Wednesday…again

Geez, it’s like Wednesday happens every week or something. I had an idea for a blog post. I think it washed off in the pool or maybe when I was shaking the water out of my ears.

Maybe it was about being buried in a mushroom suit, so I can decompose naturally, quickly and without polluting the environment.

Maybe it was the thought that my husband wanted to know if the mushroom suit dissolved bones and asked if I wanted to be part of an experiment.

Maybe it was the talk about ten apocalyptic forecasts or the coming nuclear apocalypse.

Maybe it was the more I write, the more I want to write and the more story ideas come to me.

Yep, that was the one.  I had planned to write a series of 8 novellas around the Great war. These would be romances, giving back to the millions of women who were singled out as a result of the carnage. How bad was it? According to one statistic, normally 10% of women don’t marry for lack of available mates. After WWI, that percentage rose to 30%. It’s mind-boggling to think of how efficiently we learned how to kill each other thanks to the Industrial Revolution. The blood dripping from the abattoir of the US Civil War was a poor indicator of things to come when we really learned how to do things right.

I am a romance writer at heart because I need that Happily Ever After fix to keep sane. Giving those ‘singled-out’ women a HEA of their own  balanced some cosmic scale so I can probe deeper into the darkness. I see the pull back in my writing now. I’m not as dark, not as evil even as I write about so many layers of betrayal, about humanity at its worst—when the good intentions of a few lead us into the bowels of hell.

But as much as I’m drawn into the light and emotional turbulence of a well-crafted romance, I am as much a creature of shadow and void as Trent Powers. I can stare into the abyss and see myself but not lose myself, not be torn apart in shreds of light like a star devoured by a black hole.

I have barely stuck a toe in the depths I’m willing to plumb, but do I want to be known as that writer? If evil is a drug, writers are dealers and readers are recreational users. It’s my job to dole out enough evil to keep the reader hooked, to make them salivate for an ending that delivers justice denied to us in reality.

By now many of you may be scratching your head and wondering what the blog post is about. It’s about the future, 2014 specifically. And whether I will continue to write romances once my contract runs out. Will I write those WWI romances or not? Will I remain a buckshot author (spattered across genres) or focus on one?

If I was smart, I’d focus on one—build a following, brand my name and stand on a platform.

But I’m swimming for the shallow end of the blood bath and I’m facing the sun. Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, my skin glistens with story dust. It lifts me into the sun and protects me in the void. It is my armor and sword, it is the words that flow from my fingers.

It is the spark that fires a story, burns it into memories.

Some folks will hate my storytelling; others not so much.

It is Frost’s road  less traveled.

It’s writing career suicide.

And while I write this, Kennedy’s famous moons speech repeats in my head. “We choose to go to the moon in this decade and do the other things, not because they are easy, but because they are hard, because that goal will serve to organize and measure the best of our energies and skills, because that challenge is one that we are willing to accept, one we are unwilling to postpone, and one which we intend to win,”

I don’t aim for the moon—I  aim for worlds much more distant, for time travel and for unspeakable events best endured only on the page.

And I intend to win, so that one day, someone will come across my footprint in a library and say, “Holy Toledo, she wore Crocs with mismatched socks!”

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Born in Blood, Chapter 3

Chapter 3

Harlan stiffened. Well, shit. This is what he got when he didn’t plan their escape—trapped with only the hard way out. In the tunnel around him, water plopped then gurgled along the channels on the side. The air hummed with the energy of multiple stun-guns, aimed at him, no doubt. Too bad, he had his back to the enemy.

Looked like this escape was gonna hurt. A lot.

“Do exactly what I say and maybe, just maybe, your loved ones won’t have to scrape pieces of you off the walls.”

The low growl stirred the fringes of Harlan’s mind. Great. He’d met the bad guy before. Might explain why he wanted Harlan dead.

Eyes wide in her face, Sera pressed the blood-stained cleansing cloth against the gash in his hand.

He used the pain to focus, think. Dead ends branched off the tunnel and shadows danced in the light of the string of bulbs running along the sides—just how many bad guys were there? With one or tow, he might make five or ten feet before being shot in the back. Then they’d have a clear shot at Sera. Guess he needed to work on Plan B. That the bad guys hadn’t shot him meant he had a chance to save her.

How many? He mouthed.

She blinked over a dozen times.

Well, that was helpful. His crossbow would have helped even things up a bit, but he hadn’t packed for the journey. Leaning forward, he peered inside the first-aid kit perched on a rusting metal box. Neat white packages filled the interior. Throwing the kit at them would probably only give one or two a paper cut. Not exactly the impact he wanted. Still… He shifted his body, angling it so his torso blocked his hands from the bad guys’ view.

“Stop,” the bad guy growled.

Harlan froze. Could he pick up the kit and toss it before being shot? If he rushed them, maybe he could get a few weapons…

“Raise your hands, Westminster.”

