Release Day-Born in Blood is finally available!

After much ado about pretty much everything, Born and Blood is finally live.

And it’s only 99cents (USD) so get it while it’s cheap:D

???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????What would you do to protect your way of life?

A scientist will betray everything he was taught to believe.

A politician will seek untold glory.

A leader will become a victim

And a raider and prodigal daughter will join forces only to discover how much they stand to lose.

Warning this book contains violence, offensive language and cannibalism

Post-Redaction: Humanity’s next chapter will be written in blood

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A Human View on Illness

Have you ever faced a serious illness or known someone who has? Chances are, you’ve answered yes. Why? Because we are human beings. Humans with bodies designed to breakdown. As complex as we are, it is a miracle more things don’t go wrong sooner rather than later.

Our age determines the sooner bit.

That annual age bar is constantly being compared to those who are ill around us. If our sixty year old friend is sick with cancer and we’re only 45, well then we have years to go before we worry. If he/she is younger than us, well then there have to be behaviors that exclude us from the same fate.

Such is what  happened twice in the last two weeks.

My father has a spot on his lungs. I’m not ready to lose my father and so the news left me reeling. During his biopsy his lung collapsed. then the results came back nearly  2 weeks after they were supposed to be in. Precancerous but…

The but is a lifeline but due to extenuating circumstances it could be Valley Fever. Imagine the bargaining and praying for the lesser of the two evils.

Such was my mindset when I went to my writing groups board meeting. When asked what was wrong. I told them. Immediately I was asked about his age. Alas, this didn’t relieve the minds of all, so more details were needed. Smoker? Yes. Ahh, the magic word in this dichotomous key that distills our mortality. They were safe from this disease because they hadn’t smoked as long.

Funny that.

Then I spilled news of my husband  and his upcoming MRI. You see, he’s been having blackouts. He’s sure they are heat stress related as his indoor job refuses to fix the AC in his area, and while he works at night temps often are over 120F in his area. Still, his mother died of complications from an aneurysm. His sister recently had 3 removed.  He decided to have the test done in part to put my mind at ease and to prove that he hadn’t lost his mind, no matter what I might think.

When I told my writing friends of this second twist in my placid life, they against began with their questions and began eliminating this threat to their own mortality. Age. Hereditary. Symptoms. etc. And as they each performed the illness shuffle, I began to think how I could use their reactions in a book.

Guess we all cope in our own way:-)

Time to lose myself in a story.

UPDATE: Hubby is given a clean bill of health. Heat exhaustion is the cause of the blackouts.

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Born in Blood, Chapter 13

So, cyberspace ate the files I sent to the formatter. I resent them again on Friday, Let’s hope he got them this time.

???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Chapter 13

Sera rested her forehead against the compartment door. Under her feet, the Mag-Lev engines powered down. Voices drifted in through the open train doors. Outside, horses’ hooves clattered on the cobblestones of the station.

Harlan set his hand on the small of her back. “This is our stop, Peaches.”

She sagged into his touch for a minute before straightening. Mike was dead, and she’d done nothing to prevent it. She had to make it up to him. “I’m not getting off.”

“Security said we were free to go.” His fingers twitched.

“I need to tell Mike’s family.” Grief snagged her breath in the back of her throat and she squeezed her eyes closed. The image of him sagged in the chair, bound and helpless burned into her skull. “I need to let his parents know I’ll find whoever’s responsible for his murder.”

Harlan bent low. “You wanna tell them of his death.” His breath stirred the hair on her neck. “Or do you want to catch the murderer?”

“Both. I’ll use my contacts at Dark Hope coroner’s office to acquire a copy of the findings. Using my security clearance, I’ll compare the passengers on the train against those with access to the poison.”

“Sounds like a plan.” He cupped her elbow, pulled her away from the wall. “Just one problem. The body’s being off-loaded here in Abaddon.”

“What?” Sera’s attention flew to the window.

Leesa Holton-Evans pushed a cloth-draped gurney across the cobblestones. Her strawberry-blonde ponytail snaked down her back. Dressed in white, two orderlies from the Abaddon clinic stood next to a wagon.

Sera’s fingers curled. “No way. No flippin’ way.”

Shoving away from Harlan, she stormed down the aisle and stomped down the ramp. “Leesa. Leesa!”

The woman kept walking. In the bright station lights, dozens of passengers shuffled for the train. Farmers removed goods from wagons, handcarts and the backs of horses. Green uniformed dockworkers unloaded freight from the box cars.

“This could work to our advantage.” Harlan kept pace beside Sera. “Leesa is a doctor at the clinic. She’ll tell me what she finds and you—”

“Seriously?” Sera smacked his arm. Had that chocolate cake dulled his wits? “She was on the train. She’s a suspect.”

And as a doctor, she had access to all kinds of poison. Sera would have to keep him away from other women’s cakes if it compromised his intelligence. She needed the keen-eyed raider, not a feted celebrity.

The traitor from Dark Hope had graduated to murder.

“Leesa wouldn’t—”

“Of course she would. Anyone would to keep their secrets.” Especially if those secrets would result in a prison stint or banishment. Sera dodged a haggard couple, sack bundles strapped to their backs, trudging for the west-bound train.

“In that case.” Pressing two fingers to his mouth, Harlan whistled.

Sera’s ears rang from the piercing shriek.

Passengers stopped to stare at him. Farmers set their baskets of produce on the ground. Dock workers paused with their hands on their crates. In the towers, posted at three corners of the station, the guards aimed bows and arrows into the courtyard.

Her lungs seized. “Uh, Harlan.”

“You can thank me later.”

If there was a later. “If we don’t get shot.”

“Leesa!” Harlan waved his arm. “Wait up.”

The red-head turned and caught sight of Sera. Her lips thinned. Ignoring Sera, Leesa stared at Harlan. “I’m sorry, I can’t give you a ride into town.”

