Learning Through Osmosis

I belong to many writing groups and I get insulted by the folks who constantly rant about grammar. You see, it is a commonly held belief that those who wish to be writers should study grammar and know the rules (different depending on the school you follow)   before you even dream of being a writer.

I have studied the rules of grammar and they don’t stick in my head.

I could blame a sister who dropped me on my head when I was a baby or the fact that I nearly drowned as a toddler, but I think the answer is that my natural language is science and math (you know, the things where the rules don’t change according to the book your reading).

And I’m perfectly happy with how my brain works. It’s gotten me a job I like (most of the time) and allows me to see patterns that help me create stories.

So as I’m going through dozens of emails being lectured to, I read the common cliche about how if I was a reader than I would naturally absorb the grammar rules by osmosis.

Ha! I have a BS in Biology and I know osmosis

These twiddlebaums are lecturing me about learning this way. Well, let me explain osmosis. Osmosis is the movement of solvents (some) across a membrane from a low concentration to a high concentration.

Water being the most common solvent in the body will flow from say your blood stream into your cells which is a fancy way of saying what is in the cells will be diluted. So maybe I do learn by osmosis in that every time I read up on the subject I seem to understand grammar less. So falling asleep with a book as a pillow may actually make you dumber not smarter.

That may explain a lot about those kids that slept in class.

Of course, it is possible that for small molecules to do the same. But strictly speaking then you’d have to know a lot about something for you to learn anything else. Very counter-intuitive. And if we go back to our water solvent (which is mainly what osmosis is about), then flooding your smarty pants heads with all that extraneous grammar stuff will cause your head to explode.

Either way, the metaphor doesn’t work and maybe the grammar police should have paid better attention during biology class.

So there.

Now I feel better.

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Redaction: Melt Down (Chapter 7, unedited)

WARNING: This chapter contains disturbing imagery and may not be suitable for all audiences.

Chapter Seven

“Why do they always run, Big D?”

Sergeant-Major David Dawson clutched his M-4 as he humped his ass up the incline. A German shepherd crouched by the top of the incline. Ears flat against his head, he stared at the far side of the hill. His sides heaved and his tongue lolled out of his mouth, but David could swear the dog was laughing.

“The dog liked chase.”

Robertson snorted. “We should make him an honorary member of our squad. He’s already bagged one bad ‘un with your help.”

He shrugged. The dog had control of one hand, but the bad guy had a weapon in both and he’d planned to use it. Charred bushes and trees created gray smudges in his peripheral vision. Where the hell had the Phoenix gotten so many hills? His knees ached; pain radiated down his spine. The stitches from where his late commanding officer pulled at his skin. Damn, but he loved the service.

“Just once, I wished the assholes would trip. They always trip on the movies when they’re being hunted.”

And they’re always scantily clad women. David smiled. He liked nearly naked women just on principal. “Guess, they didn’t watch the movies.”

“Oh, they’ve watched them. They know we’re going to smoke their asses as soon as we get them in our sites.”

“They shot first.” Near the top of the hill, he dropped to his knees and scrambled forward. Sprinkles drummed on his helmet. For a moment, the twin scents of damp Earth, wet fur and asphalt overrode the stale barbecue smell.

Private First Class Robertson belly flopped on his right. The kid wasn’t even winded from the two and a half mile sprint.

“Guess they didn’t expect us to fire back.” Near the top, he scooped up some of the gray ash and smeared it onto his tan and green helmet. Last thing he needed was to poke his head over the hill and have it blown off. Mavis wouldn’t like it, and he’d be damned if he allowed Lister to have her, even if Mr. Goldstars was a general.

“Fucking morons.” Robertson rolled to the side and removed his Close Combat Optic. “We’re in a damn military convoy. We’re armed and know how not to shoot ourselves in the foot.”

Yeah, but they hardly dressed the part. No combat shirt, kevlar vest or flak jacket. He and his men could be scavengers just like the scum they pursued. Removing his own scope, David dropped it into his pocket. Despite the weak sunlight, he wouldn’t have the glint of light reveal their position. For all he knew, they’d just run pell mell into a trap. He would not be responsible for getting the majority of the healthy servicemen killed.

Ray, a six-foot-seven Latino with enough muscles to make a body-builder drool, dropped his two large bags. “Candy. Get your candy here.” He snapped his fingers and the dog walked closer. He scratched the German shepherd’s ears. “Next time, I’ll bring biscuits for our latest recruit.”

The other six members of his squad fell to the ground, replenished their rounds of ammunition then checked their weapons.

David fingered the throwing knives in each boot and the extra clips in his pockets. Good to go. In the span of a heartbeat, he belly-crawled across the cold asphalt to the top and peered over. The dog appeared on his right, his ears worked like radar stations.

A brick and stucco high school hunkered in the valley below. Their quarry hobbled across the weed-infested parking lot aiming for a the wrought iron gate. Two look outs  crouched in the northwest and southwest corner of the auditorium’s flat roof and aimed their rifles in David’s direction.

Robertson’s sigh stirred the dusting of gravel on the road. “Two Smokies on the far building, might be a gymnasium, given its height.”

On the far east side, Robertson’s lookouts smoked. The red eye of their cigarettes glowed intermittently and their weapons dangled from their backs.  Beyond the auditorium lay an elongated u-shaped dirty white stucco building, no doubt holding the classrooms. Four pasty men, stripped to the waist, batted a soccer ball across the yellow grass.

“Four kicking around in the quad.” That made eight near the buildings.

Their quarry shouted. The dog growled. The players in the quad stopped.

“Shh.” He pressed his finger to his lips and eyed at the dog. The German shepherd quieted.

“Word about our arrival is spreading.” Robertson wet his thumb and held it up in the still air.

Three of them strolled to the side to pull their shirts over their flabby bellies. One laughed, kicked the ball into the air and caught it. He tossed it from side to side while the others stared at him.

“Not everyone seems concerned.” David continued his scan of the area. Fire had raced over the mountain, clearing the vegetation and leaving only a few black scarred trunks. Lice could find better cover on a bald man’s head. Fortunately, they’d experienced this kind of thing in the Sandbox.

In the football field north of the auditorium, humans were caged in chain link pens–half-naked women, bound men, and huddled, silent children. Nearly two handfuls of armed men strolled the perimeter. The dog’s lips peeled away from his fangs.

“Shit-fuck-damn, Sergeant-Major.” Robertson raised his M-4 and peered down his iron sight.

Only a string of three swear words from the private, did he not see the same thing? The scene below was worth twenty at least. David contained the fire of hate. To see such a thing, in his own country, when had people become such animals? He sank his fingers in the dogs fur, felt the quiver of muscle under his hand. “We’ll kill the bad guys. Free the people.”

Black and white; right and wrong.

The private’s finger settled on the trigger. “Give me a minute and I can treat all the fuckers to a dirt nap, easy-peasy.”