Damn. Damn. Damn. Harlan knew that voice. He might see the light at the end of the tunnel today, but wouldn’t bet he’d still be breathing. Very carefully, he raised his hands.

“Step back. Slowly. No sudden moves.”

Harlan eased his left foot back then his right. Blood creased his palm, then a drop dotted the stone floor.

Keeping in step with him, Sera licked her lips. Her forehead wrinkled then smoothed. “Uncle Joseph?”

“No, I’m Santa Claus.” Joseph Dawson, head of Dark Hope’s Security Forces, stepped into the circle of light cast by the strings of bulbs illuminating the tunnel. Shadows cut deep into his craggy features. He scratched his blunt fingers through his close-cropped, graying hair.

Harlan swore under his breath. This was not going to end well for him.

Devilry glinted in the old man’s blue eyes. He didn’t order his men to lower their weapons.

Sera’s shoulders drooped, and she sighed in relief. “Good gravy, did you have to scare us like that?”

She turned back to the first-aid kit.

“Scare you? Scare you?” Dawson caught his niece by the arm and hauled her toward his men. “That, Miss Valedictorian of every-school-she-ever-attended, is a box of hundred-year old grenades. Those minor quakes that keep rumbling through Dark Hope are boxes of ordinance spontaneously exploding and you…you just plop your stuff on a stack of three of them.”

“Oh.” Sera paled.

Harlan reached for her. His fingertips skimmed her arm.

Dawson poked his gun in Harlan’s ribs and shoved his niece on his left side. “Keep your hands up. I still haven’t made up my mind to shoot you or not.”

Maybe if the two of them were alone, Harlan might believe the threat for a second. “I’m not the one who left dangerous stuff lying around for anyone to use as a table.”

Dawson’s blue eyes narrowed. “You’re just the idiot who cut himself because he couldn’t resist touching stuff when he should have kept his hands to himself.”

“No one objected.” Harlan grinned.

Spearing his niece with a glare, Dawson marched her down the tunnel. “And if someone did?”

Sera shook her head. “I’m right here and can understand subtext.”

Walking beside Dawson, Harlan waited for her to object.

Footsteps pounded. A half dozen men marched ahead of Harlan, Dawson and Sera. The other half closed rank behind them. The tunnel inclined up as it veered to the right. A rectangle of white appeared at the end.

Warm air brushed Harlan’s face and a spring filled his step.

Looking over her shoulder, Sera stared at him from a moment, pursed her lips then faced forward. “Why are you here, Uncle?”

“Because I knew you’d try to escape.” Dawson holstered his stungun. “Westminster’s been chafing since we brought him in, I knew you’d spring him.”

The hell they brought him in. “I came voluntarily. You wanted me to convince your Cabinet to know about the ‘Vider threat.”

“Yeah, that turned out well.” Dawson sneered.

Harlan should have just nailed his skull to the door, it would have made his head hurt less. Sure, the Cabinet listened with sympathy, but nothing had been decided.

Sera said the cabinet must consider every option.

He hoped they weren’t still considering when the ‘Viders arrived.

Sera checked over her shoulder. “What about the grenades? Shouldn’t someone stay behind and neutralize them?”

“Probably.” Dawson clasped his hands behind his back. “But the studies on how best to dispose of them are under review. Until then, we’re forbidden to touch them, and the mine is off-limits.”

Studies. He’d prefer his crossbow. Harlan’s fingers twitched. “You people ever done with your studies?”

Dawson’s lips twitched.

Sera crossed her arms over her chest. “I’m sure the Cabinet is concerned with everyone’s safety, preserving our past, and potentially even providing a home for us in the future. Why wasn’t there a sign at the entrance about the danger?”

“Because only you and I knew about that damn unlocked entrance.” Dawson squinted into the sunshine.

Down the bald slope of the mountain squatted another city. In a layout of concentric circles stood buildings, green belts and the community center. The Mag-Lev train cut through the heart of suburban Dark Hope and disappeared in a silver ribbon, deep into the emerald mountains. People in colorful suits skittered like bugs along wide walks.

The lead security team headed up the mountain side. Slag clattered under their feet. A squirrel rustled in the grass before scampering down to a stand of pines. Fifty yards straight up, a cigar-shaped dirigible bobbed on the breeze. Security officers in black held the long tethers, while the blue-clad airship crew waited by the gondola.

Harlan swallowed the bitter wad in his throat. If he had to be returned to Dark Hope proper, he’d prefer it the way God intended—on his own two feet. “Maybe the traitor found out about the tunnel and used it to smuggle the weapons out.”

Two of the security detail surrounding him stiffened.

What? Like it was a secret.

Dawson rubbed the back of his neck. “We’ll find out soon enough.”

Sera clasped his arm. “Uncle?”

“We arrested one this morning.” Dawson stared straight ahead. “The other apparently killed himself before we could take him into custody.”

