Making a List and Checking it Twice

Santa makes lists—one for naughty kids and one for the nice. I’m sure he checks it more than twice. The first time I ever encountered them was at my first environmental laboratory job. Lists were used to communicate what needed to be done to all the staff in our section. It was pretty efficient, but in the afternoon, the list changed to include samples that had just been received and were rush jobs. In the course of the job, I began to hate lists. They seemed infinite and a bit like Hell, as the more you crossed things off, the more things appeared.

Time and distance (and a few jobs in between) mellowed my aversion to lists. Then I attended a seminar for writers on how to be more efficient with your time. It involved lists. So I gave it a try, but limited the lists infinite ability to a scrap of paper 3 by 6 inches. I used the back, wrote along the side and scribbled in the margins.

I never accomplished everything on the list, worse I was writing down the everything things that I knew needed to be done. The list actually threw off my routine and things became longer to accomplish not shorter.

Now what was I to do? Keep making lists and eventually adapt to this new paradigm or chuck the list thing.

My dad helped me to decide. One day while visiting with my folks, he mentioned an article about how lists actually harm memory recall. It seems by externally storing memories the brain’s ability atrophies and your innate ability to recall things start to deteriorate.

So now I no longer make lists. Of course, I don’t remember everything either but I can live with that. Obviously, it wasn’t important anyway or I would have remember:D

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Friday Funny—13 Reasons Why a Handgun is Better Than a Woman

Thanks to Dan for passing this along. The women will have their say next week, so stay tuned:D

1) You can buy a silencer for a handgun.

2) You can trade a .44 for two .22’s.

3) You can have a handgun at home and another for the road.

4) If you admire a friend’s handgun and tell him so, he will be impressed and let you try a few rounds with it.

5) Your primary handgun doesn’t mind if you have a backup.

6) Your handgun will stay with you even if you are out of ammo.

7) A handgun doesn’t take up a lot of closet space.

8) Handguns function normally every day of the month.

9) A handgun won’t ask, “Do these grips make me look fat?”

10) A handgun does not mind if you go to sleep after you’re done using it.

11) You can have more than one handgun living in the same house without having problems.

12) A handgun doesn’t care how big your trigger finger is.

13) A handgun won’t tell all of its friends if you are a “little fast on the trigger”…

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Are You Talking to Me?

I don’t make my living with words (yet). I make it mixing chemicals together and praying that things don’t go boom! Seriously it could happen. I could make it happen. Um, wait, this is a public blog. I would NEVER make it happen. Yeah.

But I digress.

I like words. I understand words (or at least quite a few of them). and I like them used properly. But sometimes when they are strung together, I get scared.

The other day, I was at the grocery store in the cheese aisle when I came upon a packet of shredded orange stuff labeled—cheese food.

Now, maybe being raised in Arizona I missed something. but I’m pretty sure Cheese is food. And given that it was in an aisle surrounded by other cheeses that  didn’t boast about being food and it was refrigerated, I was certain it was supposed to be food of the cheese persuasion.

But then the gears in my head started turning (yes, I have gears. Don’t judge me) and I got to wondering. Why were they telling me that this cheese is food? Was it subliminal messaging. Was some cheese say shoe polish? Or perhaps drain cleaner (I do not want to hear from the lactose intolerant) What kind of cheese (other than the wholly organic plastic cheese for a child’s grocery cart) is not food?

The more I thought about it the more irritated I became. I don’t want someone telling me cheese is food. I want to believe that cheese is food unless someone tells me it isn’t. I didn’t buy that supercilious cheese food. I bought Vermont Cheddar, because I can be proud of where I came from too (so I’ll accept that trait in cheese).

Then I wandered down the aisle and lo and behold there was a bottle of Heinz Tomato Ketchup. None of the others needed to tell me that they were tomato ketchup. I blinked, I admit it. I also felt a little steam come out my ears. Then I calmed down. Perhaps…just perhaps there was another kind of Ketchup.

When I mentioned this to my sister, she looked it up.

Ketchup was originally a type of fish sauce invented in China several thousand years ago. Tomatoes are a new world fruit and wouldn’t have been an ingredient in ketchup at the time. So Heinz gets brownie points for acknowledging they’re a usurper to the ketchup throne, and I learned something new which I may someday use in a vicious game of trivial pursuit.

Don’t ask me why some ketchups are called catsup. I’ve learned my new thing for the day. It’s your turn.

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Hearts in Barbed Wire—Chapter 7

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Madeline dunked her hands in the bucket hanging from a nail on a post. Frigid water stung her skin. Flakes of brown floated on the liquid inside. Picking up the bar of lye soap, she scrubbed her hands, paying careful attention to her fingernails.

In the barn around her, chickens scratched and pecked at the hay-covered floor. An old nag dozed, her yellow tail swishing at the buzzing flies. A brown and white goat ate the straw near an empty stall. Four empty stalls. One where Mille and Luc slept, while she and her brother bedded down out here. Four stallions and Uncle’s prized mare exchanged for a piece of paper and a German colonel’s signature.

Paper wouldn’t harvest the wheat before it rotted in the fields.

Nothing would bring back her parents.

The soap slipped from her hands and plopped into the bucket. Bloody water splashed her apron, diluting the crimson dots she’d earned while treating Mille’s wounded leg. Mama and Papa were dead. Stars twinkled in her peripheral vision. She clung to the post. An iridescent bubble slipped down the back of her hand, popped when it hit her cuff.

But something had changed her brother.

With his thin arms wrapped around his body, Mathieu lay curled on top of a mound of straw. Blond hair flopped over his round cheeks. He stared unblinking at something no one else could see.

She blew a strand of hair out of her eyes. He’d been like that when she’d found him in the orchard. Two hours hadn’t changed him.

Cold air swirled around her ankles as the barn door banged open.

Her bones rattled inside her skin. Heart pounding, she set her hand over her chest and her gaze flew to the opening. Watery sunlight glinted off bare skin. Luc. Steam rose from the pails hanging from each hand and created an otherworldly haze around him. She caught her breath.