“We play this smart. I don’t want civilians used as flesh shields.” Fisting the back of Robertson’s jacket, David scooted back down, dragging the swearing private along. The dog followed. His tail swept the ground as if he waited for instructions.

“I can hit them, Big D.” Despite his ego, the kid was a first class soldier and an even better sniper.

“I’m counting on it.” David squat-walked to the dirt on the side of the road and etched out the layout of the buildings in the ashen powder.

His men crowded around him. The air practically hummed with purpose. Gut clenching in pre-mission jitters, he drew the oval of the stadium. They had to get the targets away from the civilians to minimize casualties. A deep groove marked the crescent-shaped mountain arcing around the school.

“Four up top. Four more here.” He marked xes on the quad. “Over a dozen on the ground.”

And God knew how many more in the buildings. Too bad the Almighty wasn’t talking.

Ray, the munitions mule, dragged his bags closer. “Which is the high priority target?”

Hell if he knew. But their quarry hadn’t run inside any building to report the counter attack. Either the gunplay had rattled the guy or he wanted to shake the shit out of his shorts before reporting his failure. Then again, there was always option c–the guy with the soccer ball. His balls drew up tight. That settled it.

“Black-haired caucasian with dreadlocks wearing dirty jeans,  black sneakers and no shirt.” Although he might have put it back on by now. “He has a serpent tat on his left chest down his arm.”

Robertson gently attached his sight. “I’ll take him out first.”

He nodded. “I want you and Michaelson up on the ridge.” The motorpool PFC was the second best shot in the squad. Together they’d take out any target in the open. Too bad, the targets in the quad were animal enough to dive for cover once the skull started flying. “Clean up the quad then the rooftops before going down to the gallery.”

He poked the guards near the prisoners. Lots of open space there, plenty of time to pick off the fleas before they could reach safety.

Michaelson wiped dust from his goggles before grabbing another clip from the bag. “We taking prisoners?”

Hell no. They barely had enough room in the convoy for people worth saving. These targets didn’t even rate a bullet. But they did deserve to die. Fortunately, it was his job to give anyone who followed the evacuation route a chance to survive. Which meant taking out the trash and sweeping it away.

“We’re sending them to a new detention facility called Hell.”

“Oh, this is going to be fun.” Robertson grinned before leaping to his feet. He kept his weapon at the ready as he charged up the ridge, out of sight of those at the school.

The dog looked at the private before staring at David.

“We’ll radio you once we’re in position, Sergeant-Major.” Puffs of ash rose from Michaelson’s heels as he raced after his comrade.

“Come on boy.” With the dog loping at his side, David jogged across the cracked asphalt and down the hillside. Charcoal twigs and branches crunched under foot. Arriving at the base, he scanned the area. A drainage ditch sucked at the retaining wall that ran to the school’s entrance. The pink stucco blistered and flaked off in patches. Where parts of it had collapsed, upside down triangles appeared along the length. Near the second and fourth one, the vegetation had been trampled.

If they ran behind the retaining wall, they could get close enough for a little shock and awe. But there was always the possibility they’d lose some hostages. Damn. He ran his hand down his face before creeping out just far enough to get a clear view of the parking lot. Not even a stripped car to hide behind.

He’d have to split up his men. Again. From his pocket, he extracted a yellow and gold High Explosive Round and loaded it into the fat M203 slung under the barrel of his M-4. “Vegas and Singleton, wait here until Robertson clears the rooftop. Once we begin the flash/bang, you infiltrate the football field and recover the hostages.”

“Yes, Sergeant-Major.” They both nodded before loading their own grenades and rechecking their weapons.

“Robertson, which way are the targets facing?” David back tracked along the road, keeping out of line of sight. He hoped, prayed, felt the other three members of his squad ghosting behind him and the dog hunting at his side. Damn, where was the smoke and fire when he needed it? And just why had it stopped raining after that piddling? God, if you’re listening, we could use a break about now.

“They’re still facing your position, Sergeant-Major.” Robertson’s huff and puff came through David’s earpiece and rasped inside his skull.

“How close are you to your position?” He trotted farther away from the school. Finally. The bricks folded back on themselves. Rainwater dribbled out of the neighborhood via a concrete channel and emptied into the ditch.

“Five minutes.”

“Anything stirring in the neighborhood in front of the school.”

Time ticked by in heartbeats. He glanced over his shoulder. Another five feet and the targets on the roof would be able to see them. It had been a miracle, he and his men hadn’t been picked off running up the street like a bunch of green recruits.

“Nothing stirring, I…” Robertson cleared his throat. “I think it’s a dumping ground, Sergeant-Major.”

“Roger that.” David jumped into the ditch and ran for the opening. Mud squelched under his boots. He ran up the other side, ducked behind the retaining wall then followed it around the corner. He drew up short.

Naked bodies of every kind lay in neat rows along the street. Only an infant in a pink onesy still wore clothes. It stood next to a decomposing couple posed in a sixty-nine position and was held up by the fire hydrant that had no doubt caved in its skull. Here and there men and women rotted in obscene positions. Unattached limbs were strewn across dead lawns, like discarded props in a zombie movie. Soft bellies disappeared in the hunger of flies and predators. From one blackened doorway, two coyotes with blood beards stared back at him.

The dog whined. He held his breath to a count of four then released it to the same count. Maybe humanity didn’t deserve to survive. “Jesus Christ!”

PFC Folger slammed into his back. “Sorry, Sergeant–” The kids eyes widened and green tinted his pale complexion. His freckles stood out like liver-spots and his Adam’s apple bobbed in his skinny neck.

David stepped forward blocking the view. The kid hadn’t been with them in Iraq. Hell, he’d flown drones from Germany and shot the bad guys like a video game then moved onto guarding the gate at their temporary base. He did not have the time for the kid to shut down, nor could he spare a man.

But a liability would endanger them all.

Ray hitched the spare munitions bags higher on his shoulder. His jaw thrust forward before he shook his head and stared fixedly at the openings in the wall. Janovich gagged, swallowed it down and filed by behind Ray.

He nodded to them as they passed. The dog sat down, but stared after his men. “Look at me, Private.”

Folgers brown eyes locked on his. He didn’t even blink. “Sir?”

David let the slip pass. “We’ve got targets to destroy, a mission to complete, do you understand?”

“Target. Mission.” Folgers swallowed again. Finally, he blinked then a shudder rippled through him. He tightened his grip on his weapon and his chin raised a notch. “I won’t let you down Sergeant-Major.”

“Let’s move out.”

Folgers stepped around David and jogged to where Janovich and Ray crawled passed the opening in the downed wall. Scanning the area, he followed. Too bad the targets would be taken out cleanly. For this, they should suffer; they needed to suffer.

“We’re in position, Sergeant-Major,” Robertson whispered in his earpiece.

“Status of targets?” He crawled across the dirt and rocks poured in through the collapsed retaining wall before jumping to his feet and closing in on his men. The dog raced ahead and waited by the next opening.