The two orderlies collapsed the gurney before lifting it and sliding it into the wagon bed. Throughout the station, people returned to their business.

Stopping on the tips of her toes, Sera faced the doctor. “Why are you taking Mike into town? He deserves to be returned to his family.”

“He’ll be returned after his autopsy.” Leesa smoothed her tunic over her flat stomach and crept toward the wagon bed.

Sera folded her arms. “The autopsy should be done in Dark Hope. Our facilities are better. They’ll be able to detect the poison that killed him.”

The orderlies froze, their hands on the straps used to secure the gurney.

Leesa paled and scuttled forward. She latched onto Sera’s arm and held tight. Her gaze darted left then right. “Then you know that several poisons can breakdown in a very short time. I need to take blood samples and process them right away.”

She was hiding something. The air practically stunk of lies. Sera pried her fingers off and rubbed her tingling skin. “Then take your samples and load him back on the Mag-Lev. I’m sure his parents will want to see him after I tell them about his death.”

Leesa choked. “You can’t tell his parents.”

“I can.”

“It isn’t your job. Your uncle won’t let you.” After wiping sweat from her temple, Leesa scrambled into the wagon bed. “You’re here to spread good news and make the Security Forces look good. If you talk, tell people about this, your uncle will be blamed. Is that what you want?”

The nerve of the woman. Sera closed the distance between them. “Are you threatening me?”

Leesa slammed the wagon gate and rammed the metal pins in. She pushed the orderlies into the driver’s bench before checking the straps.

Sera gripped the wood, felt splinters bite into her palm. “I don’t take threats well.”

Leesa slapped the seat back. “Drive. Now.”

The wagon lurched forward. Still holding onto the gate, Sera ran after it. “Did you hear me?”

Leesa tucked the sheet around the body.

Dammit. Sera was tired of being ignored. “I—”

An arm cut across her stomach, forcing the air from her lungs. The gate was ripped from her hold and pain burned her palms as splinters dug into her flesh. “Hey!”

Leesa glanced up. A small smile lifted her lips.

Oooh. The rat fink was supposed to be Sera’s ally. When her feet touched the cobblestones, she rammed her elbow backward and collided with air.

Harlan tightened his hold, curved his body around hers. “Alright, Peaches, you’ve proved your point. Now put your elbows and heels away.”

“I’m going to put them somewhere.” Sera lifted her foot to mule-kick him in the knee. Little Miss Leesa would be sure to fix him up. Sera set her foot down. “I thought you were supposed to be on my side. Not be all cake and ice cream with the enemy.”

He chuckled.

The sound echoed in her chest.

“Leesa wasn’t talkin’. And when she’s made up her mind not to do something, there’s no forcing her to.”

Sera raised her chin. “I could have made her talk. And don’t bother denying it, she knows something.”

“Yep.”

He agreed with her? What had she missed? “Then why did you stop me?”

“Rule number one.”

Sera resisted the urge to slam the back of her head into his nose. Now was not the time for games. “Which rule number one is that?”

“You catch more hummingbirds with sugar than vinegar.” His hold loosened.

Pushing out of his arms, she turned. “Everyone knows that rule. But it might not work in this case. She and I aren’t exactly friends.”

“Princess Peaches actually pissed someone off?”

“Don’t call me Princess.” Sera’s cheeks heated. Maybe her tactics during the election for president of the Divergent Society hadn’t been particularly ethical or nice. It had been her darkest moment, not that it excused her behavior. But it certainly made it harder to stomach the innuendoes and insulting videos produced by her opponent.

Harlan squeezed her for a moment before stepping back. “Well, I wouldn’t worry about it. I’ll find out what Leesa’s hiding.”

Sera just bet he would. She rubbed the goosebumps from her arm. “Make sure you eat your fill of her cake since you won’t be getting any of mine.”

His eyes narrowed.

The train’s horn cried mournfully through the night.

“Come on.” She stepped away from him and slammed into a mountain of muscle.

Arms closed around her, kept her on her feet. “Pardon me.”

Sera looked up and up. Her stomach cramped. Square chin, just a hint of whiskers, regal nose and chocolate brown eyes. First the candidate, now her ruthless campaign manager. “Minos? Minos Charon?”

The man blinked. His hold tightened before he yanked his hands away. “Sera? Sera Tahoma? Who let you out of Dark Hope?”

Let her out? She wasn’t penned up. She bit the inside of her mouth. Minos loved to twist everything in horrible, horrible ways. “I’m doing a documentary on the Outlands and its people. You know, to raise awareness of their living conditions and maybe suggest ways to help.”

“I—I see.” He blinked and swallowed hard.

The train blew its horn, two sharp toots. Final boarding call.

Harlan brushed his shoulder against hers, placed himself a smidgen in front.

Where had he been when she was seventeen and in need of a champion? She pushed aside the self-pity. Nothing Minos could do would hurt her anymore. “I thought you were planting Ponderosas in the Sierra Madres. What are you doing in Abaddon?”

The train doors eased closed.

Minos rubbed the back of his neck. “I got leave. My wife is sick. Cancer.”

“I’m sorry to hear that.” Nausea burned Sera’s throat. She wouldn’t wish that on anyone. Ever. “I remember being told that our generation would be the ones to wipe out cancer once and for all.”

She’d gotten her diagnosis the same year and nearly died from the irony.

Minos cleared his throat. “Guess they didn’t figure on the magnetic poles realigning and solar radiation sponsoring cancer’s big comeback.”

Harlan watched the train glide from the station before cutting his attention to Minos. “Come from Dark Hope, did you?”

“Huh?” Minos shook his head. “I just arrived. I—I’m sorry I don’t believe we’ve met. Minos Charon, Doctor of Forestry Genetics and Repropagation.” He offered his hand.

Harlan stared at it. His hands hung loosely at his sides.