“You shouldn’t be out in the cold without a shirt.” Her attention traveled over his gilded muscles to his tapered waist. Crimson marbled the freshly cleaned skin but she couldn’t tell much about his injury from this distance, and he’d refused to allow her a closer inspection. Yet. She skimmed the trousers hanging from his slim hips and stopped on his bare feet. “You don’t want to turn your fever into pneumonia.”

“My apologies.” Hooking his foot around the door, Luc pulled it closed after him. “I didn’t want to finish my toilette until after you’d seen to my side.”

Madeline plunged her hands into the cold water. Suds formed a scum on the rusty water. “You’re not preparing any more excuses to prevent me from treating your wound?”

“I’ve watched you clean and stitch Mille’s leg.” Luc stalked silently across the barn. “You’re more than capable to tend me.”

“Thank you.” Heavens above, he was quiet. The hair on her nape rose. Then again, he had to have been to avoid the Boches this long. Too bad stealth hadn’t protected his men. Why had a villager betrayed them? Couldn’t he see the army was the best hope Belgium had to reclaim her independence?

Stepping into the lantern light, Luc paused beside Mathieu. “How is your brother faring?”

“No change.” She bit her lip. If only she’d completed her nursing studies, she might know how to help him. As things stood… Her shoulders sagged. As things stood, she could do nothing. Taking her hands from the bucket, she flung off the water.

Nothing rarely helped anyone.

Unless they were dying. Her knees shook, threatened to collapse. She couldn’t lose Mathieu too. She just couldn’t.

Setting one bucket on the dirt floor, Luc lifted the dirty pail of water off the hook and exchanged it for the one in his other hand. “Is he still responding to your commands?”

“Yes.” Tugging the towel off another peg, she dried her hands. Her fingers caressed the tatted lace finishing the edge. Mama’s work. Her vision swam.

He raised his palm and moved it toward her.

She closed her eyes and counted heartbeats until he caressed her cheek. She needed his strength, his determination. She’d faced the Boches, hid from them and stitched up his friend because he needed her to. Where would she be when he left?

And he must leave. His presence endangered them all.

And she mustn’t grow to depend on him. She opened her eyes.

Suspended centimeters from her jaw, his hand shook, then his fingers curled. Tendons roped his forearms before he lowered his arm. “Just stay close to him. He’ll need you once he comes out of his stupor.”

She blinked. “You’ve seen this before?”

Luc’s lips firmed and he studied the dirty water.

She rested her hand on his forearm. Sinew played under her palm. His fever quickly heated her skin. “Luc?”

“Yes.” Pulling away, he strode to the door.

She chased after him. “When? What’s the treatment? How long does the stupor usually last?”

He kicked the door open and hurled the bucket contents onto the mud outside. The wood banged against the side of the barn before bouncing back. He caught the door before it slammed home and eased it into place.

“Luc?”

Tension bunched his shoulders. Slipping around her, he set the empty bucket on a peg above the barrel of oats, then hung his head. “Yes, I’ve seen it.”

Her stomach knotted. Had the malady not ended well? She glanced at her brother. Mathieu had eaten the bits of beef she’d fed him, so he wouldn’t starve. And other than a few cuts and bruises, he appeared healthy. She sucked her bottom lip into her mouth. Damn this war.

Standing in front of her, Luc braced his legs apart. Frown lines bracketed his mouth. “At Liège. The fort was under siege. At first, the shells didn’t do too much damage to the reinforced concrete, but then the enemy brought in bigger cannons, bigger shells.”

Releasing her lip, she sucked air into her lungs. Why was he talking of battle? Mathieu wasn’t a soldier, and the Germans had marched through her village weeks ago.

“Those explosions…” Luc’s brown eyes glazed over as he turned inward and looked at the events playing in his mind. “They blew everything apart—the walls, the ceiling, men. Day after day. Night after night.” He shuddered. “You can’t blame a man for wanting to leave. Even if the only place he can run is deep inside himself.”

“No. No, you can’t.” Cold snaked down her spine. Luc had a reason for sharing his story. Did she want to know it? She shook her head and took a step back.

He caught her hands, stopping her retreat. “Mathieu may have been told to hide, but the need to help his parents would have overcome that.”

“He saw.” Oh Merciful God, he’d seen their parents executed. No seven-year old should ever see that. She twisted in Luc’s grip, wanting to go to her brother, to sweep the memory away.

Holding her tight, Luc nodded once. “You’ll need to stay close to him once we leave here.”

“Yes. Yes. I understand.”

“If he snaps back to us while we’re traveling, he could lead the Germans right to us. The Boches will investigate screaming.”

“Wait. What?” She tugged on her hands. Her knuckle popped. “We’ll be here, at Uncle Cyprien’s. And even if the Germans did barge into his house, we would never give you away.”

His dark eyebrows met in a vee over his nose. “You can’t stay here.”

She opened her mouth.

Luc set his finger to her lips. “If they find Mathieu alive, they will kill him.”

“They won’t find him.” Tingles radiated across her cheeks and she reared back. “We’ll hide him.”

He jerked his hand away. “My men were hidden away.”

And they were betrayed. The truth punched her in the gut. If Mathieu was discovered, her aunt and uncle would meet the same fate as her parents. “Where can we go?”

“Mollenputten.”

“Holland? But the Boches have closed the border.”

“I’ll get you through.” Luc delved into his pocket and pulled out a scrap of paper. “Your aunt’s sister will take you in, both of you. You’ll be safe.”

Safe? Did such a place exist anymore? “What about my home?”

Mathieu was to inherit the farm. Papa had worked so hard to make certain her brother had a future. If they fled, the Germans would confiscate it. The Avis in Brussels had proclaimed as much.

“The Boches can’t pick up the land and move it. It’ll be here when the war ends.” He cupped her cheek. “Mathieu needs to be alive to work it.”

Yes, he did. But Holland was kilometers away, and the Germans would be hunting them the entire journey. Closing her eyes, she leaned into his palm. “Can we make it?”

“We’ll travel at night. Stick to the woods. Upon my honor, I will take you to Mollenputten.” His thumb swept over her bottom lip before he pulled back. “I made it here from Liège, didn’t I?”