“Still alert on the rooftops. Down in the grass, Priority one has dressed for his funeral and seems to be using original quarry as a punching bag. In the pens, the targets are clustered in four groups.”

Good, let the bastard suffer. Too bad it couldn’t last an eternity. He joined his men bunched up by the second collapse in the wall. Almost an entire section gone. Six whole feet of opportunity–for the bad guys–to pick them off. He eyed the packed dirt and followed it to a wooden board spanning the ditch.

Since someone took the time to roll out the red carpet, they would go in here.

“Any movement in the buildings?”

“Negative,” Robertson reported. “Looks like they’re making it easy for us.”

Yeah, because that’s what assholes did, make it easy to take them out. David waited for his balls to draw up tight or the skin between his shoulder blades to itch. Maybe this wouldn’t be a FUBAR moment. “Vegas. Singleton.”

“Ready.”

The single word shot adrenalin into his body. Muscles warmed, pain disappeared. He stalked to the front of his men and double-checked his M203. “Take ’em out.”

The dog crouched low. His muscles shuddered as he waited to take off.

The report of two rifles bled into each other until they sounded as one.

“Priority One is down.”

After he slid his optic onto his rifle, David’s heart picked up tempo. The M-4 settled into his arms like a favorite lover. His senses opened, feeding everything to his brain–the lazy path of an incoming fly, the burble of the water in the ditch, and the sweet anticipation in his mouth.

A second duet cracked across the valley. Then a third.

“Quad is clear.”

After two more blended shots, he rushed through the opening. The dog sniffed the air, caught a scent and leapt the ditch.

“Roofs cleared.”

Wood thudded under his boots and the board bounced as he sprang across the ditch. Ten feet to the parking lot. Thunder rolled over the next volley.

“Galley chickens are running in all directions.” Robertson chuckled.

Gravel crunched under his boots. The dog panted. Seventy yard across the parking lot to the auditorium’s covered entrance.

“More like fish in a net,” Michaelson added his own bastardized cliche.

In his peripheral vision, he saw Vegas and Singleton hustle across the open parking lot, heading for the football field. Sixty yards to go. Thirty-three yards until he could use his grenade launcher. Bullets sprayed asphalt chips at his feet. The dog yipped.

“We’re taking heat.” He spat into his microphone. There were fuckers inside.

“Roger that.” Michaelson returned. “I’ve got movement three up, two left.”

Third floor, second window from the left. David glanced up. The auditorium was one solid wall of red brick. What the hell? Where was the shooter?

“I haven’t got a shot,” Michaelson growled. “The bastard is popping up and down like a weasel.”

“Got him.” Folgers squeaked in the headset.

He felt more than saw the private stop. White light winked from the second floor of the  school building. Well, damn, he was looking in the wrong place. A red bead raced across the white stucco.

The weasel popped his head up.

Folgers found the target’s right eye, then his bullet found his skull.

“Game on, Folger.” Robertson spoke. “Maybe next time you can play with the big boys.”

Folgers grunted.

Fifty yards. He began to breathe through his mouth and sited the glass front of the auditorium. Another red ball played on the glass ten feet from him.

“Damn it.” Michaelson swore. “The targets are taking hostages.”

“How many are left?” At forty yards, he pulled the trigger of the grenade launcher.  He felt the recoil tear the stitches in his shoulder. The dog slowed, keeping pace. Warmth trickled down his chest. With a hollow k-thunk sound, the explosive arced from his weapon. A second one joined it.

“Three.” Robertson shouted. “Fuckers are hiding behind the naked women. I can’t get a lock.”

Faster. He pumped his legs harder. His men drew abreast of him. His round punched the glass and exploded. The second one landed a foot from the box office before going off. Glass bowed before splintering and blowing inward. The deadly slivers left the twisted metal frame dusted with sharp-edged glitter.

“Me neither.” Michaelson’s frustration prowled the space between them. “Come on. Come on, ladies. Get out of the way. Give me a clear shot.”

He didn’t urge them to keep trying. They would. Adjusting his hold on his M-4, he dumped the spent shell and reached into his pocket for another.

Folgers hit the first floor doors of the classroom building. Ray aimed higher, hitting the second story landing. The stuccoed balustrade showered the yellow grass with chunks of plaster and wire mesh.

David pressed against the outside wall and closed his eyes. What he wouldn’t give for a pair of IR goggles right now. He heard his crew fall in beside him, including the dog. Taking a deep breath, he opened his eyes and opened the remains of the door. Metal squealed. He stepped inside, grinding to glass to sand under his boots. Well, it wasn’t as if the assholes didn’t know they’d made the Army’s most wanted list. “We’re entering the class rooms. First floor.”

“Roger that.” Robertson interrupted his humming to answer. “Holy shit!”

He aimed straight then right as he stepped into the hallway. The dog snaked around his legs, sniffed the ground and then the air, then the ground again. Boxes crammed the space, reducing the aisle from six-foot wide to two.  They’d stolen all the meals ready to eat. God knew where the medicine had gone.

“We’re clear of the bleachers.” Vegas’s spoke just before a gunshot echoed through his mike. ”

David’s heart stilled but his body kept moving to the right and the wing of classrooms. “Report!”

The dog stared at the corridor where Ray and Janovich searched.

The sound of heavy breathing amplified inside his ear.

“That’s right, you beautiful ladies.” Robertson laughed. “You kill the bastards that kept you in there.”

Michaelson chuckled. “You can stop cowering, Vegas and Singleton. The women are taking care of the last three targets.”

He cleared the classroom on the right, while Folger worked on the left side. Only the scent of floor cleaner stirred in the empty space. Where were the desks and chairs?

“Oh! Did you see that?” Robertson gasped and another gunshot rattled the window. “She shot another one.”

“He’s not dead.” Vegas huffed. “She shot his dick off.”

“Damn, remind me not to piss that one off.”

“Ma’am? Ma’am?” Vegas raised his voice on the last word. “Can you put the gun down?”

David finished his sweep of the classrooms. Empty. All of them. “Someone ask them how many bastards there were.”

After meeting with Folger in the corridor they headed back to the entrance. Ray and Janovich were three-quarters of the way down the hallway. The dog darted ahead before stopping at the last classroom. He laid down on the floor and stared at the door.

“Yes, ma’am. We’re here to help.” Vegas kept his voice monotone. “Could you give me the weapon? The weapon… Thank you.”

He jogged passed the open doors of the rooms his men had already cleared. Beds sat in the center of the rooms. He didn’t want to know what they assholes had done with the blood-stained ropes, chains and belts that lay like dead serpents on the white floor.

“We got a locked one, Sergeant-Major.” Ray stood outside the second to last classroom on the north side. Behind him, Janovich aimed his M-4 at the faux wooden door.

“There seems to be a consensus that there’s twenty-five bad…” Vegas caught himself. “Bad guys.”

