d find you, babe.” He cracked his knuckles. The ones tattooed with the word kill on them. “You didn’t think I’d forget how you betrayed me, did you?”

 

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Jane’s World: These Divided States: High Price to Pay

High-Price-to-Pay-GenericThe world of drugs. Not exactly a place to stay or visit for more than a few minutes. In an alternate US, making drugs legal doesn’t change that.

Jane was born into the drugs world before they were legal. When violence revolved around the distribution and use of them. When sex was a commodity used just as often as money. When predators hovered in the vicinity looking for their next prey.

The world marked her in ways most couldn’t imagine and few would let her forget.

So, she walked the career path chosen for her—by fate, society, and circumstance. And the tools to her success are violence, sex, money, and dealing with predators.

Jane isn’t exactly a soft and squishy character. She is, in fact, a cold blooded killer, a survivor, and a drug dealer. A stereotype so easily dismissed. Until you look into the dark corners of the American Dream and see the shadows cast by those who live glibly in the light.

And the people who live in them.

I’d say welcome to Jane’s world. But she’s liable to tell you to f*ck off. And, frankly, that’s what I love about her.

Until next time.

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When CRS hits

Last weekend, I’m not sure what happened to my brain but I had a serious case of CRS. That’s Can’t Remember Stuff (or another ‘s’ word of your choice).

You see, we had gone to Costco and picked up some new curtains for our bedroom for which we needed a new curtain rod.

Then we went to Home Depot and forgot to pick up a curtain rod.

Then we went to our supermarket and forgot to pick up a curtain rod.

I forgot to write down that we needed a curtain rod on the fridge list so as I cleaned the house I was trying to remember what I was supposed to pick up when we went to Bed Bath and Beyond.

In the end, I fell back on the advice given at a ted talk and made up a story about the items I needed from the store. It ended up like this: Rod needed to pick up a new pillow to get some sleep and a laser to tire the cat out so he could go to bed. The cat hated the laser and slept on his pillow. Because cats tend to be jerks.

I remembered all three items, and the cats really do hate the laser:D

Until next time!

 

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