The skin between Harlan’s shoulders itched. Dawson’s eye contact was aggressive, and he never used words like apparently. What the hell had happened while Harlan had been on his picnic? And what did it mean for his plans to escape?

Most of the security detail branched off, joining their comrades at the tether lines. Four remained, Harlan recognized two of them—Blond Mayfair with a few perfect teeth that needed to be knocked out and dark-haired Kennedy who swaggered about. They’d served in the embassy in Abaddon.

They’d also seen Sera topless.

And Harlan would bet they were still picturing it. His hands fisted at his side.

“Who was it?” Sera shifted into the lead as they approached the gondola. “Who betrayed us?”

Dawson cupped his niece’s elbow as she mounted the metal folding steps. “Makepeace Ohmson.”

With one foot on board, she turned and frowned at her uncle. “Mike Ohmson?”

“The same.” Dawson set his hand on her back and pushed her inside.

“He wouldn’t. He’d never.” Sera’s voice bounced off the windows. “He loves Dark Hope. He wouldn’t betray her.”

Harlan climbed up after Dawson. White and green seats lined the edges of the oval gondola. A metal ladder filled the center and led to a hatch over his head. The deck bucked and swayed under his feet. His stomach threatened to return the sandwich and cookies he’d eaten. “Who is Mike Makepeace Ohmson?”

And what was he to Sera?

Her jaw thrust forward as she faced her Uncle. “He’s my friend. My first one from the Outlands. And he’s very loyal to Dark Hope. He’s not a traitor.”

“What he is, is not for you to decide.” Dawson cut a glance to Mayfair and Kennedy before pointing to the ladder leading to the upper decks.

Sera crossed her arms and stood her ground. “What does he say?”

Mayfair and Kennedy stood behind their commander.

Harlan stopped next to Sera.

“He’s just been brought in.” Dawson forced his arm to his side. “Now get to the ready room, Officer Tahoma, or I’ll relieve you of duty.”

Sera stomped to the ladder. “Let me talk to him. I know I can straighten this out with just a few questions.”

“Negative. Your job is to finish that documentary on the Outlanders.”

Harlan moved to follow Sera to the upper decks.

Dawson gripped his shoulder and held him still. “Mayfair, Kennedy, escort Officer Tahoma to the ready room.”

“Aye, sir.” The two men jostled each other to follow her up.

Bastards. Harlan’s attention cut to Dawson. Were all Outlanders to be treated with suspicion? Hell, maybe the good citizens of Dark Hope would just evict all the Outlanders and close the gate while they studied the problem.

Two airshipmen slammed the door and locked it. Metal rasped as they pulled up and stowed the steps. The two fresh-faced teens glanced from him to Dawson.

Dawson flopped onto one of the benches. “Tell Captain Saldana to get us out of here.”

“Aye, sir.” The one with the most pimples climbed first. His mate soon followed. The hatch shut with a soft thud then a thunk sealed them inside.

Pushing to his feet, Dawson checked the hatch then adjusted the communication badge on his chest. A little green light flickered once then fell dark.

Harlan sank onto the bench as the dirigible lifted off the ground. He swallowed hard and waited. This little impromptu meeting had a purpose. He just wished to hell he knew what.

“You’ll accompany Sera on her interviews.” Dawson paced the gondola. Six steps right. Turn. Seven steps. He clasped and unclasped his hands.

Harlan sat up straight, nearly reached for the ladder. “She won’t like being guarded.”

“She’s not being guarded. She’s doing her duty.” Dawson stopped by the back of the gondola and lifted up the bench cushion.

Not guarding her? Harlan’s fingers dug into the buttery leather. “Then why would she let me tag along?”

“I can’t spare any men at the moment. But she insisted on finishing the documentary in defense of the Outlanders. You’re her new camera man.” Dawson pulled out a bag. The formed leather box swung in his hand when he approached. “She may have to travel outside Abaddon to get the big picture.”

Harlan caught the bag. The fabric was cold to the touch. Pinching the zipper, he opened it. Three silver balls rolled across a black tablet. He lifted them out, juggled the two-inch spheres in his palm. “I don’t know anything about cameras?”

Reaching inside, Dawson lifted the tablet.

Harlan’s heart lodged in his throat. Holy shit! A snubnosed stungun lay on top of six clips, each of which held a hundred staples on steroids. Pushing aside one layer of clips, his hand trembled. There was another underneath. Twelve hundred rounds.

What army was he facing?

Or was he about to be offered up as a patsy? He opened his mouth.

Dawson silenced him with a look. “Operating the equipment is easy. Just point and shoot.”

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Friday Funny

A big thank you to Hugh for the laughs. Did you know three smiles per bad experience can help you live longer? Here’s a few seconds to your life:D

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“I think — I swallowed the cat!”
“Take a DEEP breath and hold it please.”
“Meowwwwww”

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That is for my Mom.