He added up the numbers in his head. They’d eliminated thirty-six targets so far. The math was off. Either some had kept hidden or they’d added a few new recruits–bad  apples had a way of spoiling the whole bushel.

“Roger that.” They would have to search the rest of the grounds. He glanced at the dog. And he knew just where to start. Nudging Ray to the side, he waited for the other two to take their positions before kicking the door open. His knee twinged at the impact then girls squealed.

Slim young bodies in adult satin collapsed against the wall. Metal clanked as they slid like beads on a string along the chain that held them in place. They cowered in a heap in the corner farthest from him.

After scanning the empty room, David removed his finger from the trigger and lowered his weapon. “Just hold on, girls, and we’ll get you out of here.”

Folgers blushed.

“We’ll finish this floor.” With one shot, Janovich popped the loop bolting the chain to the wall, then turned on his heel and left. Folgers dashed out on his heels.

The girls looked at him then the chain then back again. Great. Statues. “Slide the chain off then line up in twos behind me. We’ll remove the handcuffs once we get back to camp.”

The first girl in the line stood frozen. The dog loped into the room and bumped the leg of the first girl. With his nose, he nudged her hand atop his head. She blinked.

The second one eased the chain from their handcuffs and set her hand on the statue’s back. “It’s a dog!”

“That’s good. Help each other follow the dog. He’s a nice doggie.” The German shepherd accompanied him to the door. The girls shuffled behind him. Pausing he peered into the hallway. Folgers stood near the exit. He waved the dog onward. “Robertson, how far is it to the convoy?”

“Dammit, Big D. The Marines are two clicks out. Four trucks. Leave it to the jar-heads to arrive after the fighting is over.”

David glanced over his shoulder into the haunted eyes of the girls. The fight was far from over.

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On Vacation Today

I took a couple of days off work to write. But not a blog post. See you Monday.

Wish I was here:

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Liebster Award & 11 Fascinating Facts

 Special thanks to Bella Street for nominating me for the Liebster Blog award–which recognizes small blogs like mine!
11 Facts About Me

1.  Is there a book at the moment that you’ve heard about but unsure if you want to try it?
 
I live so encapsulated in my own life that I don’t really listen when folks talk about books. I’ve heard about Shades of Grey. Not going to read it. The Hunger Games would just piss me off and might just push me from homicidal into genocidal. That would be worse for the planet than global warming. Hmm, no, in fact if everyone is talking about it my knee-jerk reaction would be to avoid it. I much prefer my blind man’s bluff approach, enter a section of the bookstore/library twirl about and grab the first book I touch.

2. If you could only ever recommend one book to someone, what would it be and why?
If it was a woman I’d recommend Hope’s Folly by Linnea Sinclair. God, that was brilliant and sexy as all get out! If it was a guy then I’d say pick up Old Man’s War by John Scalzi. Despite the reviewers (male) who say there’s sex in it, the reviewers are delusional but that doesn’t take away from the beautiful story.

3. Do you have any irrational fears?
I fear I’ll be electrocuted by the lie detector machine. It’s the claustrophobia speaking and I’ve been told it’s impossible but I can’t reason it away. It’s why I don’t breathe right.

4. What is the most times you have re-read a book?
20. I read Romancing the Stone until it literally fell apart.

5. Favourite book to movie adaptation?
 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea. I love Nemo’s ruthlessness but there’s something about Ned.

6. What is a quote you find inspiring?
 Those who would give up Essential Liberty to purchase a little Temporary Safety, deserve neither Liberty nor Safety.– Benjamin Franklin
7. Are there any fictional characters that you’ve fallen for?
John Cusack’s character Martin Q Blank in Grosse Point Blank. Actually pretty much anything John Cusack. I’d leave my husband from him. My hubby said he’d leave me for John too.:-)
8. When you’re browsing for books, what makes you pick one book over another?
Title. I love words.

9. Which genre would you like to live in: dystopian, paranormal, historical or just contemporary?
 Futuristic. Imagine the possibilities and the things I could learn
10. If you could talk to ANY author, current or from history, who would it be?
Arthur Conan Doyle. What a fabulous story teller.
11. Favourite fairytale?
 Beauty and the Beast
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Redaction: Melt Down (Chapter 6, unedited)

Chapter Six

“The explosion could have another explanation.” Audra tasted the lie as the words left her mouth. The bullet holes and blood art on the side of the busses drew her attention.

Gas Mask’s snort sounded hollow in his respirator. “Didn’t you learn anything from Casa Grande?”

She straightened. The ambush at Casa Grande wasn’t her fault. She’d told them not to stop for hitchhikers. God, why had she listened to her mother? Why had she taken charge? For a teacher, she seemed incapable of learning.

On her right, Batgirl set her Louisville Slugger on her shoulder. Her blue-black pony tail wiggled down the back of her AC/DC tee shirt and scabby knees peered from under her shorts. “She told us to keep going. If we’d stopped like you wanted, we’d have been executed on the side of the road like the others.”

Aiming his shotgun at the ground, Gas Mask towered over the petit Asian girl. “My brother was on that bus! We could–”

“That is enough.” Audra’s soft word snapped like a bear trap, cutting off the argument. “We have only a few weapons and barely any ammunition. We would have been slaughtered just like bus four-five.”

Gas Mask swiped at his damp eyes. “He was fourteen. My responsibility.”

And sweet, with a smile that practically tucked the corners of his mouth into his ears. She sucked air into her lungs but the constriction didn’t ease.

“I knew everyone on that bus.” Jacob. Mary. Roddy. She’d nursed them all back to health. Then she’d pressed the gas down while they lined up on the side of the road, heard the bang of the guns, and watched them fall. “Every one. Every age.”

Her voice cracked at the end and she squeezed her eyes shut. Go away. Just go away for a minute or ten. Why couldn’t she have quit last year? A montage of faces played on her lids. If she’d broken her teaching contract, she would see them as they had been: annoying, condescending and alive.

Alive forever.

“Audra.” Her mother snapped. “We’re waiting.”

She scrubbed a hand down her face before staring at her mother. Not even the wind dared free a strand of hair from Jacqueline’s tidy bun. The older Silvestre didn’t carry a weapon–good manners and breeding apparently could stop anything. Good manners and breeding meant Audra had to lead.

“You two stand guard here.” She pointed to her mom and Batgirl then at the asphalt. “We’ll go check out Burgers in a Basket.”

Gas Mask nodded and raised his shotgun at the glass front of the fast food joint.

“What about me?” Mrs. Roderiguiz pounded down the steps and handed Audra her walkie-talkie. White swirled through the black curls on her head. She pulled two machetes from the black belt wrapped around her pink mumu. “Where do you want me?”

Using her flashlight, Audra pointed across the restaurant’s parking lot to the boarded up gas station. Universal emblems of male and female marked the two white closed doors. “Find out if those are serviceable then peek under the boards to see if there’s anything left in the convenience store.”