Great. Obviously someone had spiked his cake with testosterone and a side of Neanderthal. Sera jabbed him in the ribs. “This is my friend, Harlan Westminster.”

Harlan bared his teeth but finally shook hands. “Harlan Westminster, murderer of cannibals and raider of goods. I also buy women when I need them with gold, not cake.”

Sera slapped her palm over her eyes. Where was a sink hole to drop her to the other side of the planet when she needed it?

Minos laughed. The sound was metal sliding down a grater. “You always knew how to pick them, Sera. You will need at least a year to civilize this one.”

“Do you know why men began to shake hands?” Harlan held on when Minos tried to pull free. “So they knew their opponent was unarmed.”

Minos arched a brow. “Is that a mark of civilization, being unarmed?”

“No. It’s a mark of stupidity to think that just because one hand is empty, the other doesn’t have a weapon.” A knife glinted from Harlan’s free hand.

“Okay.” Sera patted Harlan’s arm. Muscle bunched under her touch. “We have to be going now. We have important work to do.”

“Yeah, we do.” Harlan released Minos and stepped back.

Adjusting his cuffs, Minos flexed his fingers. “Please tell me you at least have him house-trained.”

“Oh, yeah.” Harlan wrapped his arm around her shoulder and hauled her against his side. “She’s got all the right moves.”

He wanted moves; she’d show him moves. She grabbed hold of his shirt front, made sure she had some chest hairs and tugged.

He hissed through clenched teeth.

“Sera?” Minos gripped his satchel until his knuckles flashed white. “Maybe you’ve bitten off a little more than you can handle.”

“I’m fine. See you later.” She ground her heel into Harlan’s toes before she aimed for the gate leading to Dark Hope’s embassy.

He held her tight as they exited. Steering her to the right, he kept moving between the puddles of light cast by the street lamps. Their ghostly reflection floated across the darkened storefronts. The knife remained in his hands.

Fabric rustled in the darkness.

“Do you mind telling me what that was about?”

“Eeny-meeny-miney-moe there wasn’t just arriving. He was trying to leave.”

“He never said if he was arriving or leaving.” Her teeth clicked together. Why was she defending Minos? She owed him nothing, less than nothing after that video of her puking went viral. He’d grafted the image onto an old-time beer commercial. And she hadn’t the nerve to stand up and admit to her chemotherapy.

“But he implied he’d just arrived.”

“True.” He had implied it. But Minos always implied things. The second time she’d been caught throwing-up, she’d starred in a prenatal care campaign. Sera blinked to clear her vision. She’d almost quit then. She drew a ragged breath. Only Mike had convinced her to stay on.

Mike…

“And he wore a gold bracelet.”

“Gold? No. He wouldn’t.” Would he? She racked her memory. Nope, she hadn’t seen any gold.

Harlan flicked his wrist and the knife sailed through the air. A squeak and a thunk followed. After kissing her ear, he released her and bent to retrieve the knife. Shaking the rat off his blade, he frowned. “Something is seriously fucked up.”

Small hands reached out of the darkness, scooped up the rat and disappeared again.

Had he known about the child? Sera tucked the hair behind her tingling ear and glanced over her shoulder. Obviously, the weird sex and threat games had a purpose. “What have you seen?”

“More like what I haven’t seen. Three towers by the station. Only one guard in each.”

“Maybe they were napping?”

“They don’t nap until around midnight, one o’clock.” He wiped the blood on his trousers. “And no one is following us. Absolutely no one.”

She jogged to catch up with him as they turned the corner. Lights bathed the embassy’s immaculate lawn and rippled across the canal lapping at the side. Only two lights shone in the three-story concrete building. “Why would anyone follow us? It’s clear that neither of us have gold.”

“Everyone always has gold.” He flashed her a palm full of chains. “Of course, they’d take it but the real prize would be you. They’d probably take you as a breeder and make a small fortune before you get worn out and some poor schmuck ponies up a dowry.”

She shook his head. “That will not happen.”

“I know you have a whole can of whoop-ass in you, but few would suspect it. So why hasn’t anyone tried to take you?”

“Maybe because I have I’ll-kick-your-ass written all over me.” Sera set her hand on the black box near the pedestrian entrance. The gate clicked open.

Harlan snorted, holding the gate as she slipped inside. “If you think that, you’ve been hanging out with Meeny-miney-moe too long.”

He secured the gate before following her up the walk leading to the stoop. Motion-activated cameras tracked their progress. When they were two meters away from the entry, the foyer lights clicked on.

“I am dangerous.” Sera rested her hand on the door knob. Green light flickered around her as her prints were checked against the list of authorized personnel. Three clicks indicated the throwing of the deadbolts, and a small hum signaled the retracting of the reinforced steel rods.

Harlan held the knob, allowing the mainframe to scan his fingers. “You hear me arguing? I was kinda looking forward to you tossing someone else on their ass for a change.”

“Now why would I want to do that?” Smiling, she entered the foyer. Even though he’d only been here once before, he’d remembered the drill. The machine guns disappeared into the ceiling.

He shut the door, threw the bolt. The back-up locks deployed. “You think the kitchen is still open?”

“The kitchen is always open if you don’t mind the prepackaged stuff.” Turning right, she led him down the hallway. Lights blinked on as they passed the office doors.

At the end of the passageway, the space opened onto a common room. Kitchen cabinets, refrigerator, oven and dishwasher formed an L-shape on one side. A chrome and glass dinette separated it from the living area. Red chairs and couches sat in groups of three. From the center of the room, the holographic projector shot a pixelated screen at eye-level.

“Do you want anything?” Harlan shrugged out of his pack and set it by the door.

“Sure. Whatever you find.” Sera plopped onto the nearest sofa and propped her feet up on the glass and chrome coffee table.