“Yes.” She pinched her bottom lip. But to leave her home… Her attention stuck on Mathieu’s still form. She had to put her brother’s needs before her own. It was up to her to protect him. “Will he recover if we leave here?”

“I don’t know. Maybe distance will bring him back.” Luc picked up the bucket. Steam writhed over the water. Pivoting, he strode to the stall he shared with Mille.

She tugged a red horse blanket from the stall and draped it over her brother. He didn’t move. Crouching, she tucked it around his body then smoothed his hair out of his face. The cowlick flopped it back. “Do you want to go on a trip, Mathieu? An adventure?”

A fly landed on his cheek but he remained immobile.

She shooed it away. Her pass had expired. Mathieu didn’t even have one. She’d never been beyond Brussels and now she’d have to travel to another country. Kissing her brother’s forehead, she fell into the past, when he was safe. “We’ll be safe in Holland.”

Please, God, let it be the right choice.

Rising, she stumbled to the post and removed the lantern. She reached the stall just as Luc lowered himself to a pallet of straw.

Soft snores fluttered past Mille’s lips. He muttered in his sleep before rolling to his side and clutching the quilt.

“Don’t worry. You’ll get used to his snores.” Luc switched on the electric torch. Contorting his body, he poked his finger in his wound.

“You’ll never heal if you keep disturbing it.” Shaking her head, she sank onto his pallet. Straw crinkled under her legs. The scent of carbolic stung her eyes. Waves of heat radiated off him, carrying the smell of soap toward her. She set her hand over his and directed the beam of the torch to his wound. “Can you hold it steady?”

“I can.”

She skimmed the pale skin until she reached a red, angry gash dividing his upper body from his lower. No scab formed on the fringe of the wound. She might have to cut the dead tissue away to promote scabbing. “It’s from a gunshot, isn’t it?”

“The Boches thought a helping of lead would improve the taste of the sausages I stole from them.”

Pulling the sponge from the bucket, she wrung out the hot water. The wounded soldiers she’d met had also joked about being shot. Perhaps the sense of humor was issued with the uniform. “I can’t believe you stole from the Germans.”

“They’re stealing from us.” Luc jerked his chin to the stall next door. “I’ll bet that stall used to have a fine horse inside.”

“True.” She swiped the sponge over the curve of his ribs, then lower, skimming the top of the injury. Pink skin rimmed the gash. She applied a little pressure.

He sucked in a breath, sunk his belly.

“Sorry. I need to check to see if the tissue is still viable.” The skin turned white then pink when she released it. Blood trickled from the raw tissue.

“And is it?”

“It appears so.” She rinsed the sponge a few times before returning to the injury. Oh, bother. The bottom disappeared into his waistband. Tossing the sponge into the water, she reached for the rope holding up his pants.

He jerked back and caught her hand. “What are you doing?”

“I need to lower your pants.” Heat flooded her face. “I—I have to see all of the injury.”

Luc gritted his teeth. “I’ll do it, Sister. You just stay by my side, not over here.” He blocked off his groin. “This area doesn’t require your attention.”

She opened and closed her mouth before she found the words. “I am a trained nurse. I have treated men before.”

“Yes, well, you don’t need to treat me there.” A blush flooded his chest before traveling up his neck and filling his face. “It’s working just fine.”

Heat shimmered inside her and something sparked to life. She packaged it up. She would not allow him to impugn her professionalism. Nursing was a respectable profession. “Just expose the entire wound, please.”

He jerked on the rope, knotting it in his haste. Muttering, he pushed the torch in her hand then untied it. With a wiggle and a tug, he revealed the rest of the gunshot and the curve of his buttocks.

My, but the stable was warm. Instead of fanning herself, she set the torch down, retrieved the sponge, and cleaned the rest of his side. Pink skin all around. “How old is this wound?”

“Two nights.” Luc kept his hand in front of his privates. “No, three.”

“It should have begun healing by now.”

“I’ve been picking at it. In case it needed stitches.”

Did it need stitches? It looked shallow enough to heal on its own. Curse her incomplete training. Should she stitch it or shouldn’t she? After rinsing the sponge with water, she dipped it into the carbolic solution and daubed the wound.

Hissing, he wiggled farther away, exposing more of his bottom.

She never really noticed a man’s bottom before. But his was very nice. She held the sponge in place for a moment longer.

“Well?”

Her thoughts scattered and reformed. “Um, no, it’s just a graze. I don’t think it needs stitches, do you?”

He frowned at the sponge. “If you don’t think it does, I suppose it doesn’t.”

Good, he agreed with her. She unrolled a length of bandage and cut it, then folded it into a thick pad. “I’ll wrap it tightly and that should stop the bleeding, then it can heal properly.”

Luc tapped the back of his head against the stall. “Do it.”

She swapped the sponge for the padding. A spicy scent overrode the smell of soap and carbolic. Luc’s scent. What nonsense. Men didn’t have a scent. “Can you hold it in place while I secure it?”

He pinned the pad in place with two fingers.

She snatched up the bandage and unrolled it across his flat stomach. Her fingers brushed his smooth skin and his bunched muscles. Smooth, yet hard. How strange that she never noticed before. Leaning forward, she wrapped the bandage around his back. Soft chest hair tickled her cheek. Goosebumps ebbed and flowed down his chest with every breath she took. She rocked back and forth as she wrapped his abdomen.

He groaned.

She froze. “Am I hurting you?”

She turned her face to his.

His gaze locked on her lips. His pupils dilated, devouring the color of his eyes. “Please.” He inched closer. Peppermint perfumed his words.

She loved peppermint. Licking her lips, she could almost taste it.

He jerked back, banged his head and swore. “Just finish it, Sister.”

Her hands shook. She fumbled with the knot twice before tying the bandage. What had just happened? What was happening to her? A hummingbird seemed to have taken flight inside her. Perhaps she was becoming ill.

“Now leave.”

Madeline jumped to her feet. Kicking up straw in her wake, she fled the stall. Sleep, she needed sleep. Then everything would return to normal and she wouldn’t feel so odd.