“Will do.” The machetes sliced the air as she twirled her wrist. “I’ll take Deputy Dawg as backup.”

As if hearing himself mentioned, the man in khaki pants separated from Principle Dunn and waited for the older woman.

Hitching the walkie to her belt loop, Audra opened the line and exhaled slowly. Seven adults outside. Seven. Add the requirement to keep an adult on the bus at all times, and that meant they were down to thirteen total. There had been fifty-seven last night.

Most of them had seemed to be getting better.

What in the world was going on?

Gas Mask hunched over his weapon and stepped onto the sidewalk surrounding the fast food joint. “Coming?”

Audra swallowed the wad of fear in her throat. “Yes, of course.”

Digging her fingers into the metal casing of the flashlight, she waded through her memories until finding the college class on self defense. Smash the assailant upside the head with the flash light. Thrust the heel of her hand into a nose. Rubbery legs carried her to the  side entrance behind Gas Mask.

He tugged on the metal handle. The door moved half an inch before the lock kept it from moving farther. He raised the butt of the gun.

“Don’t!” She grabbed the muzzle and held on, preventing him from hitting the glass. “What if it accidentally goes off?”

He tugged on the weapon. “It won’t.”

How could he know? He had to be shown how to pull the trigger and that had been during Casa Grande when his brother had been executed. “You’ll not only waste shells but you’ll let those bad guys know where we are.”

His hazel eyes narrowed above the respirator. “Then how are we going to get inside, Princess? Say open sesame?”

“You could try or we could check the drive-in window.” She jerked her head to the side where the drive through lay. “Since it is open twenty-four hours, the window might not have a lock on it.”

“Fine.” He stalked off the sidewalk. His boots pounded the blacktop. “And if that isn’t open?”

Audra hefted her flashlight. “Then we smash it with the flashlight.”

Damaging it wouldn’t be a big loss since it was dead. The important thing was it couldn’t discharge and kill someone. Or get them all killed.

His huff swirled around his respirator.

“I’ll let you do the smashing.” That should make him happy and get rid of some of his anger.

“Fine.”

Thousands of words in the English language and Gas Mask barely used a  hundred of them in the six months since she’d met him.

He paused by the window and slapped his palm flat against the glass.

“Wait.” She hustled to his side. “You have the gun. Let me open the window, while you aim.”

He rolled his eyes and stepped aside.

“Oh Princess A.” Batgirl jogged to the edge of the building. “Mrs. R says, that the gas station has four clean toilets, but no running water.”

No water. She shuddered. The piles would just keep climbing toward the ceiling. She’d rather use the slops pot. “Do they have tanks?”

“Yep and they’re full.”

Thank God for small favors. They would get a flush out of each before the tank emptied and they could use the slops to gravity force some more down. “What about the interior?”

Please, please, let there be batteries.

“Empty but also clean. I guess they didn’t get too far in the reopening plans.”

Her sigh stirred her long bangs. Fudge. “Tell Deputy Dawg and Principal Dunn to begin laying out the dead. Then have bus seven-nine line up to use the facilities. Everyone goes.”

“Yes, ma’am.” After curtseying, Batgirl pivoted on the heel of her sneakers.

Audra reached for the window then paused. If the building was cleaned… “Batgirl”

She stopped and glanced over her bat. One eyebrow raised.

“Once they enter the building have them check the store room. Maybe we’ll get lucky.”

“Maybe we will.” Whistling, Batgirl jogged back to the group.

Hushed murmurs and giggles floated on the air as the children streamed from bus seventy-nine. Mrs. Rodriguez ushered them in two lines to the bathrooms. Principal Dunn wrestled a wheelbarrow from Mom’s bus while Deputy Dawg cut behind the evacuating bus, heading for the emergency exit.

“Anytime now.” Gas Mask waved to the window with the shotgun.

“You have a date?” Tucking the flashlight between her thighs, she flattened both palms against the tinted glass.

“Yeah.” He set the stock against his shoulder. “If the toilets are clean, I plan to be the first one to take a shit.”

Nice. Her damp hands slid across the glass before finding purchase. The window eased open. Ha! She’d done it. Smiling, she bit back the gloating. Once the window was fully seated, she tucked her head inside. Geometric shadows melted into darkness in the cooking area. A tiled wall prevented her from seeing into the seating area. Stale, greasy air hit her in the face. “Hello?”

Gas Mask snorted. “You expecting anyone to answer?”

“You never know. Give me a knee.”

“Shouldn’t I go first? I have the gun.”

Was that a serious question? With him, it was hard to tell. She measured the window’s opening with her hands then held her spread hands near his chest. An inch of flesh overlapped each side. “Can you suck it in?”

A vein throbbed at his temple.

Guess that was a no. “I’ll enter and open the side door for you.”

“How are you going to see?” He propped the shotgun against the brick building and bent one knee before offering his hand.

“I worked for Burgers while attending college.” She didn’t mention that her father owned ten of them. A Silvester didn’t flaunt her wealth when there was so many other subtle ways to show it off. “They’re all laid out identically.”

Wedging the flashlight on the corner of the window sill, she set her left foot on his thigh, placed one hand in his and grabbed hold of the opening with the other. “On three.”

He nodded.

She bent her knee, pictured herself going through the window, landing on the tiled floor on the other side. ” One. Two.”

“Wait.”

She blinked.

“You have one minute to get to the side door.” Gas Mask jerked his chin and his grip tightened. “If you’re not there in sixty seconds, I’m coming in after you.”

Wow! The man had given her nothing but grief since they’d met and now he was being nice. Was there something different in the air? It certainly hadn’t affected her or her mother. Maybe their breeding made them immune. “I’ll be there in sixty seconds.”

“Count it down.”

Down? She counted up. Opening her mouth, she quickly snapped it closed. What did it really matter. “On three. One. Two. Three.”

Shoving with her foot on the ground, she straightened the leg on his knee and pitched to the side.

“Steady there.” With his free hand, Gas Mask hooked a finger through the belt loop of her trousers and gathered the fabric in a clump.

She ground the bones in his hand together before correcting her aim. Thigh muscles burned. She released his hand and grabbed at the window pane, pulling her torso inside.

A hand flattened against her left buttock.

“Oh!” She glanced over her shoulder. What had he done that for?

“Almost there.” He shoved.

“No.” Her fingers lost their grip and the floor rose up to meet her face. The sill scraped her belly then thighs. Fabric ripped. She raised her hands and held her breath. Flesh slapped tile. Her elbows absorbed the shock as they bent and her chin rested on her chest. Her legs cleared. Exhaling, she tucked and rolled. Years of falling in ballet had finally paid off. Mom would be proud.

She rolled onto her boot soles and stopped in a wobble on her toes.

“Sixty. Fifty-nine.”

He was actually counting. Pushing off the cold tiles, she stood. The world spun a little and she grabbed hold of the metal countertop to steady herself. The surface felt gritty to the touch. Shoddy cleaning. Her father would have fired the night manager over it.