“This is a breaking report.” Blue streaked the reporter’s black hair. “While we’re not able to confirm the contents of the video you are about to see, we have verified that Security Chief Joseph Dawson ordered the dirigible Ironside to touch down at Sanctuary. The home of Gavin Neville’s descendants.”

Sera combed her fingers through her hair. “I think Uncle Joseph has a leak in his department. No one was supposed to know about a Neville being in Dark Hope.”

Harlan opened and closed a few drawers before pulling out two bags. “Chicken and dumplings or chicken and dumplings?”

“How about chicken and dumplings?” She toed off her boots.

“Chief Dawson has been a strong proponent of arming our embassy, fearing an imminent threat from unidentified enemies.” The reporter frowned. “I must warn you. The following contains images some viewers may find disturbing.”

“Unidentified enemies?” He slammed a door. “Did they miss my speech on the ‘Viders?”

Sera carefully set her feet on the floor. Her fingers dug into the cushion as she leaned forward.

The reporter disappeared and the cigar shape of the dirigible appeared. The airship’s lights bathed the surroundings. The image focused on the exit. Two men moved crates out.

“This is… Dawson… Attack.” Two men stepped from the airship. She recognized her uncle’s rigid posture and steel-gray hair. “I repeat… attack.”

Sera’s mouth dropped open. “No. He wouldn’t.”

The camera cut again. Men in groups of four, wearing Security Forces black, roamed the streets. Light streaked in front of them. Civilians dropped, flopped in the dust.

Harlan picked up her pack and strode to the door. “Grab your boots.”

“He wouldn’t do that.” Numbly, she pinched her boots between her forefinger and thumb. “Uncle Joseph wouldn’t attack civilians.”

“We need to leave.” Harlan peeked into the hall. “Let’s go.”

Sera stumbled on clay feet. Why would anyone think that of Uncle Joseph? Why?

The screen flicked off and red strobed the room.

“All security personnel and embassies are on lockdown until the Cabinet can investigate how deep the treachery and betrayal runs through the Security Forces.” The mechanical voice drifted through the Public Address system.

“Oh shit! Run!” She lurched forward, tripping over her feet.

Harlan caught her before she planted her face in the tile.

The hall lights changed to red. A strange grinding filled the air. Four machine guns dropped from the ceiling. All pointed at her and Harlan.

“All Security personnel are confined to their rooms until further notice Cabinet approved personnel arrive to take them into custody.”

A metal plate slid over the doors in the hallway. The path to their staircase leading upstairs remained lit.

“You have one minute to comply.”

Harlan froze. His fingers twitched by the scabbard holding his knife.

“Failure to comply will be met with extreme prejudice.”

“Don’t.” She set her hand over his. “You may take out one, but three more are aimed at us.”

“So what do we do?”

“We go to our assigned rooms.” With her hand on his back, she pushed him down the hall to the stairs.

“Fuck that. We’re sticking together.”

She nodded. It may be breaking protocol, but at least there were no guns in her bedroom ceiling to enforce their separation. “Thank you.”

Harlan walked up the stairs by her side. “No need to thank me. Just share your goodies.”

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Friday Funny: Dogs and Cats

 

Sorry for the messed up font, but this was too funny not to pass along:D

Your dog’s reaction when you get home.

Your cat’s reaction when you get home.

Cat waking up.

Dog waking up.

How you know a dog is hungry.

How you know a cat is hungry.

How a dog feels after misbehaving.

How a cat feels after misbehaving.

How a dog feels when you get him a doggie friend.

How a cat feels when you get it a kitty friend.

How a dog steals food.

How a cat steals food.

When a cat annoys a dog.

When a dog annoys a cat.

A dog’s reaction to getting wet.

A cat’s reaction to getting wet.

A dog’s relationship with birds.

A cat’s relationship with birds.

Dog’s reaction to a walk.

Cat’s reaction to a walk.

Cat at 6 a.m.

Dog at 6 a.m.

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Breast Cancer Awareness Month-How Dense Are You?

My mother is a breast cancer survivor.

So when, a few  years back, I heard that doctors didn’t think women should get yearly mammograms, I was quite naturally perturbed. Was this yet another conspiracy to jeopardize women’s health for greedy insurance companies to earn a buck? Or did some male legislator/senator decide to bump off an unwanted wife a slow and rather painful way?

And while either of those would make an interesting book, the truth was much more prosaic.  You see, mammograms don’t detect cancer in all breast types.

In fact, if you have dense breasts the chances of it finding the tumor while still small are about half.  I have dense breast tissue. So does my mother and one of those fibroids developed into an extremely fast growing cancer.

Of course, half is still better than no chance at early detection, so my doctor and I agreed: Yearly Mammos coupled with an ultrasound it is.

And then, I found this on Ted.

Aside from the bit about a mandatory 40 lbs of pressure for the boobie squish (like to see a guy endure that on his testicles), the information was great and the science was even better.

So, ladies, next time you’re doing your yearly check-up, ask what kind of breasts you have. The life you save may be  your own.

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Born in Blood, Chapter 12

The book is at the formatters and I’m hoping to make it live by the week’s end:D

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“Are you watching this?” Minos wiggled his earpiece in place then turned to the holographic image wavering above his desk.

Wearing green uniforms, Abaddon’s guards swarmed through the puddles of emergency lights illuminating the streets of Sanctuary. Nearly a hundred men advanced in groups of four. Light streaked in front of them, hit a target then exploded in a burst on someone’s chest or back. The victim collapsed in a twitching pile.

The air kicked on, sending a cool stream into his utilitarian office. Desk, chair and two seats for guests. Not that he had any. Officially, he was planting pines in the Sierra Madres.

“Yes, I’m watching the same feed as you.” Amusement colored his lover’s voice.

Bile burned the back of his throat, and he swallowed it down. He wanted this, needed this to happen.

Dark Hope needed this to happen for civilization to survive.