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7 Hours Until Empty, 8 Days to Move Back In

I have an office. It is a scary place. Things move in there that I did not put there. I blame the kids. They deny it. I blame the cat, they point to the dog. The dog licks himself and ignores me. I’m sure there’s a law of something or other that says we expand to fill the space we live in. If there isn’t, there should be.

When I married my husband, I moved in with a suitcase. A year later, we moved into our first house via 2 car loads of stuff. Our 800 square foot house eventually became 1300 square foot, three children, a cat and 2 dogs. To move into our 2400 square foot house required the rental of a 24 ft U-Haul and two trips, plus several more truck fulls and van full and a spare car.

This is not my problem. I am merely obeying that unwritten law of physics.

So here is my office:

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I’m sure the cat dragged all those papers inside.

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And where did this come from?

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Okay, this is my mess.

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Looks like my shelving unit vomited

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This is the view from the door. All of it got packed into boxes, crates, baskets and just stacked and stacked and stacked. I filled up the dining room and 1/3 of my bedroom. But the room was emptied in 7 hours.

Removing all the frickin’ staples my son used to hang posters over a span of 5 years was another matter. Then we painted and painted again.

On the 7th day, I began slowly to put stuff back. Shelves and more shelves and a trip to Home Depot to buy the little shelving/seat under the window.

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Now the cats sit on the seat or hide behind the curtains so no dog can see them.

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This set up remained the same but is a bit more organized.

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Yes, I did buy another shelf, but I still have too much sewing stuff.

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And lastly, I bought a desk that takes up most of the floor space and a ceiling fan, that, um, we don’t exactly know which breaker controls and poor hubby got bit  and I got lovely sparks rained down on me. No fire, so we’re cool.

I have 8 boxes of stuff  to give to the Monastery for their resale house. Not everything fit. I hope it goes to a good home. Two garbage bags of paper were shredded. I still haven’t gone through all  the files. Maybe in a year or two.

But aside from finding and refinishing the closet doors, and hemming the curtains, I can now use my office.  Right. I’m sure you’ve seen the flying pigs.

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Born in Blood, Chapter 2

Chapter 2

Standing on the hill overlooking the city, Sera checked her watch. The emergency alert system had sounded nearly an hour before this morning’s new had predicted. Her grip tightened on the picnic basket handle.

“How are we supposed to take the alarms seriously, when they sound all the time?” Belle tightened her hold on the daughter in her arms and reached for her oldest girl, Cat.

Standing protectively over his nephew, Harlan scanned the white and green city five blocks away. “Hey, I’m sure the girls will enjoy eating our picnic in the shelters.”

“Come on.” Sera led them down the path toward the city. No one panicked in Dark Hope. They depended on the technology to take care of them, keep them safe. And it did. But soon it wouldn’t be enough. A traitor lurked on the clean streets.

“Citizens of Dark Hope.” A feminine voice boomed out of speakers hidden under the LED gumdrop lamps in the park’s walkway. “This is not a drill. Please listen to the following instructions for your continued safety and well-being.”

Below the hill, the people on the streets of the city began neatly filing indoors.

Maneuvering Cat in front of her, Belle moved close to her brother. “Is it the ‘Viders?”

Sera shuddered. She’d met the ‘Viders once, been their tribute. The cannibals and their brutal ways still haunted her nightmares.

“No. They’re far away.” Pushing the stroller with one hand, Harlan set his other on the small of his sister’s back.

Looking over her shoulder, Belle quickened her pace. “But they never found North.”

“Sire is coming?” Cat stumbled as they walked off the path into the grass. “I can’t wait to show him my room.”

Belle cleared her throat and blinked rapidly.

North was Belle’s owner-slash-husband, father of her children and second-in-command of the now dead ‘Viders. The few survivors she and Harlan had rescued claimed the couple shared real affection.

Sera bit her tongue. How could anyone love a cannibal? Especially one who killed your parents and brother then forced you to weave their scalped hair into clothing?

The Security Forces hadn’t found any trace of the ‘Vider leaders in the twenty-four hours since the clan had been poisoned and died. God forgive her, she hoped they never did.

“Not your father, sweetie.” Sera settled the basket into the crook of her arm and reached for Cat’s free hand. The white stuccoed restrooms shimmered in the warm sunshine a hundred feet away. “The alarm is about the radiation.”

The five-year old turned her face to the sky. “Radiation?” She dragged out the word as if testing it. “Do people fear Rad’ation?”

“Yes.” Smart people knew that the deadliest things could be unseen. Like radiation, like the one-two punch of a virus and bacteria that nearly wiped out all life on Earth over a hundred  years ago. Deadly things worked without anyone noticing. Like the traitor sabotaging Dark Hope by providing weapons to the Outlanders.

Just how many deadly stun-guns had made it into enemy hands?

Cat nodded and her long black braids slapped her thin shoulders. “I’m gonna call my daughter Rad’ation then.”

“Cat, we don’t—” Belle stumbled.

The emergency alert siren wailed again, drowning her words.