But he was gone now.

His passing was her personal hair shirt. She hoped he was laughing at her from Heaven. Her neck popped as she straightened. Maybe that hadn’t been as graceful as she imagined. Then again, she was healthy and whole. She inventoried her body as she walked between the staging area and the counter.

The side door rattle. “Forty-two. Forty-one.”

She set both hands against the small of her back. Gas Mask might not speak English well, but at least he could count down from sixty. “I’m coming.”

Rounding the corner, she angled across the lobby. The faint scent of musk lingered in the air. Good gracious, whoever had worn it must have doused themselves with very liberal splash of cologne since it still lingered two days after the restaurant had closed.

Gas Mask cupped one hand to the window and peered inside. “Thirty-one. Thirty.”

“I can see you.” Which meant he should be able to see her. Which meant he should stop counting down. Her boots stuck to the floor by the soda machine. Lord a’ Mercy, why hadn’t the night crew cleaned better.

He shook his head and backed away from the glass door. “Twenty-five.”

She unlocked the door and shoved it open. “Patience is a virtue.”

He stepped back then sidled through the door beside her, the shotgun clutched in his hands. “So is having cleaning briefs.”

“Must you?” The world may be ending but really it was no reason to abandon civilized manners.

“It’s perfectly natural.” He stalked across the tile, heading for the bathrooms near the counters. “You have something against nature, Princess?”

“No, I–”

A cough interrupted.

Fear tracked down her spine. “Are you sick?”

Gas Mask stopped cold by the soda machine and raised his shotgun, aiming into the kitchen. “That wasn’t me.”

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Angels and Demons Blog Hop

Welcome to the Angels and Demons Blog Hop. Everyone who comments (with your email address) will be entered into a drawing for some amazing prizes: ONE winner gets a Kindle Touch & ONE winner gets a $60 Amazon or Barnes&Noble Gift Card.

I find the subject of angels and demons fascinating. There  are so many ways to intrepret them that every story is unique to the author telling it. But I must say the most uniqustory I ever came across was a movie. It was told from the viewpoint of the Fallen Angels in Hell.

Yes, they did torture the humans sent to live there, but there job was part of God’s divine plan. In other words since angels had no free will, their ‘fall’ was preordained as was thier place in Hell. And while I felt sorry for them, these fallen angels were more than happy to serve God in this way.

AS I said, very unique.

Now since this is a blog hop, please leave a comment about the most unique book you’ve read about angels and your email address to be entered into the main drawing and a smaller drawing for a 10 dollar gift card to amazon or Barnes and Noble (Winner’s choice). II will select a winner using Random.org at the close of the hop. Good luck and don’t forget to keep hopping. There’s some great stuff up for grabs.

1 Leia Shaw www.leiashaw.blogspot.com/
2 Carrie Ann Ryan http://www.carrieannryan.blogspot.com/
3 Lia Davis www.authorliadavis.com/blog
4 Guilty Pleasures http://www.guiltypleasuresbookreviews.com/
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7 Tempeste Oriley http://tempesteoriley.wordpress.com/blog/
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9 Eliza Gayle elizagayle.net/blog
10 Cari Silverwood www.carisilverwood.net/keyboard-fandango—blog.html
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Four Corners

I love the desert; it is my home and I’m pretty sure, there’s a little bit of dirt in my veins. I know I’ve adapted to the hot, arid environment because I’m sure most of you don’t think 70F is cold. Sweater weather for me. So on our recent journey to Colorado for researching the 3rd Redaction book, I found the location for the third Syn-En book, Registration.

Don’t get me wrong, I always planned to set the cyborg/human book on a desert planet but this was even better than I thought. Here is the raw beauty of Earth, not hidden by vegetation.

Her curves are softened by wind but the rock is baked by the sun.

Here are millenia of ocean sediments. Each layers tells a story when the land was covered by water and life.

To the south was a lush wooded forest now turned to stone.

Hardy shrubs still dig their roots deep in the soil, but time had whittled the mountains to sand–sand that sweeps in waves over the surface and buries the tenacious plant life.

Imagine watching a storm roll in, a hundred miles in the distance until the whites, red and browns are covered by shadows. Imagine the lightning ripping across the sky, so close and yet so far away.

I want to stand in the center of it, turn my face up to the water and sink my feet into the soil so as never  to be torn away.

It is here, the Syn-En will come to demand humans be treated as a sentient species. The world they will visit will not  look like this because the planet is showing off her natural beauty, unadorned by the gaudy foliage of wetter regions. Here just like on that far away alien world, only those able to adapt will survive.

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Redaction: Melt Down, Chapter 5 (unedited)

Chapter Five

Seventeen year old, Emmanuel Saldana sidled to the back of the personnel carrier. So many people. Yet most didn’t say a word. They should be celebrating, happy. They’d made it to the soldiers and safety. Plopping down on to the folded tent, he tugged a Halloween size bag of Skittles out of his pocket.

Life was good.

A German shepherd dozed near gate. It’s legs twitching as if it chased a pump rabbit in its sleep.

Manny stroked the coarse fur. The dog opened one eye as he scratched behind one silky ear. “It’s only going to get better. Right, boy?”

The dog woofed softly before closing its eyes.

He ripped open the bag and shook a few of the rounds into his palm. Behind him, children laughed. He picked out his younger sister Lucia’s giggle over his brother Jose’s snort. Mary and Mikey, the orphans he’d taken in, were there too, being taught their lessons by blind Connie. He picked out two yellow Skittles and popped them into his mouth. Lemon bit the back of his jaw. His favorite.

The engine rumbled to life accompanied by an odd popping noise.

The dog leapt to its feet, crouching low. His teeth bared and he growled.

The sugar sweetness glued Manny’s jaw shut. He blinked. That sounded like gunshots. Accompanied by a dull thwacking sound, bullet points of gray light blistered the canvas walls. The green fabric convulsed like a snake swallowing its prey.

“Gun!” Manny dove for the floor. “Get down!”

The German shepherd sailed out of the back.

No! He hadn’t meant to chase the dog away. His palms scraped the dirty truck bottom. Red, orange, purple and green candies bounced near his arm. One dirty sneaker and one red sock with puppies on it appeared in his peripheral vision. He whacked on an ankle. Puffs of ash billowed at his touch. “You need to get down!”

She remained unmoving.

Shit! She was too scared to move. He’d have to grab her. Manny levered his torso up.

Somebody wrapped a hand around his wrist and yanked. “Stay down!”

One arm slipped forward while the other buckled. He landed on his face and chin. The impact rattled out his skull, turning his eyes to pingpong balls in their sockets. He shook his head and followed the hand around his wrist to its owner. “What the–”

Henry Dobbins lay at the other end. His gray pony tail made designs in the dust coating the floor and the wheels of his chair ticked as they continued to spin. “She’s already dead.”