Minos switched his attention to the airship tethered in the main square. Five squads had already taken out the tether holders and the workers unloading crates. “Is Security seeing this?”

“Not until I’m ready.”

The dirigible bucked and rose.

The guards trained their weapons on the airship. Blue lines cracked over the silver skin. Sparks sprayed the darkness beyond the ship lights before red and orange flames ate at the hull. The gondola hit the ground and bounced.

The fools! Why would they destroy the airship? Didn’t they see its value? Of course not. Outlanders were little more than barbarians.

Two Dark Hope security officers leaped out the cargo door.

The guards took them down.

Minos tightened the image on the men’s faces. White hair, craggy features.

“Christ! Is that Dawson?” Minos rubbed the knots dotting his neck and paced his office. Damn it. He hadn’t wanted his people to get hurt. Just the disposable Outlanders.

“Relax,” she soothed. “This will work in our favor.”

“It will certainly reinforce the need to protect ourselves.” Maybe a little too well. If the Cabinet thought Dark Hope’s security officers couldn’t handle restless natives, they might close the borders. That wouldn’t solve the problem.

Not at all.

He sank onto his chair. The faux leather closed around him. Cushion provided maximum support for his spine.

“It’ll do more than that.” She chuckled softly.

The hair on his neck rose.

“Much more.”

His screen flickered for a moment then blinked out. “What do you mean?”

“Just return to Dark Hope on the first train. We will soon be at a critical stage of the mission.” The line went dead.

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Friday Funny

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A Change Will Do Me Good

When I ask God for a sign as to what I should do, I always make it clear the sign I expect is a full-sized billboard with a few neon arrows pointing to it.

So far She had never obliged but I usually understand through the subtle repetition He sends over a period of days. This works because of that stupid joke that has stayed with me through the years. You have probably heard of it. A man is at sea and his ship capsizes. A boat, a ship and a helicopter all come by to rescue him but he refuses each one waiting for God. When he dies, he asks God why She didn’t rescue him. God answers that He sent a boat, a ship and a helicopter.

In other words, God (in Her/His infinite wisdom) knows that He/She doesn’t need to pull a miracle when She/He can use so many of the humans at his disposal.

Given that I nearly drowned once and don’t wish to repeat the experience, I’ve made peace with my billboard with neon arrows will actually be a more pedantic sign.

And so it came to pass that while mulling over a change I wanted to take, God and I (and hubby) talked it over. Then I began to read for my WWI romance series. And there it was in black and white (no flashing arrows). Meatless Mondays. You see, wars are fought in the stomachs, not just the battlefields, trenches and skies. To feed our Doughboys and our allies, the Tommies, Poilus and petit Belges Americans would need to ship tonnes and tonnes of food overseas.

That meant everyday Americans were asked to sacrifice by giving up meat on day a week, wheat one day a week, pork a day etc.

I could do no less than my ancestors. After all, my grandfather and his family arrived in Baltimore Harbor in 1913, and although he regretted being too young to fight, he would have contributed to the cause in such a manner.

So why not? Alas the days went buy and although I encountered the same information again and again, I did not make the commitment.

Enter Ted Talks. Wow! Talk about a guilt trip. The vast acreages required to raise meat is horrendous, the damage to our planet, the waste, and the health issues from the consumption were compelling.

So yes, I got the message.

But I will never willingly become a vegan: My reasons are simple:

1 Biologically/Chemically, plants to not have all the base pairs that humans need to create proteins. This deficet causes health issues later.

2 I crave a  hamburger/steak occasionally, and bacon is my friend.

Now, going vegetarian presents it’s own problems

I hate fish (aka the liver of the sea) I’ve tried it more times than I care to count and the results are always the same. I want to vomit and sometimes I do. Shellfish is yummy but it’s not a fish, it’s a crustacean. Different branch of the family tree—like a stranger in a tribe of cannibals.

I can’t stand pasta. My children and husband love it, I eat something else instead of trying to gag it down.

I don’t like curry.

Which leaves me, um, trying hard to find meals. I’ve made enough Chili rellenos to cause a revolt in my family. I have a vegetarian enchilada recipe that everyone likes. But I would like something spicy that comes from another food ethnicity. So if you have any recipes, pass them along:D

 

 

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Born In Blood, Chapter 11

Chapter 11

Fabric scraped Lee’s nose. A moment later, he squeezed his eyes shut at the bright light and gulped air into his heaving lungs. The Dark Hopians had found him, taken him prisoner.

How could he escape? They’d stuffed him in a ship, an air ship. The hum of the engines disappeared under the thrum of his blood shunting through his veins. His mouth dried. He couldn’t be tortured. Not again. His bladder burned, threatened to discharge.

“Sit, Neville.” A blond-haired, blue-eyed giant shoved him into a molded plastic chair. A metal folding table leaned against the wall near a sink tucked into the corner. Nothing else filled up the square room.

Probably didn’t want to get it bloody.

Lee’s butt thudded against the curved bottom. His sore privates throbbed from the abuse. The hood he’d worn only seconds ago puddled to the ground. Out the window of the small room he spied black sky. How far did they sail above the ground? Would they push him out a door to his death?

“Not so brave are you now, old man?” Blondie grasped Lee’s arms and twisted them behind his back.

Sharp plastic bit into Lee’s wrists, bound his hands together. He licked the sweat from his upper lip. Pain settled into his old bones. He wouldn’t waste his energy blabbing to Blondie. He wasn’t the man in charge, couldn’t give him a reprieve.

The door opened on silent hinges. A broad-shouldered man strode inside, clutching a rolled up bag in his hand. Steel-gray hair bristled from his square head. Smooth skin stretched tightly across his bull-dog features. “All comfy?”

This was the leader then. Lee twisted and tugged at his bonds. Damn. Not a speck of give. Sweat stung his eyes.