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Friday Funny—Exercise Your Brain

Thanks to Hugh for forwarding this along. I passed:D
Exercise your Brain
This is fun to do.  Hope what they say about Alzheimer’s is true!
Good example of a Brain Study: If you can read this OUT LOUD you have a strong mind. And better than that: Alzheimer’s is a long, long, ways down the road before it ever gets anywhere near you.

To my “selected” strange-minded friends:      THAT IS YOU, MY FRIEND!!
 
If you can read the following paragraph inRED and GREEN below forward it on to your friends and the person that sent it to you with ‘yes’ in the subject line. Only very good minds can read this. This is weird, but interesting! 

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If you can read this, you have a strange mind, too. Only 55 people out of 100 can.

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This is a TEST, Good Luck!!! 
I don’t know about the wishes but we can all use some brain exercise!!
 
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Can you find the B’s 

(there are 2 B’s) DON’T skip, or your wish won’t come True… 

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TO THREE PEOPLE BUT IF YOU FORWARD TO MORE IT WILL HAPPEN SOONER!!
 Do send this message onIt is great fun and good for the Brain!!  

Happiness keeps you sweet,
Trials keep you strong,
Sorrows keep you human,
Life keeps you humble!
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Everything Old is New Again

When I was young I was insane. How do i know this? Because I am working on the cross stitch Christmas stocking I picked out as a young bride. It’s intricate with many floss changes and blending. Thankfully, cross stitching is easy, because I haven’t cross stitched in years. Here is the pattern.

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Yes, that date is correct. It’s nearing 26 years since I started it. I’ve made 4 stockings and a slew of ornaments. Now that my eyes are worse it’s hard to see those tiny blocks but I will finish it. Alas I have a ways to go. This is all I’ve done:

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It is slow going. Quilting is much faster but I am stubborn. And eventually I will win, er, finish.

Maybe by Christmas. 2020.

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Hearts in Barbed Wire—Chapter 6

Chapter Six

Luc swallowed the bile rising in his throat. The sound of men approaching grew louder. Smoke from the burning house, stable and bonfire stung his eyes and filled the yard. This was it. Two months after his fort fell, he would surrender to the Germans and become their prisoner.

Or they would shoot him.

He glanced at the bonfire in the middle of the Thevenet’s yard. Raising his chin, he squared his shoulders. The Boches could do whatever they liked with him so long as Madeline lived. Madeline. Her name whispered across his conscience. At least he wouldn’t have any more blood on his hands.

Mille dropped his makeshift cane. Balancing on his good leg, he too raised his hands. Fear lined his face, aging him a decade. “Do you think the Boches will shoot us or bayonet us?”

Madeline gasped. The broken chair leg thudded to the ground. “Don’t make me do this.”

“You must, Sister. Now pick up the stick and act like we’re your prisoners.” Luc kept his attention on the road. Long silhouettes stretched down the street in the pearly dawn. In the burning house on his right, beams groaned. God help him. He wanted to hide.

Mille hopped a few centimeters before setting his hand on Luc’s shoulder to steady himself. He lowered his voice and spoke in Luc’s ear. “I hope it’s bullets. I’ve seen what a bayonet can do.”

Luc closed his eyes. He’d seen what bullets could do at Liège. He’d cut down wave upon wave of German soldiers then watched as their comrades trampled them in the rush to take the fort. His tongue stuck to the roof of his mouth. No matter how much he’d fired, the Boches just kept coming, and coming, and coming.

Mille removed his hand. He released a slow breath. “Madame, please, I fought for you and Belgium. Don’t turn us in to the Germans.”

Luc opened his eyes.

Glancing over his shoulder, Mille widened his eyes. “This is where you poke us with the stick and say something threatening.”

“I think I’m going to be sick.” She hiccoughed.

“Just raise the stick, Madeline.” Luc’s hands fisted. If he could just take her in his arms, he could reassure her that everything would be well. He’d learned to lie since the Fourth of August.

The day he’d shot his first man, and his second and the good Lord knew how many others.

The day the German Army had crossed the Belgian frontier and violated his country’s neutrality.

The day war had ignited Europe.

Above the crackle of the fire, fabric rustled. Bottles clanked together. Still he couldn’t see the enemy. They must have slowed their approach because of the smoke. Should he and Mille use the cover to leave? No, he couldn’t endanger Madeline any more.

“The Boches will probably shoot me anyway. Then my friends and neighbors will think I died a traitor.”

Wood clacked.

Dammit. She’d thrown away the chair leg. Luc whirled around. Heat tore up his side and he swayed before the world settled on an even keel. His fingers pressed the sticky fabric at his waist. Bending, he snatched up Mille’s cane. “You will hold this on us and tell the Germans you took us prisoner, Sister.”

She shook her head and stepped back. Her heel scraped Tommy’s body and she froze. A greenish tint washed over her pale cheeks.

Grabbing her hand, he slapped the branch against her palm. “If they believe you weren’t hiding us, then they won’t shoot you.”

He had to keep her alive. He owed her that much. Her family would still be alive if Gaston Cocard hadn’t said they could find shelter at the Thevenet’s farm.

She pushed the cane back at him. “I won’t live with your blood on my hands.”

“Then make the Boches believe we’re helpless.” Releasing his side, he wrapped his hand around hers and folded her fingers around the branch. “The Hague Conventions will protect us. The Germans will be forced to treat our wounds and feed us.”

A stone tumbled across the yard. The Germans were closer.

Mille hopped a little to find his balance. “I’m so hungry, I could eat even their vile cabbage soup. I like the idea of the Boches waiting on me.”

She sucked on her bottom lip. “I don’t know.”

“I do. You’ll save all our lives this way.” Luc released her hand. His blood painted her pale skin in red streaks.

Nodding once, she raised the branch. “I’ll do it.”

“Thank you, Sister.” Luc smiled. He heard the expression crackle on his stiff lips and cheeks. How long had it been since he last smiled?

The day before he’d started lying on a regular basis.