“Dead?” How could that be? They were supposed to be safe. They were with the soldiers. The old man must be wrong. He glanced up.

The bullet had blown out the front of her face, leaving nothing but blood and clumps of brains in place of eyes, nose and upper lip.

He threw his attention back to the floor. A yellow Skittle wobbled on the floor. Lemon. His favorite. He reached for the candy.

“Manny.” Wheelchair Henry’s voice sounded far away.

Farther away then the candy. The candy was important. He pinched the oval between his finger and thumb. He’d brush it off and eat it. No point in it going to waste.

A child cried out.

His heart stopped in his chest. The niños! He squeezed the candy. The yellow coating cracked at the edges and the cream-colored guts oozed out. He had to protect them! They were his responsibility. He curled his legs under him. Muscles bunched.

The grip on his wrist tightened. “Stay where you are.”

His body relaxed at Wheelchair Henry’s bark. Stay. Yes. He would… Wait a minute. He wasn’t like the others. After his parents died, he’d survived for four months in gang infested South Phoenix. He’d kept his younger brother and sister alive, rescued the five-year old twins from next door and saved his best friend’s sister from the gangs. He could–

“Focus on my voice, Manny.” Henry smashed his hand against the bottom of the truck.

Pain radiated from his knuckles up his arm. Manny jerked his hand back. “Hey!”

Henry held tight. “Good. Look at me.”

He glared at the old man.

“You’re mad. That’s good.”

He wouldn’t think it was so good if Manny punched him in the face. “Let me go.”

“No.” Using his elbows, Henry dragged himself closer. His useless legs wiggled like cooked spaghetti before pulling free of the wheelchair. “You’re going to do something stupid.”

Bullets pinged against the side of the truck.

Embarrassment heated his face. A girl mewled. Lucia! He rose a little off the floor.  His sneakers slipped until they found purchase against an obstacle on the floor. “I’m going protect my family.”

“Think boy.” Spittle flew out of Henry’s mouth. “You won’t do the niños any good dead.”

He was thinking. He had to get the niños.

“Hold your breath to the count of four. Hold it.” Henry tightened his grip.

Manny felt the man’s fingers grind against his wrist bones. He caught his breath.

“Good. Now let it out for four.”

The dust and ash swirled as he slowly let it out.

“Now, lifting only your head. Tell me what you see.”

He raised his head. Heaps of arms and legs writhed along the bottom of the truck.

Henry jerked his wrist. “Start with the faceless doll on your right and tell me everything.”

He whipped his attention at the command and studied the doll. Just a doll. Red dripped on the chewed nails of her right hand. Gray blobs clung to her pink tee-shirt. “Her jaw is slack.”

“She didn’t see the bullet coming so it came at her from the back.” Henry translated. “Do the holes in the canvas blow in or out?”

A few long threads drooped from the bulletholes. “In.”

“Check the other side to be sure.”

Manny’s attention swiveled to the other side. Scanning the canvas, he didn’t see any threads hanging on the inside. “The firing seems to be coming from the right side only.”

A soldier in a khaki tee-shirt slid on his belly through a slit in the canvas. A soft thud marked his landing on the left side.

“Good. Our boys will be heading out there to give them what for.” Henry tugged. “What else do you see? And I’m specifically talking about the truck this time.”

Rolling over onto his shoulder, he eyed the canvas then the ribs. “The roof seems free of holes.”

“Lower. Look lower.”

He did. The mass of bodies breathed as if they were one. Only a few dolls remained in their seats.

“What do you see?”

Frustration clawed at him. Obviously the old man wanted him to name something specific. “People.”

Guns fired close by. The rat-a-tat filled the canvas shell beating down the inhabitants. He ducked lower.

Henry chuffed. “The lower sides of the truck are metal while the upper half and top are canvass. What’s more, there are supplies and belongings packed under the benches. That’s the original Kevlar. It will stop your poop chute from getting plugged with lead.”

Poop chute. Chuckles bubbled out his mouth.

Footfalls crunched on the gravel behind him. A dog barked. Bullets whizzed by.

He covered his head with his free hand. Why had he been laughing? People were trying to kill him. People were dying.

“Laughter is one of your best survival tools. Now, you know where the enemy is positioned.” Henry jerked his head to the right. “You know where your safe zone is. Now what do you need to do?”

Another round and the doll on the bench spasmed.

He flinched. Please, God, don’t let her fall. God what if she fell on him. Her brain could gush out and splatter him.

“Manny. What do you need to do now?”

She’s just a doll. It’s just a doll. He drew in a deep breath to the count of four. “Survive?”

“Too broad. Think smaller. Something in this truck.”

Something in the truck. His thoughts spun. Some— “The niños!”

“Exactly.” Instead of gripping his wrist, Henry patted it. “Now, can you see them?”

Eying the side, he rose on his hands and knees in a half push-up. In the dim interior, he spied Connie’s white hair. Her red cane lay folded on the bench behind her. Henry wife, Mildred’s bright red bun settled like a cherry on a sea of brown. He scanned the mass of curved backs and bowed heads. A soldier crouched near the front moving back and forth, a red cross marked his melt helmet. He looked for the twin’s blond hair, his sister’s shorn black locks, or his brother’s Diamondback’s cap.

“I don’t see them.” Fear tattooed his heart, changing its rhythm to a primitive beat. Where were they? Where could they have gone? Oh God! What if they’d been shot and lay bleeding out under the people.

Henry grabbed his hand and slammed his knuckles against the floor. “Stay with me.”

Pain swept aside the fog of fear. Dropping back down, he stared at the old man. Blood beaded on a cut on his hand. Outside, the time between shots blurred into one. Someone screamed. Then another. More footsteps sounded at the rear of the truck. The soldiers were advancing.

“You know where the niños are. Close your eyes.”

Manny squeezed them shut. But his ears kept feeding him information. The crunch of gravel. The rumble of engines. The waves of ragged breathing.

“Picture the interior. The way it’s been for the last two hours.” Henry’s voice remained monotone. “The landmarks haven’t changed. The Doc’s niece is still on a stretcher up from with an IV on a pole. A tent is still next to you.”

As if conjured by his words, Manny assembled the images. An ancient man with an oxygen tank sat next to the sick girl. An angry kid inspected his bag of arrows with jerky motions. Two white haired old women in matching jumpsuits had read books with half-naked men on their covers.

“Do you see the niños?”

He memory panned down. They’d sat in the cramped center of the floor. The twins had colored apples on a page with a big letter ‘A’. Blind Connie had cradled his sister while Lucia read Green Eggs and Ham.  Twirling his ball cap, his brother guessed at the multiplication facts when Henry’s wife the flashed cards. “Yes. I see them.”

As they had been. But when he’d looked up, they hadn’t been there. He’d seen Connie and Mildred…

“Were their heads above or below the protective sides when you last saw them?”

He rolled back the memory before opening his eyes. “Below. They were below.”