Blondie squared his shoulders. “The prisoner is secure.”

The leader bared his even, white teeth in a feral smile. “Leave us.”

“Sir?” Blondie fidgeted. “Regulations clearly state that two persons must be present during an interrogation.”

“Two people will be present.” A thin woman blew into the room. Shorn white hair curled softly around her head. Faded scars covered her neck and face. She plunked down a thin, folding steel table and set it up. She did not smile.

The leader flicked his wrist and the bag unrolled across the metal surface. Thin blades, filleting knives and pliers gleamed in their assigned slots. Selecting a knife, he touched the tip of the blade to his thumb. Blood beaded before running a crimson line down the curved edge.

“Sir.” Blondie’s eyes widened. “Regulations clearly state that the two people be Security men.”

The woman pulled a pair of pliers from the pouch and clacked the pinchers together. “Dark Hope Security doesn’t teach the same skill set that living twenty years with the ‘Viders provide.”

Blondie paled. Raspberry freckles pitted his chalky skin. “Sir.”

You go, kid. Lee wanted to hear more of these regulations. Especially as they seemed designed to keep his ass in one piece and stop the torture.

“Mayfair, you have a bright future ahead of you.” The leader cleaned the blade on his sleeve before returning it to its proper slot. “If you stay here, you’ll lose that future.”

Blond Mayfair itched toward the door. “Sir. The prisoner is secure. You don’t—”

“Don’t I?” The leader snatched the pliers from the woman and snapped them together. “This slug’s ancestors tried to bury my great, great-grandparents alive. I think it’s time for a little payback.”

The woman set her hand on Mayfair’s arm and guided him to the door. “Dawson is willing to do what needs to be done to keep Dark Hope safe. You do your bit.”

She shut the door in Mayfair’s face and threw the bolt.

Dawson? Lee tugged on his bonds. Fuck. Their illustrious ancestors had tried to kill each other. Guess the latest generation planned to finish the job. Lee used his toes to push against the floor. The chair didn’t budge. “I’ll tell you what you want to know.”

“And if I want you to scream?”

“What?” His stomach cramped.

“That’s what I thought.” Dawson opened and closed the pliers. “Say ahh.”

Lee shook his head, clamped his lips together.

Dawson rolled his blue eyes, reached out and pinched Lee’s nose shut. “Wasn’t his ancestors’ actors?”

“Obviously, he lacks the dramatic flair.” The woman smiled. The white of her teeth nearly blinded him. Reaching down, she opened the pants pocket on her right thigh and pulled out two large syringes.

Blood pounded in Lee’s head. His lungs burned and his eyes watered. Dammit. He’d never tortured his subjects this way, and he’d always killed them mercifully quick after he learned what he needed. Any cosmic debts should have been paid in full after what he’d suffered in His Honor’s dungeons.

Dawson frowned. “Just open up. It’s no fun pulling teeth if you’re not conscious to enjoy it.”

A tear leaked from Lee’s eye. His jaw dropped and he sucked in air.

“There. Isn’t that better?” Dawson released Lee’s nose to grip his jaw, holding his mouth open. The pliers dove inside. “Hmmm, there’s the cavity. Could account for your rancid breath.”

Lee jerked his head back. The pliers touched his tooth. Pain blitzed his skull, drew his skin painfully tight across bone. He screamed.

Dawson turned to the woman. “He gone?”

She nodded and ripped the packaging of one syringe. “We need to work fast.”

“Alright, Neville. I need to know everything about Sanctuary. And I need to know it now.” Dawson handed her the pliers. Stepping back, he tugged white packets from his pocket and set them on the tray table.

Lee’s teeth clicked together. What tactic was this?

The woman jabbed the needle into a vial she’d pulled from her breast pocket and filled the syringe. Freeing the needle, she flicked the barrel then pushed on the plunger. Liquid shot out of the top, arched onto the floor. “Don’t you want to enjoy the spotlight?”

They wanted to see a Neville act. Lee would show them. “I regret that I have but one life to give for my country.”

“Christ. He’s quoting Dickens.” Dawson clamped his hands on Lee’s shoulder. “Let me break this down for you into three acts. You and your granddaughter—”

“Sammy.” Lee jumped in his seat. “As God is my witness—”

“Spare me your show tunes.” Dawson shoved his bull-dog face into Lee’s. “Samantha Lee is safe. She’s being monitored twenty-four-seven by folks I know will make certain she gets the care she deserves.”

Lee slammed his back against the chair. No, not his granddaughter. “She doesn’t deserve to be tortured. She’s innocent.”

“I don’t torture people, you two bit ham. Your granddaughter is very sick.” Dawson’s right eye twitched. “We’re doing all we can to heal her and protect her from your name sake’s legacy. Not everyone in Dark Hope gives a shit about your ancient hack ancestor. But enough do, so we’re not taking any chances.”

Sammy was safe. Sammy was safe. Nothing else mattered. Lee sagged in his chair. “If I cooperate, will you heal her, see that she grows up right?”

Dawson rubbed his forehead. “I just said my people were protecting her. As for her growing up right, you’ll be around to see to that. Provided you don’t do anything stupid.”

The woman shifted closer, aimed the needle at his mouth. “Now open up. That tooth has to come out.”

Turning his head away from her, Lee leaned back in his chair. He just said he’d cooperate, why did they want to torture him?

She shook her head. “That rotten tooth needs to be pulled. It’s poisoning your system and, since you can’t be under medical supervision, this is the best we can do to get you healthy.”

Lee shook his head. “Why do you want me healthy? I’m your mortal enemy.”

Dawson swore under his breath. “You’re the last in line. A long line.”

She laughed. “Your people didn’t even believe Dark Hope existed until we dropped in on them.”

“But he knew.” Dawson’s fingers dug into Lee’s shoulders. “How did you know? How did you know to bring your granddaughter to us?”