At least, Madeline hadn’t asked why the Hague Conventions hadn’t protected the dead men at her feet. Or her parents, for that matter. Technically, it didn’t protect Luc or Mille since neither wore a uniform. It didn’t matter. She had to live.

Leopold whined and thumped his tail.

“Protect her.” Luc pointed behind his back. “Protect Madeline.”

The dog slunk toward her.

A breeze thinned the smoke as a handful of men rounded the corner. Oval heads melted into wide shoulders. All five drew up short. Two on the right hefted their shovels. Ruddy jaws went slack. Mud caked their wooden sabots.

Luc blinked. “You’re not German.”

A barrel-chested man in the center stepped forward. He swung his spade until the flat part rested on his shoulder. Bright blue eyes blazed from a face framed by florid jowls. “Are you the soldiers the Thevenets expected to join the two they’d already hidden?”

The denial hung on Luc’s tongue. If these weren’t Boches then he and Mille still had a chance to rejoin the fighting. Yet traitors skulked everywhere. And Madeline might not be safe in the village. A stick appeared in his peripheral vision.

“Uncle Cyprien?” Madeline rushed forward.

Uncle? Luc’s knees wobbled. He really could leave her behind.

Cyprien squinted, waved at the mist of smoke in his face. “Maddy? I thought you were safe in the convent?”

Tossing the cane aside, she threw herself into her uncle’s beefy arms. Her skirts swung in an arc before settling around her trim ankles. “They’ve killed them. They killed them.”

Luc stared at the ground.

Cyprien patted her back. Wiry eyebrows wiggled over his deep-set blue eyes. “Do you know these men, Maddy? Did they accompany you from the convent?”

She shook her head. “No. I—I—”

The remaining four farmers fanned out behind Cyprien. Two wielded shovels. One a hoe. And the last held a pick.

Sweet Lord, she was going to get them killed. And by the very people he’d defended. Luc raised his hands a little higher. “I needed help to bring Mille to the farm. Since Madeline arrived last night and had a pass to be out after dark, she agreed to take a dog cart and help me bring my man back.”

The farming-implements-turned-weapons lowered a fraction.

Madeline clutched at her uncle. “I—I left Mama and Papa. I—”

Stroking his niece’s hair, Cyprien frowned over her head. “Where’s the cart now?”

“The Germans.” Sniffling, Madeline daubed her damp cheeks with her sleeve. “They took it. They took everything.”

“Not everything.” Her uncle adjusted her scarf over her straight blond hair before shuffling away. “Thevenet liked the shade of that willow. We’ll lay them to rest there.” He pointed to the big tree near the road.

The men moved off to begin digging the mass grave.

Blinking rapidly, Madeline eyed the ground. “Mathieu loved to climb that tree.”

Luc’s insides froze. The father hadn’t been called Mathieu which meant… Which meant another had been killed. A brother, perhaps. A younger brother. Luc wiped his hands on his thighs. His palms deepened to crimson. The blood would never wash off. Never.

“Cyprien Fusil. Which of you is the Lieutenant?”

“Lucien Duplan.” Straightening his jacket, Luc held out his hand. “This is Mille.”

Cyprien’s callused hand wrapped around Luc’s slim fingers. “It is an honor to meet you.” He pumped their joined arms twice before thumping Luc on the back. “Don’t matter what the cabbageheads say in their official Avis. You held that fort for a week when the Boches thought they’d steamroll right over us. You showed them what we Belgians are made of.”

“Yes, we held.” Of the four hundred men at his fort, only he and Mille remained. The price was worth it. King Albert still fought from Antwerp. “Like the national redoubt will hold.”

Antwerp couldn’t fall.

“We’re trying to find a way to slip through the Boches‘ lines to join in the city’s defense.”

Cyprien cleared his throat.

Madeline drew a ragged breath and set her hand on Luc’s sleeve. “Antwerp has surrendered. The King has retreated to Ghent.”

Mille swore.

A buzzing filled Luc’s ears. Ghent? But that was practically located beside the English Channel, leaving most of Belgium under German control. Did his country still exist? Had everything been for naught? The world spun, tilted. His legs buckled.

Cyprien caught Luc around the shoulders, kept him on his feet. “Here now. The English are there. The French, too. And word has it that America will soon join the fight on our side. Those Boches will be back in the Fatherland by Christmas.”

Luc locked his knees and stood on his own power. He’d only met the English during their retreat. As for the French… The official Avis said the Germans would be in Paris within two weeks. That had been a month ago. He hadn’t seen the German Army retreating anywhere, just flowing like a gray-green stream South and West.

Cyprien squeezed his shoulder. “You three had best come with me. Can’t have the cabbageheads seeing you. We’d all be shot then.”

For a moment, Madeline swayed on her feet. A tremor traveled up her spine before she straightened. “I’ll get water. To… to prepare Mama and Papa.”

Luc rested his hand on the small of her back. Her woolen coat scratched his fingers. A million lifetimes of apologies would never make up for what he’d done by ordering his men here.

Cyprien placed his spade tip on the ground before stomping on the metal. The blade sunk deep. Releasing it, he caught her hand and rested it on his arm. “My wife will see to your folks. You need to tend Mathieu.”

“Yes, yes, of course.” Madeline’s attention shifted to the tangle of corpses. “But I won’t tame his cowlick. He never liked to have it flat. He—”

“He’s safe, Maddy.” Cyprien dragged her away from the death and destruction near the house and around the bonfire. “An old Landstrumman found him and hid Mathieu while the rest of his unit rounded up the others.”

An older German soldier had helped save a Belgian? Handing Mille his makeshift cane, Luc followed Madeline and her uncle. The stables smoldered in front of them. Grit settled in his eyes and he swiped at it.

Mille hobbled behind him. “Why would they spare the brother, Lieutenant?”

“I don’t know.” But Luc didn’t like where his thoughts led. Could this Mathieu have informed the Germans of hidden soldiers in his house?

“Who knows why the Boches do anything?” Cyprien led them toward a heap of smoldering wood. Stray feathers marked it as a former chicken coop.

Madeline drew her shawl close. “Did Mathieu… Did he perhaps say something?”