Harlan set two hands on the stroller and shoved it over the grass. He waited for the alarm to fade before speaking. “Why don’t they just tell us what is going on instead of deafening us with that racket?”

“Studies have shown, citizens pay more attention to information after three attention gathering warnings.” Sera smiled. Harlan stated the obvious, but unfortunately studies had proven otherwise. Dark Hope was big on studies. Everything had to be examined in minute detail before any action could be considered. Ditto with the course of action.

The process nearly drove her mad.

“Citizens of Dark Hope.” A voice boomed out of speakers hidden under the LED lamps clinging to the restroom walls. The lights flickered to red with the end of the second alarm. “This is not a drill. Please listen to the following instructions for your continued safety and well-being.”

Harlan stuck a finger in his ear and wiggled it. “I don’t suppose they could just get to the message for those of us who are paying attention.”

“It’s a computer program. It doesn’t know who’s paying attention.” Sera motioned to the utility door at the far end of the rectangular building. “That’s our entrance.”

“At least, we still have our lunches.” Belle raised her voice despite the silence then blushed. “Sorry. I don’t think I can handle being this close to the alarms. They’re very loud.”

And they’ll be louder standing under them. Checking the biometric pad next to the jamb, Sera spotted the green light and twisted the knob. “Let’s get below.”

The door opened on silent hinges, revealing a small grated platform and stairs leading to a lower level. Cool air swirled around them and the faint hum of electronic equipment mingled with the swoosh of water in pipes. Strings of fiberoptic lights twinkled red and white along the ivory stone walls.

Belle ushered her daughter inside before they stopped on the landing. “What is this place?”

“The arteries and veins of the city.” Pushing the door all the way open, Sera leaned against it. “The conduits carry electricity, water, wastes, food, crops and everything else to the processing facilities. Nothing is wasted; everything is reused, recycled or repurposed.”

Harlan maneuvered the stroller inside. “Be right back.”

“Wait!” Warm cotton fabric rasped against Sera’s fingers. Where was he going? Didn’t he hear her telling him about the radiation? Maybe he’d been too busy calculating how much gold it would cost him to see Ms. McAdams’s enormous breasts.

He had far too much gold.

He dashed across the grass just as the third siren split the air.

The infant inside the stroller scrunched up his nose. His face turned red then he screeched.

Ears ringing, Sera eased the door closed. The thick stone muffled the outside alarms, but not the tiny human one.

“I can’t wait until you teach him not to cry.” Cat slipped free and climbed onto the railing surrounding the platform.

Looking at Sera, Belle adjusted her hold on her three-year old daughter, who buried her face in her mother’s neck. “Would you mind?”

“Uh.” Sera glanced at the squalling baby. So small and fragile. Only a few days old. Wracking her memories for anything useful from her child development class, she strummed her bottom lip through her teeth and set the picnic basket down. She wiped her damp palms on her slacks. She could do this. She’d had the training. Of course it was her only B. Ever.

Fists flailing, baby John bonked himself on the cheek and screamed louder.

Belle shifted closer.  Her lips twitched. “Do you want to take Soledad, and I’ll take John?”

“No, I can do it.” Sera’s fingers twitched. This was silly. She’d had all the classes, even read a few extra books on child rearing. She slid her hand along the blanket. Tiny feet kicked her forearms. Cupping his bottom, she cradled his head and lifted.

Arms and legs splayed to the side. The babe’s blue eyes narrowed, and he sucked in a quivering breath.

Sera’s lungs seized. Such determination, such irritation. “He reminds me of your brother.”

Belle squinted at her son. “How so?”

Baby John drew his arms and legs against his body and yelled.

Sera’s eyes nearly rolled back in her head. She swung the baby gently up and down. “They’re both grouchy when they don’t get their way.”

The door opened. The drone of the fading siren ushered in Harlan. Two bulging green napkins hung from each hand. After kicking the door shut, he jerked to a stop at the sight of her. “Like all men, he’ll be happier close to your chest, Peaches.”

Heat seared Sera’s cheeks. The man had a fascination with breasts. She swung the infant and he hiccoughed.

Setting the bulging napkins on the basket, Harlan eased the baby against her torso. His fingers caressed her neck before he swept her hair over her shoulders. “Feeling safe is often a full-contact sport.”

Baby John snuffled against her peach shirt, leaving wet marks behind. His hands opened and closed against her chest.

Unfortunately, he didn’t scream.

Once more experience outweighed book knowledge. Sera’s sigh ruffled the fluffy hair on the infant’s head. At least, it explained why she kept Harlan around.

“Citizens of Dark Hope.” A voice boomed out of the tunnels Public Address system. “This is not a drill. Please listen to the following instructions for your continued safety and well-being.”

“I’m really beginning to find that voice annoying.” Harlan set the basket in the stroller then added his extra bundles. Gingerbread men spilled across the seat.

Sera’s stomach growled. She really wanted a cookie but didn’t dare let go, least she drop the baby. “Come on. We need to show Belle the way to the approved shelter, check in and then make our escape.”