Lee slouched down in his chair, but couldn’t escape the grip. “From time to time, visitors would show up in Sanctuary. They’d be…isolated from the general population and questioned. Many of them were on their way to Dark Hope. For the cure.”

“If that’s so, why did everyone in town think that no one existed outside of your valley?” Holding his jaw, the woman poked the needle into Lee’s gum. “If they didn’t stay, then they would have left and spread word about your town.”

The prick of pain quickly faded. Lee’s tongue probed his cavity. Even that didn’t hurt so much.

“You’re forgetting option three.” Dawson eased up his grip. “Death. It explains the shit-sandwich Karma’s force-feeding him.”

Setting the needle down, she formed pink gloves around her fingers. Her dark eyes met his. “Did you kill them?”

Lee raised his chin. “Sanctuary had to be protected.”

She shrugged then picked up the pliers. “Try not to drown in your own blood. It’s a nasty way to die.”

“Why are you helping me?” And why did he believe they weren’t going to kill him? Because they hadn’t smashed him into walls, tripped him when he wore the hood? He had only their word that his granddaughter was safe.

The woman tilted her head. “You’ll feel a tug but not much pain until the Novocain wears off.”

But they had helped him when he needed it without asking for anything. Despite the blood-thirsty cheers when the pictures displayed Sanctuary being attacked, no one had ever asked for anything. Even after he’d admitted to killing people, the woman didn’t have judgment in her eyes, only acceptance.

He opened his mouth.

“Hold him.” Natasha held his jaw in one hand and the pliers in the other. “Since he can’t talk for a while, why don’t you fill him in on our expectations.”

Ah ha, they did want something. That’s why they kept his granddaughter safe. Lee heard the pliers rasped against his tooth.

Natasha’s face scrunched in concentration. She braced her knee on his chest. Her arms shook as she pulled. “Joseph.”

Dawson kept Lee pinned to the chair. “Your timing sucks, Neville. You show up in Dark Hope just as someone drops a load of weapons near your town. Anyplace other than Sanctuary and I might have been able to convince the Cabinet the two were pure coincidence. But the legends of those first days live on, and so does that ancient threat of your ancestor.”

Warm liquid flooded Lee’s mouth. He tasted blood. His blood. What had she said about drowning?

The door knob rattled before someone rapped twice. “We’re beginning our final approach on Sanctuary, Sir.”

“Understood.” Dawson leaned forward. “Aren’t you done yet?”

Natasha glanced up. “The tooth doesn’t want to come out.”

“I thought you said you’d done this before.”

“I have.” Holding her tongue between her teeth, she wiggled her arm. “I was the ‘Viders medical and dental plan.”

Pressure built until it snapped. Lee heard a squish.

She stumbled back. Blood streaked the silver pliers. A black tooth hung between the tip, red roots jutted from it like crimson horns. She tossed it onto the tray then picked up the packets and ripped them open.

A metallic tide surged in Lee’s mouth. He gagged, spit on the floor.

Dawson released him. “We think someone set a fire to draw the ‘Viders attention to your village, hoping you’d all be wiped out.”

“Fire?” Lee’s tongue found the gap in his teeth and tried to plug the flow. It couldn’t be the one he set, could it?

“Yes, the ‘Viders saw a column of smoke rising from your village.” Rolling the gauze into a log, she stuffed it into his missing tooth hole. “Hold that tight with your teeth.”

Lee swallowed his blood and closed his eyes. Dawson had been wrong. Karma wasn’t serving him a shit sandwich, it was dishing up a seven-course buffet.

“Knife.” Dawson held his hand out. “The ‘Viders wiped out all your leaders. All of them except you.”

“What makes you think I didn’t arrange it?” Accidentally, but he was still responsible. The guild’s blood stained his hands.

“Did you?” Dawson crouched down, slipped the cold blade between the bonds binding Lee’s hands.

“I never heard of the ‘Viders.” Lee swallowed another mouthful of blood.

“Be thankful for that.” Natasha tucked a handful of white packets in his breast pocket. “Change the gauze every few hours until the bleeding stops and finish taking those antibiotics.”

Dawson sliced through the ties. “Unfortunately for you, more than the ‘Viders have heard of your town. Sanctuary has been mentioned in several secret communiques. You need to rally your people and alert me to any sign of trouble. We’ll do our best to protect you.”

Lee rubbed the red marks slashing his wrists. His fingers tingled. His ears popped and the humming changed to a higher pitch. “We don’t have anything compared to your city.”

Dawson tucked the knife back in his pack. “Is that what you told His Honor, the mayor of Abaddon, when he tortured you? Or did you tell him about vast stores of gold just so the pain would stop.”

“Shit.” Lee casted about his memory. What else had he said?

“Exactly.” Dawson swayed as the ship bucked.

Natasha slipped the pliers in place then rolled up the bag. “Let’s return the prodigal to his people.”

Lee pushed out of his chair. His legs wobbled but held. “How will I contact you if…”

“I’ll contact him.” She hooked her finger through the tie. “This is a humanitarian mission. We’ve brought food, blankets and medicine for your people.”

“I don’t know.” His people had never met a stranger. One from Dark Hope might be too much.

She fingered the scars at her throat. “Don’t worry, I’m very good at adapting to my surroundings. In no time, your people won’t even remember when I wasn’t one of you.”

Dawson’s hand stilled on the lock. “You’re sure you want to go back to the field?”

She picked at her cuticle. “I don’t think the city suits me anymore. I’ve seen…and done too much.”

Dawson jerked his head once. “Grab your gear while I escort the prodigal off the ship.”

Nodding, she held up his kit.

“Keep it. Others may need your medical and dental plan.” Dawson opened the door.

She slipped out, disappeared around the corner.

“Ready?” Dawson jerked his head toward the door.