Such as the Thevenets were hiding soldiers? Luc finished silently. Damn. What had this war done to them? Making them distrust each other so.

Cyprien shook his head, scraped his thick fingers through his thinning hair. “The Germans chalk the doors of those who aid them. Their livestock aren’t stolen. Their houses aren’t burned. Their families aren’t executed. No one goes near the traitors. No one. Those families are protected by the Boches.” He spat. “We’ll have to wait until after to deal with them.”

If there was an after. With so much of Belgium occupied, the army would need months to free the land and people. Luc held his injured side, slowing to assist Mille over the brown grass.

Mille gritted his teeth. “Do we head for Ghent, Lieutenant?”

Luc’s muscles clenched. Make for Ghent and find the Army in retreat again? Or… “No. We head for Holland then sail for England.”

And if the Belgian army no longer existed, he’d join the British and fight. Surely, they had a use for someone who’d seen the German army in action. Sweat beaded his upper lip. And he’d seen the German army in action.

Mille chuffed, “Never thought I’d see the world by joining the Army.”

“Not the world.” As they cleared the outbuildings, Luc adjusted Mille’s weight across his shoulders. Nubs remained of the harvested wheat in the field on his right. Amber grain swayed on his left. The wind carried the scent of fermented apples from the orchard ahead. “Just England and, maybe, France.”

Setting his hand on Madeline’s back, Cyprien pushed his niece toward the trees. “Your brother is in his favorite hiding spot.”

She stumbled a pace then slowed. Her hands slipped between the folds of her skirts. “Is he hurt?”

“Not a scratch on him.” Cyprien shooed her ahead. “He’ll be overjoyed to see you. And I think the reunion will do you good as well.”

Her gaze locked with Luc’s. He forced a smile. “We’ll catch up.”

Cyprien nodded. “Take him to our barn. Your aunt has a basket of food waiting.” He hitched his thumb in Luc’s direction. “I’ll bring the lieutenant and his man there.”

Furrows pleated her brow before she turned toward the orchard. “Then you’ll let me tend both your wounds?”

Luc jerked his head once.

Picking up her skirts, she sprinted forward.

Mille tilted his head to the side. “Very fetching ankles.”

Luc poked his subordinate in the gut. Thankfully, Madeline and her tempting ankles had disappeared into the trees. “Do you wish to walk on your own?”

“No, Sir.”

Cyprien’s blue eyes narrowed. His gaze raked Luc from head to toe, then he turned his attention on Mille. “My niece is promised to the church.”

Mille’s skin turned bright red. “Yes, sir.”

After another quick check, Cyprien unbuttoned his coat, shrugged it off and passed it to Luc. “You serious about heading to Holland?”

“Yes.” Luc smoothed the warm wool before shaking it out for Mille.

“I’ll be well enough to travel tonight.” Balancing on one foot, Mille stuffed one arm inside a sleeve, switched the cane into his coated arm, then finished donning the garment.

Cyprien rubbed his chin. “We can carry you to about five kilometers from Brussels under the wheat. Boches are keen we harvest our wheat and don’t harass us. Yet.”

Luc shook his head and helped Mille walk. “If you can just let us rest today, we’ll make our own way.”

“We’ve done this before, Lieutenant.” When he thrust his jaw forward, Cyprien’s jowls wobbled. “With him walking, you might not make it to the front before the war ends. I need you to arrive in time to avenge my sister’s and brother-in-law’s murders.”

Heat simmered low in Luc’s gut. The distant cannonade surged in his ears, drummed a savage beat on his heart. A soft breeze cooled the tears Madeline had spilled on his jacket. “I will.”

Cyprien stopped, laid a hand on Luc’s arm. “I also need you to take Mathieu and Madeline with you to Holland.”

Flattened blades of grass slipped under Luc’s boot heels. “Why? She’s safe with her family.”

“The Boches will return once they learn the boy escaped. They’ll kill her too, to teach us who our master is.” Cyprien spat then dragged the back of his hand across his mouth. “My wife has kin in Mollenputten. They’ll help you avoid the camps and send you to England.”

Mille’s head snapped up. “Camps? Does Holland fight with Germany then?”

Cyprien crossed his arms over his barrel chest. “No. She is neutral. So she takes soldiers from all sides and locks them up.”

“Ah.” Luc mentally swore. He had not considered that in his plans. Yet to take Madeline with him would risk her life. “Surely, you have other family.”

“Alas, no, or I would send the children to them.” Cyprien rocked back on his heels. “Maddy has skills that should assist your journey. Her father said she was a nurse at the convent. She might be able to prevent blood poisoning.”

Mille traced straight lines in the grass with his cane. “They’ll be safe in Holland. The Boches won’t be able to hurt them anymore.”

Luc sighed. “I’ll take them.”

God help them all.

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Friday Funny—Redneck Lent

Thanks to Hugh for forwarding this along.
REDNECK LENT
Each Friday night after work, Bubba would fire up his outdoor grill and cook a venison steak.
But, all of Bubba’s neighbors were Catholic.  And since it was Lent, they were forbidden from eating meat on Friday.
The delicious aroma from the grilled venison steaks was causing such a problem for the Catholic faithful that they finally talked to their priest.
The Priest came to visit Bubba, and suggested that he become a Catholic.
After several classes and much study, Bubba attended Mass … And as the Priest sprinkled holy water over him, he said, “You were born a Baptist, and raised a Baptist, but now you are a Catholic.
Bubba’s neighbors were greatly relieved, until Friday night arrived, and the wonderful aroma of grilled venison filled the neighborhood.
The Priest was called immediately by the neighbors, and, as he rushed into Bubba’s yard, clutching a rosary and prepared to scold him, he stopped and watched in amazement.
There stood Bubba, clutching a small bottle of holy water which he carefully sprinkled over the grilling meat and chanted:  “You wuz born a deer, you wuz raised a deer, but now you is a catfish.”
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Finished!

After a very, very long time, I finally finished my son’s quilt. He hovered for a while then I told him I had to wash it before it would be done. He waited. I washed it and dried it. Hubby found it in the dryer, folded and put it away. Son ransacked closet for his quilt then stashed it in his room until the weekend when he would remake his bed.