Cat descended the stairs, pausing to place two feet on each riser.

“We’re escaping?” Clasping the stroller, Harlan lifted it. His muscles rippled under his shirt as he clomped down the metal staircase.

Resting her elbow against the cool tubular railing, Sera slowly followed. The view from behind descending the stairs couldn’t beat the one when he climbed in front of her. Of course, she wasn’t so crass as to offer to pay him to view his gluteus maximus. “Yes, we’re escaping. You promised to help me find the traitor, remember?”

She accidentally kneed him in the behind. The jerk had better not go back on his word.

He glanced over his shoulder. “I remember. But I didn’t plan for our getaway, Peaches.”

At the bottom of the steps, Belle tapped her foot. “Really, Harry, do you think you’re the only one who can plan things?”

“Yep. Especially, if I want them to succeed.” He dropped the stroller with a thump and scooped up a cookie. “Neither of you thought to rescue these from the big, bad radiation.” He tore off a head and chewed. “Now, we’ll have sustenance on our journey into the Outlands.”

“Do you really think we need such a big basket of food for a picnic?” Belle caught her daughter’s hand before she snatched up a cookie. “Don’t spoil your appetite.”

“They’ll have food stores laid in at the shelter.” Sera gestured to the hallway directly in front of them. “Straight ahead and second tunnel on the right.”

“Citizens, our satellites have detected dangerous levels of solar radiation penetrating the weakened magnetic field directly overhead. Cancer risk is high. Please report to the nearest shelter and check in. Security personnel please stand by for a list of unaccounted citizens near your station.”

Harlan snorted. “That’s the danger? Cancer? Everyone gets cancer.”

“Not everyone needs to. The shelters reduce everyone’s exposure and minimizes the risk.” Wet seeped through Sera’s shirt. The infant’s face scrunched up as he suckled. Baby John was hungry.

“Not everyone, Peaches.” Harlan turned the cookie in his hand and held up an unbitten leg to her lips. “I don’t think the folks in the Outlands got the message.”

The cookie turned to ash in Sera’s mouth. No, the folks outside of the Consortium of cities like Dark Hope, lived in primitive conditions and under the steel boot of thugs. She’d gone there to document the Outlanders’ humanity before stumbling onto the weapons smuggling operation and Harlan.

She’d returned without finishing her documentary or finding the traitor. But she still had Harlan. She slogged toward the muffled voices. Or maybe she only rented him.

Harlan nudged her shoulder as they rounded the corner. “We can warn folks on the outside once we escape.”

Sera opened her mouth and closed it. The embassy in Abaddon had radios that could pick up the warning. Maybe her uncle wouldn’t notice a few of the radios missing. Ideas whirled inside her head. With Harlan’s help, she could actually visit more of the villages, document their oppression and willingness to help.

“Sera, dear, we were looking for you.” Ms. McAdams waved from beside the closed door. Her jaw opened just a little at the sight of baby. “Oh, you look so natural with that child in your arms. Why it won’t be long now, until you hold the next generation of natural-born Dark Hope citizen. You are nearly thirty, aren’t you?”

Oh, good gravy. Sera’s skin flamed red. The head of the busy-body club was warning Harlan away. She had to get him out of here before things got out of hand.

“Thirty?” Harlan choked on a cookie, spraying crumbs over Ms. McAdams pristine emerald tunic.

Ms. McAdams brushed them off her massive chest, flicked them in Harlan’s direction, then slowly polished her brooch. “The Tahomas don’t have children before then. Or get married. It simply isn’t done.”

“Thank you for your worry, but as you can see we’re fine. Just a little hungry.” Her deflection fell short as Harlan and Ms. McAdams stared each other down. Juggling the baby with one hand, Sera pressed her palm to the biometric key. She stepped between the two. “Belle, if you and the children will just set your hand on the black box, you’ll be accounted for.”

People filled the gathering room beyond the double doors. Some gathered around tables and talked. Others watched their favorite programs on the holographic projections. More sat around square cubes and opened up the game menus.

Belle hustled forward. Her gaze darted from her brother to the older woman. “I do hope there’s food. The children are very hungry.”

“Can I have a cookie later?” Cat set her small hand on the display.

“Yes, of course.” Belle tugged the stroller out of her brother’s grip. “Harry, check in.”

“Thought Dark Hope was about freedom, not mindless obedience to someone else’s opinion.” Harlan skimmed his fingers across Sera’s back. Instead of stepping forward, he leaned over her and placed his palm on the black box. “Perhaps I took a wrong turn somewhere and ended up in Backward Podunkville run by a bitter old crone.”

A wall of solid muscle crowded Sera forward.

Ms. McAdams stiffened, and crimson suffused her square jaw. “Well! I never!”

“You have. You forgot a couple of minutes ago in the park.” Stepping to the side, Harlan bent down and kissed his nephew on the head.