Lee nodded and followed him into the hallway. Metal decking bounced under his footfalls. Standing nearly as tall as he, stacks of crates lined the aisles. All had Sanctuary stamped in black letters on their sides. “I’ll look after her.”

Dawson barked with laughter. “Natasha can take care of herself. In fact, she’ll probably look after you.”

He opened a door at the end of the cargo hold and lead Lee down a flight of stairs. The next door led to another hold. Cool air drifted inside from the open doors in the curved hull. Men in blue uniforms rolled crates across the floor and down the ramp.

Lee held his breath as they neared the exit. The ship hissed and sizzled around him. Would his people accept him?

Brow furrowed, Dawson paused. He raised a fist, set it on Lee’s chest. “Wait.”

Stars of light streaked across the opening. What marvel was this? Lee reached for one.

Dawson slapped his hand back “This is Dawson! We’re under attack. I repeat—”

Blue flashed in Lee’s peripheral vision.

Dawson arched his back. His body trembled then he collapsed.

Lee tried to catch him. Something slammed into his side. His muscles jerked. His hair crackled. Then darkness brought the curtain down.

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Friday’s Feel Good Moment

I’ve seen this multiple times, so I thought I’d share:

Two  Choices

What would you do?….you make the choice. Don’t look for a punch line, there isn’t one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice?

At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended.

 

After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question:
‘When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection.

Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do.

Where is the natural order of things in my son?’

The audience was stilled by the query.

The father continued. ‘I believe that when a child like Shay, who was mentally and physically disabled comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.’

Then he told the following story:

Shay and I had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball. Shay asked, ‘Do you think they’ll let me play?’ I knew that most of the boys would not want someone like Shay on their team, but as a father I also understood that if my son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps.

I approached one of the boys on the field and asked (not expecting much) if Shay could play. The boy looked around for guidance and said, ‘We’re losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning. I guess he can be on our team and we’ll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning.’

Shay struggled over to the team’s bench and, with a broad smile, put on a team shirt.  I watched with a small tear in my eye and warmth in my heart.   The boys saw my joy at my son being accepted.

In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay’s team scored a few runs but was still behind by three.

In the top of the ninth inning, Shay put on a glove and played in the right field. Even though no hits came his way, he was obviously ecstatic just to be in the game and on the field, grinning from ear to ear as I waved to him from the stands.

In the bottom of the ninth inning, Shay’s team scored again.

Now, with two outs and the bases loaded, the potential winning run was on base and Shay was scheduled to be next at bat.

At this juncture, do they let Shay bat and give away their chance to win the game?

Surprisingly, Shay was given the bat.  Everyone knew that a hit was all but impossible because Shay didn’t even know how to hold the bat properly, much less connect with the ball.

However, as Shay stepped up to the
plate, the pitcher, recognizing that the other team was putting winning aside for this moment in Shay’s life, moved in a few steps to lob the ball in softly so Shay could at least make contact.

The first pitch came and Shay swung clumsily and missed.

The pitcher again took a few steps forward to toss the ball softly towards Shay.

As the pitch came in, Shay swung at the ball and hit a slow ground ball right back to the pitcher.

The game would now be over.  The pitcher picked up the soft grounder and could have easily thrown the ball to the first baseman.
Shay would have been out and that would have been the end of the game.

Instead, the pitcher threw the ball right over the first baseman’s head, out of reach of all team mates.

Everyone from the stands and both teams started yelling, ‘Shay, run to first!

Run to first!’

Never in his life had Shay ever run that far, but he made it to first base.   He scampered down the baseline, wide-eyed and startled.

Everyone yelled, ‘Run to second, run to second!’

Catching his breath, Shay awkwardly ran towards second, gleaming and struggling to make it to the base.

By the time Shay rounded towards second base, the right fielder had the ball . The smallest guy on their team who now had his first chance to be the hero for his team.

He could have thrown the ball to the second-baseman for the tag, but he understood the pitcher’s intentions so he, too, intentionally threw the ball high and far over the third-baseman’s head.

Shay ran toward third base deliriously as the runners ahead of him circled the bases toward home.

All were screaming, ‘Shay, Shay, Shay, all the Way Shay’

Shay reached third base because the opposing shortstop ran to help him by turning him in the direction of third base, and shouted, ‘Run to third!

Shay, run to third!’

As Shay rounded third, the boys from both teams, and the spectators, were on their feet screaming, ‘Shay, run home! Run home!’

Shay ran to home, stepped on the plate, and was cheered as the hero who hit the grand slam and won the game for his team

‘That day’, said the father softly with tears now rolling down his face, ‘the boys from both teams helped bring a piece of true love and humanity into this world’.
Shay didn’t make it to another summer. He died that winter, having never forgotten being the hero and making me so happy, and coming home and seeing his Mother tearfully embrace her little hero of the day!

AND NOW A LITTLE FOOT NOTE TO THIS STORY:
We all send thousands of jokes through the e-mail without a second thought, but when it comes to sending messages about life choices, people hesitate.
The political, crude, vulgar, and often obscene pass freely through cyberspace, but public discussion about decency is too often suppressed in our schools and workplaces.
If you’re thinking about forwarding this message, chances are that you’re probably sorting out the people in your address book who aren’t the ‘appropriate’ ones to receive this type of message.   Well, the person who sent you this believes that we all can make a difference.
We all have thousands of opportunities every single day to help realize the ‘natural order of things.’
So many seemingly trivial interactions between two people present us with a choice:
Do we pass along a little spark of love and humanity or do we pass up those opportunities and leave the world a little bit colder in the process?
A wise man once said every society is judged by how it treats it’s least fortunate amongst them.
You now have two choices:
1. Delete
2. Forward
May your day, be a Shay Day.
MAY GOD BLESS EVERYONE WHO
DECIDES TO PASS THIS ON IN

MEMORY OF SHAY…………..

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