Here is the finished quilt. I can fit a queen-sized bed:

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It matches the mural my mother painted on his bedroom wall

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Hearts in Barbed Wire—Chapter 5

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“We’re nearly home.” A dull ache blazed a t-shape across Madeline’s back. Dawn bled across the horizon and oozed tendrils of gray into the inky darkness. Chimneys puffed smoke as cook fires were rebuilt. To the south, the boom of cannons dulled to the crash of ocean surf and the battle lines created a blood-red horizon.

She rubbed the sting from her eyes as a breeze carried the oily residue of smoke toward her. She adjusted her hold on Mille’s slim, hairy wrist, dragging his arm across her shoulders. Her thighs trembled from the extra weight.

Mille pulled slightly away, leaning more on the tree limb turned crutch. It pierced the muddy road. “I’ll be glad to reach your farmhouse.”

On his right, Luc scouted a few steps ahead, the German shepherd, Leopold, trotting next to him. He brushed aside branches of the pitted alder hedge lining the road and peered into the fields beyond. “As will I. I don’t like being in the open. The Boches are everywhere.”

If they were caught by the Germans… Madeline stumbled a step. “We haven’t seen any for hours. They could be close.”

Mille careened into her side then quickly pushed off her. “Apologies.” His injured leg buckled when he put weight on it. Groaning, he dropped the cane and extended his arm. He planted his hands in the mud, stopping his free fall.

Setting her valise on the ground, Luc rushed to his friend’s side. “Which means we’re overdue for an encounter. The Germans are quite fanatical about timetables.”

She reached Mille first and offered him a hand up.

“The lieutenant knows all about Germans and their need for order.” Ignoring her, Mille adjusted his wounded leg so it didn’t bear any weight. A dark stain nearly soiled his entire bandage. “He studied in Berlin before the war. He even speaks cabbagehead.”

Once they reached her home, she would have to attend to Mille’s wound properly before he became too comfortable. Those red streaks radiating from his wound preceded an infection.

“My knowledge of German has saved our lives more than once.” Luc wrapped his arm across his abdomen before bending down, gripping the man under his armpit and heaving. Both men groaned.

She bit her lip. How could she have forgotten that Luc was wounded as well?

Mille’s skin glowed ghostly white as their surroundings lightened. Pushing with his good leg, he clawed up the cane to his feet. “How was I to know that the British anthem sounded so much like a Boche call-to-arms?”

Luc grunted as he adjusted Mille’s weight before staring at her. “How much further?”

The two men staggered in a zig-zag pattern down the road leading to her village.

She rolled her shoulders. Her spine popped with the motion before she raised her arm. “That tall tree marks my family’s property.”

Home. She wouldn’t leave it again until the Germans left Belgium. She wouldn’t leave her family to the Boches‘ brutality. Picking up her skirts, she skipped forward pausing only long enough to scoop up her valise.

Tail wagging, Leopold pranced next to her, tongue lolling out.

Mille smiled as she drew abreast of the men. “I hope your mother has eggs.”

“And bacon.” Luc sniffed the air. “I miss bacon. It’s been a month since we’ve had bacon. I can almost smell it.”

“Thirty-five days.” Mille licked his lips. “Those sausages you stole weren’t bad but they’re not bacon.”

Madeline’s nose quivered. That oily smell underneath the smoke wasn’t animal fat. It was sharp and sour, like petrol. Her heart slammed into her chest. “Oh no!”

Valise swinging, she ran toward home, past the Dermonts and Undines with their houses’ green shutters thrown open, and glass shards glittering like diamonds on the brittle morning light. Wooden legs carried her past the pale shell of the Laiguts’ gutted house.

“What’s wrong?” Luc’s hoarse whisper prodded her onward.

“It’s wrong. All wrong.” Faster. She must run faster. She slipped on a muddy patch at the second hedge, sliced open her coat sleeve on the barbed wire entangled in the third.

“Madeline.” He hissed. “Wait.”

She shook her head. “That smell.” Ice seeped into the marrow of her bones. Only one thing smelled like that. “Bombs.”

The Boches had bombed her village. Her home. No, please, God, not that. Dropping her skirts, she pumped her arms faster. Past the heaps of rubble that had once been homes of her friends and neighbors.

The smoke thickened, drifted like wraiths over the fresh graves.

She skidded around the willows. Low branches slapped her face and ripped at her hair. Pushing them aside, she stumbled into the rutted drive. A tree root grabbed the toe of her wooden shoe. She pitched forward, belly-flopped on her valise, crushing the cardboard suitcase. Darkness crowded her vision as air fled her lungs. Clammy mud sucked at her cheeks. Get up. Check on Mama. On Papa.

Footsteps pounded behind her.

A dog snuffled her neck. Leopold’s wet nose chilled her heated skin.

Dragging air into her lungs, she tugged her arms free then planted her hands on the ground. Dead grass snapped before mud oozed between her fingers. She levered up.

Black smoke drifted in clumps across the yard. A thick pillar soared out of the fireplace toward the Heavens. Two wispy ones joined it on the left. What did it mean? Her thoughts spun but didn’t connect. The pillars meant something, didn’t they?

Fingers curled around her elbow, clamped down on the flesh and bone before dragging her to her knees. Luc’s warm breath cascaded down her cheek. “Madeline, you can’t rush off in these perilous times.”

She nodded. Peril. Danger.

Luc tried to tug her to her feet.

Muddy skirts anchored her in place. Smoke. Fire. Words linked, laying tracks. Was Papa burning the refuse in the yard? But what of the columns on the left? They didn’t come from the chimney, and yet the only thing there was the house. She sucked in a breath and sprang to her feet.

“My house. It’s on fire.” Gaze flying around the yard, she searched the smoke. Where were her parents? Her brother?

“I’ll check.” Luc stumbled back. His grip loosened.