His warm breath cascaded down Sera’s front. Her insides tightened. He was deliberately being impossible. Sure, he’d been provoked but still…

“Belle, we’ll go to the family room so we can rest a little without worrying about the children.” Sera gestured to the door across from the community room.

Baby John let out a soft cry.

Harlan wrapped his arm around her shoulder and guided her after his sister. “I think we had better see to feeding him, don’t you?”

He blew past Ms. McAdams like dried leaves.

Still purple from indignation, the woman fanned herself and collapsed against the door. “My son is over in the corner, Sera. Call if you need assistance in taking out the trash.”

Harlan’s grip tightened.

“Just ignore her. Please.” God. When had the people of Dark Hope become such snobs? When had some started to matter more than others?

Belle and her daughters headed for the first door.

“The second one.” Sera cleared her throat. “The private rooms on the sides are the first to fill.”

He clucked the baby under his wet chin. “Relax, Peaches. I’ve seen the competition and it ain’t impressive. I bet old pasty boy doesn’t have an ounce of gold on him.”

She jabbed him in the gut. “I am not for sale.”

Releasing her, he rubbed his flat stomach then opened the door. “No, but you’ll be begging me to share my…cookies later.”

Sera rolled her eyes. He’d be the one begging once he’d seen how she’d prepared their escape. “They’re not your cookies. They belong to everyone.”

“Come here, sweet boy.” Belle took her son as soon as Sera entered.

In the small room, Sol lay curled up on the top bunk bed, sucking her thumb. Her eyes fluttered close. Cat sat next to her sister, swinging her legs and walking two gingerbread men across the rumpled blanket.

Harlan wiggled his fingers at Ms. McAdams as he closed the door. Turning, he surveyed the room. His grin faded “I hope your grand escape plan doesn’t include me charming the guard at the gate. I don’t have that much gold on me so I may have to resort to tactics that neither of us want.”

He closed his eyes and shuddered.

Sera snorted. How did he and his ego fit in the known universe? “Keep your charms to yourself.” She flicked open the picnic basket. Blue filled the left side. She tugged out the backpack. The worn canvas caught on the side and ripped an inch. “Damn.”

Harlan poked his finger though the tear. “It’s not so bad.”

“Stop that.” She pulled his finger out before he widened the opening. This was her prize backpack. The carabineers clinked together. She shrugged into the harness and fastened the straps under her breasts.

He lifted the other lid and sorted the square sandwiches wrapped in aluminum foil. Unwrapping one side, he handed it to his niece, Cat. “So what is the escape plan?”

Sera handed him the fattest sandwich, gave one to his sister then set one aside for the sleeping girl. “We sneak out.”

Ripping a bite off his sandwich, Harlan eased the door open a crack and peered out. He shut it with a click then swiped a blob of mayonnaise clinging to his chin and pushed it into his mouth. “She called in reinforcements. So unless you’re gonna let me stun ’em with one of your fancy guns, we ain’t going anywhere.”

“Have a little faith.” Crossing the square room, Sera sidestepped his sister’s legs to reach the wall of shelving. She ran her fingers under the waist-high shelf until she found a latch. With a click, the unit slid forward. Water dripped in the darkness. She reached around the side and flicked a switch. Lights blinked on, pushing deep into the tunnel.

“That’s so neat.” Cat leapt off the top bunk and landed silently on her bare feet. “Where does it go?”

“To the suburbs.” Sera inhaled the dank, cold air. Memories stirred in her head. Stifling family obligations and duties and this—the pathway to freedom, where she mattered no more than anyone else. Where people told new and exciting stories. Where they didn’t expect anything.

And she hadn’t yet let them down.

Munching on her sandwich, Cat stepped forward.

Harlan reeled her back. Crouching, he looked her in the eye. “You can’t go this time, but you can help.”

The little girl thrust her jaw forward. “I want to play.”

“And you will. Didn’t you see all those kids out there?” He jerked his thumb toward the door.

Cat’s green eyes narrowed. Nodding, she took another bite, tilted her head and chewed.

Sera rubbed the goosebumps from her arms. The cunning in that look belonged to jungle cats she’d once seen.

“Well, I bet they’d just love some cookies and a game of Tag in the corridor.” Harlan pulled two napkins brimming with gingerbread men out of the stroller.

Cat hooked her finger through the knotted fabric. “What’s Tag?”

Perched on the bottom bunk, Belle adjusted a blanket over her nursing son. “Chase the Tribute. But with hands only, no weapons. And absolutely, no bloodshed.”

Sera sucked in a deep breath. Good God. How young did the cannibals train their children in the ‘Vider way? And how could Dark Hope defeat such brutality without sacrificing the peaceful foundation of their entire civilization?

Cat pursed her lips then shrugged. “Okay.”

Adjusting the baby over her shoulder, Belle patted his back until he burped. “You two go ahead. Do what you have to do. Just…” She clasped her brother’s hand and held tight. “Just be safe. I don’t want to lose you now.”