Henry patted his hand. “Good. Now, if you had gotten up, where would you have been?”

With one last shout, the guns fell silent.

He glanced right and his vision right into the dead body.

“Manny.” Henry snapped his fingers.

What? He jerked his attention away from the doll. He grasped onto the older man’s question. “Um, I would have been above.”

“You would have gotten shot for no reason.” Henry grabbed the bench and pulled himself up a little higher. “And the niños would have been without their protector.”

The medic pressed bloody fingers against his ear before looking at them over his shoulder. “Everyone stay down. There’s still a few trigger happy yahoos that need to be rounded up.”

He sucked cold air over his teeth. “I panicked.”

How could he have been so stupid?

“You acted better than most untrained folks.” Henry lowered himself back to the floor. “Actually many folks don’t act at all. They just stay there like dolls waiting to be posed.”

He refused to look at her again.

“You’ll do better next time. I just taught you the steps to survive.”

Sure he might be alive, but all he did was lay there. The soldiers did the work. “You did?”

“Yep.” Henry picked up a Skittle. “The first part, stopping, that’s instinctual. Everyone freezes when the world turns upside down.”

Manny nodded. He had frozen like a chicken on the chopping block. “But then I thought of the niños and tried to reach them.”

“Thinking of someone else snaps you out of the freezing real quick. But you skipped steps two through four and rushed right into five–the action part.”

Cold washed over his skin. That one thing… “That almost got me killed.”

“Acting is good. It’ll save your life.” Henry rolled the candy between his fingers. “But you have to take the time to get there.”

“Time?” In a gunfight? Was the old man crazy? No one had that kind of time when bullets started flying.

“In survival situations, the brain will process everything at once. It will seem like times slows down. You’ve just learned how to process all that information.” Henry palmed the candy and marked each point with a finger. “Stop. Observe. Think. Plan. Act.”

He replayed what he’d done inside his head. “I didn’t plan.”

“No need to in this case. The niños were safe.” Henry wiped the Skittle on his flannel shirt. “A word of caution about plans though.”

Wheelchair Henry popped the Skittle in his mouth and chewed.

It had been lemon yellow. Manny’s favorite. He eyed the floor. Purple. Bleah. Green. He reached for the treat.

Henry grabbed it first, bounced it against his palm.

He watched it jump up and down before dismissing it. The old man could eat the dirty one. Somewhere he had half-full a package. “What about plans?”

“Take ’em out for a spin but don’t marry ’em. You’ve got to be able to kick ’em to the curb when they start running around on you.”

He nodded. Henry had deliberately eaten his favorite favors to teach him a lesson. “I won’t forget. Stop, observe, think, plan and act.”

The medic stood up and wiped his hands on his pants. “All clear. You can move back to your seats now and I’ll be around to check your injuries.”

“Good.” Henry offered him the candy.

Manny waved it away. “No, thanks.”

“Green’s my favorite.” He tucked it into his pocket and patted it. “Now help me up.”

Help him? Cold snaked down his spine. Had the old man been shot? Or did the fall break a bone?

“Relax. I’m fine.” Henry thrust out his hand. “Helping each other is what will keep us alive.” He jerked his head to the three dolls posed on the bench. “Touching and laughing another human being gives us the strength and courage to live despite a broken body. Those who look only after themselves, they merely survive and not usually for long.”

Crawling over the tent, Manny wrapped both hands around the man’s wrists. Muscle burned across his back as he pulled him into a sitting position. The pain was good. He felt good. Alive.

Around him, the mass on the floor began shifting and sorting itself into individuals. Connie and Mildred unfolded, revealing his brother and sister underneath. An Asian man and a woman with the face of a dried apple moved aside to free the five-year old twins. Lucia began gathering crayons. Jose smoothed the coloring books pages. None of them were hurt. None. Whispers bubbled from the mass as people helped each other.

“The niños are your talisman.” Henry straightened his wasted legs.

Manny righted the wheelchair. He had done things he never thought he would to keep them alive. “Sometimes, I couldn’t think straight then I’d get this image of them in my head and my path was clear.”

The surly teenage boy set his bag of arrows on the seat and picked his way forward. “You need help?”

“Sure.” Henry crooked his arms, holding them up like a bird preparing to take flight. “Between the two of you, you should be able lift this old bag of bones.”

He took the offered arm. Sinew played like molten steel against his palm.

“Bend your knees now,” Henry coached. “Wouldn’t want you hurting your backs. You’re gonna have to be our eyes and ears. Worse things are still to come.”

Worse? They’d just been shot at. People had died. And people were still dying of this Anthrax thing going around. And the dog had run off.

“We can handle it.” Henry winked at him. “Together.”

Calm blanketed him, stilled his racing thoughts. Stop. Observe. Think. Plan. Act. He could do it. Jose laughed. The noise dispelled some of the tension. He would do it. No, they would do it. Him. Wheelchair Henry. The soldiers. Even the surly kid.

Together, they would survive whatever came their way.

Thunder boomed. The vibration traveled through the truck, shaking the foundation he stood on.

Shit. What if God took that as a challenge?

 

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Last Day for the 99 cent ebook sale

Happy Friday everyone.

I took time off from killing one of my characters to let you know that today is the last day to get some really great summer reads at 99 cents (USD).

As many of you have already figured out, I’ll open my ipad for pretty much anyone and as such I’ve already bought about 40 books. If you have time to kill before the weekend begins, here’s the link: http://bookloversbuffet.com/

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Musical Instrument Museum (MIM)

If you’re ever in Phoenix for more than a day, you might want to check out the Musical Instrument Museum. I heard about it last Christmas and have been dying to go. Thankfully, my husband and I were able to sneak away from the kids.

The building is a beautiful brick structure up the street from the Mayo Clinic. After the promenade, you enter the lobby. There are classrooms and auditoriums on the left but you pay for your entrance to the right. Once paid you receive a set of headphones and a receiver.

You see as you stand in front of each exhibit, the music that the instruments play. Sometimes, the music scrolls through four or more songs. Other times it’s just one. The upstairs part divides music by continent. And as I scrolled through from Africa to Europe, I was amazed at the complexity of the instruments. But I also was kind of sad at how the heartbeat of the drums and the whistle of wind was quickly lost.

It also removed music from the hands of ordinary people, as if the rich and powerful had the right to control our hearts and minds. Of course that would never happen, despite the attempts by the elite, people kept their own music and so the divide had begun. Thankfully, places like MIM make all music accessible to everyone.

By the time we made it through the top floor, we were a bit overloaded by musical stimulation. Fortunately, there was a cafe downstairs where we could talk about what we’d heard and seen. After a quick bite to eat, we moved to the downstairs exhibit featuring items from many famous musicians as well as a selection of their hits. There was also a collection of wind-up toys that was simply fascinating.

I can’t to go again and see the new exhibits they were adding. This time we’re going in reverse order.

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