She’d check. Surging forward, she broke free of his hold. She would see. This was her family. Her family. She waded into the smoke. Her sabots trudged along the worn trail winding through the dead grass. A breeze shifted the smoke. In the middle of the yard, flames licked at the triangular edge of a mattress on the rim of the bonfire. Feathers danced on the heat before exploding in red starbursts and disappearing. A spindly chair leg rolled away from the fire, the charred tip smoking.

Why had Papa burned the chair? Her mother loved that chair, loved the entire dining set. The bonfire collapsed. Cinders blazed hot before fading to gray. Ash swirled on the breeze, obscured the rest of the yard. A few flakes landed on her coat sleeve.

She turned toward the house. Waves of heat pushed against her, kept her from getting too close. Sweat beaded her forehead. Orange light poured out of the kitchen window. Smoke chuffed between the jagged teeth of the shattered pane. Her stomach knotted. Why was the light orange? She reached for the door handle.

Luc caught her hand and held it. “Don’t.”

“Why not?”

“The Boches set your house on fire.”

She shook her head. No, he didn’t know that. He couldn’t know that. She tugged on her hand.

He jerked back. Stronger.

She stumbled against his chest. His fever penetrated her coat and the layers of clothing she wore. Medicine bottles, sewn into her skirts, thumped against her legs. Movement caught her eye and she faced the kitchen window.

Orange flames writhed over the lump eating at the floor. Fire danced up the walls and along the low beams, devouring the bouquets of herbs hanging from the ceiling. Broken crockery littered the smoldering countertop and shattered shelves.

She blinked. Her house was on fire. Her house was on fire! She jerked back. “My parents! My brother!”

He flattened his palm between her shoulder blades and held her in his arms. “It’s too late.”

“No. No! It can’t be too late.” The roof still stood. The walls were mostly intact. She twisted in his grip.

He fisted the back of her coat.

The fabric banded her chest. A button dug into her throat. She pounded on him. “Let me go. I need to get to them.”

He grunted and winced. His lips rolled back to reveal clenched teeth. “They are not inside.”

“You don’t know that!” She stomped on his foot.

He sucked in a breath and rocked forward.

His weight knocked her off balance. She staggered back a step. His grip slackened. Spinning about, she wrenched free.

“Mama! Papa!” Rising on tiptoes, she peered through the kitchen window. There was so much smoke! How could she see inside? “Mathieu!”

“They’re not inside, Madeline.” Holding his side, Luc lunged for her.

She shoved his hands away.

“I must find my family.” Keeping out of his reach, she retreated, following the length of the house.

He stumbled after her. “Stop!”

She folded her arms across her chest and shuffled backward. “Don’t you want to find your men?”

“I know where my men are.” His lips compressed into a thin line, then he lunged for her. His fingertips raked her forearms.

Her heel slammed into something soft and she stopped.

“Don’t look.”

She glanced down. A still hand lay like a pale, upturned spider near her sabot. A puddle of dark liquid glistened on the gray morning light. A ragged cuff draped around a thin wrist. Dark blue strings, the color of a Belgian uniform, trailed across white flesh.

Her soul partitioned itself from her body. The owner of the hand was dead. She turned more fully. Did she know the dead man? Her attention tripped over his tattered uniform to a blue and white checkered fabric.

Mama had a scarf like that. One that dried tears. One that held fresh picked berries doled out on the long walk home. One that Mama had taken off to tuck around Madeline’s head when she’d been caught outdoors without her shawl. What was the scarf doing outside? Mama would be upset. Leaning over, Madeline reached for it.

“She’s dead Madeline. They’re all dead.”

“Dead?” She shivered. An arm cut across her waist. Her fingers pinched open and closed, missed the blue and white fabric. “Mama’s scarf.”

Lifting her, Luc dragged her backward, cutting off her air. “They’ve been executed.”

Stiffening, she sucked in a breath. Faces came into focus. Mama. Papa. The two soldiers. “Oh God!”

Luc turned her about. Holding her chin, he angled her face toward his. “We must leave here.”

Leave? But this was her home. She shook her head. Molten lead flooded into her belly. Tears cut hot trails down her cheeks. Her nose pricked and her nails dug into her palms. “This is your fault! Your men got them killed.”

She pounded her fists against his chest.

He squeezed his eyes closed. “I’m sorry.”

“Sorry! Sorry won’t bring them back.” She pummeled his torso, clipped his chin. Over and over and over until her arms grew heavy and her shoulders ached.

“I’m so sorry.” He kept her in the circle of his arms. Made no move to protect himself from her assault.

She counted time in the soft thud of her fists against him. Grief swelled in her chest until she thought she’d explode. Mama! Papa! Dead. Her blows slowed then stopped. Anger drained away and she shivered. Her knees trembled.

He tightened his embrace. His hard length pressed against hers. Warmth enveloped her.

She sagged against him. Her fingers uncurled to grasp at his jacket and hold herself up. “It’s your fault.”

“I know.” His voice cracked. “We’ll escort you to your neighbors. You need never see us again. Never.”

Never? She clutched him tighter, buried her face in his shirtfront. He smelled of alder, sweat and blood. She’d wanted him hurt, but he’d already been. The war had taken from him just as much as her. She sniffed up her tears and inhaled a shaky breath. “I’ll see to your wound.”

“I can see to my injuries.” Luc clasped her hands between his and placed them between their bodies. “We need to get you someplace safe.”

“I’ll see to it. Papa—” She caught her breath, trapped the pain in a bubble before slowly expelling it. “Papa would have wanted me to.”

Luc opened his mouth.

Mille hobbled around the hedge and into the yard, Leopold at his side. “We have company.”

“We have to hide.” But where? Madeline glanced toward the house. A sob lodged in her throat. No sanctuary there. The barn. She turned. The roof collapsed with a groan. Bricks and sparks spat across the smoking yard.

After emptying the bullets from his gun, Luc tossed it toward the bonfire in the yard. He shoved the smoldering chair leg in her hand. “You tell the Boches you found us on the road and were taking us to town to turn us over.”

“No.” Turn them in? Then her family would have been executed for nothing. “Never.”

Boots pounded on the road. Close. So close.

“There has to be a place to hide.”

“Do it Madeline.” Luc raised his hands. “Maybe then I can save your life.”

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