A hard knot formed in Sera’s chest. There was always a desperation when Outlander families touched. Her family’s gentle affection seemed lacking by comparison.

“Nothing’s going to happen.” Harlan patted his pants pocket. “I’ve got my lucky charm.”

Belle’s attention cut to Sera. “Yes, you do.”

“I’ll take care of him.” Sera tousled Cat’s hair. “Thanks for helping.”

The little girl took out the second half of her sandwich before tossing her foil down the rubbish chute. “When your baby comes, I want to name him.”

Belle chuckled and looked away.

Sera choked on her bite of egg salad and stumbled into the tunnel. Water dripped from the cut rock tunnel ceiling. A fine mesh caught the droplets and funneled them to side channels for processing at the treatment plant.

Harlan’s laughter followed her in. “Can we call him Rad for short?”

“No, Uncle. Radiation is a girl’s name.”

Still chuckling, he eased the shelf closed behind him. His footfalls sounded softly on the hard ground. Finishing his lunch, he licked his foil wrapper before carefully folding it and stuffing it into his pocket. “You thinking of including my niece naming our son in your breeder’s price? Should be worth an extra ounce or two, but I think your mom won’t like it.”

“You can’t pay me to carry your child.” Sera handed him the remains of her sandwich and swallowed the wad in her throat. One day, she’d shock the boots right off him and name a price. It would be worth it to see the look on his face.

It might just be worth it.

He carefully wrapped the sandwich in foil and tucked it into her backpack. “That’s right. I have to wait… How many years until you’re thirty?”

“Three.” Deflect the questions. Change the topic. She clasped her trembling hands together and hurried down the tunnel. “And you?”

“One. Give or take.” He held up his index finger. Scabs and red skin marred his knuckles. Black tattoos peeked out from under the cuff of his homespun shirt. More inky swirls climbed his throat and flirted with the white scars webbing his jaw. “We can split the difference and make it two.”

Change the subject. Now. “We’re not negotiating.”

He tugged on her pack then dangled a faceless human shape in front of her. “Cookie?”

She reached for it then pulled back. “What will it cost me?”

“One truthful answer.”

Don’t do it. You can’t let anyone know. She grabbed the cookie and bit off its head.

He smiled and devoured his own snack.

Stomach cramping, she followed the lights around a curve. Metal crates rusted along the sides of the tunnel. Discarded weapons formed bristly art heaps of decay. Why didn’t he ask already?

He licked the crumbs from his lips before winking at her. “Ready?”

No. “Sure.”

“You promised to answer truthfully.”

Oh God, just get it over with. “Ask.”

He clamped his lips together then sighed. “Alright then… I’m dying to know… And you promised to tell me… What is this place? Is it like the Dark Hope dungeon for bad little smarty pants? Or is this where all the naughty kids go to shed your ever clean uniforms and run naked through the tunnels?”

He hadn’t asked. Her knees wobbled. Just a bit. She stayed upright. “This is part of the original Dark Hope gold mine. During the radiation part of the Redaction, my ancestors lived here.”

He stumbled. “Your ancestors lived in a gold mine. But your people hate gold, practically run screaming into the night, simply hearing the word.”

Sera shook her head. Either he hadn’t watched the orientation videos on Dark Hope and her sister cities, or he’d not been paying attention. Probably a little of both. “The community was just getting started when a man named Gavin Neville and his cronies discovered a gold vein. They nearly collapsed the mine and killed everyone living inside it, to get the gold.”

Harlan scratched the stubble on his chin. “The Nevilles that live in Sanctuary where the weapons had been dropped?”

“Those are his descendants. And Gavin swore his children would return to wipe out Dark Hope once and for all.”

“Pity the ‘Viders didn’t wipe out the town before someone poisoned them.”

A chill ran down her spine. Death couldn’t be the only solution, could it?

They slowed as they approached a room tunneled into the rock. Rats nested in a decaying mattress, poked their twitching noses from rotting boxes, then disappeared with a whip of their pale tails.

“I’m glad it wasn’t destroyed. It’s not a bad place to live.”

She shuddered as a few rodents waddled into the tunnel. “The Dawson quarters, dining hall and first cabinet meeting rooms are carefully preserved. Many of the old bedrooms are available, if you want to spend the night.”

She clamped her hand over her mouth. Geez, her subconscious must be working overtime for her to leave herself wide open. A heartbeat passed then another.

“You know some smarty pants traitor could make a nice pile of gold by selling off these beauties.” He ran his hand down the barrel of an M-4 then yanked it back. Blood beaded in the cut on his palm.

“He wouldn’t make much.” She caught his hand before he sucked on the cut. Stopping in a puddle of light, she held it up. No visible splinter. Good thing she’d insisted he get a tetanus shot. “Nearly everyone who came in those first years had weapons. The cabinet wanted to confiscate them, but the people weren’t willing.”

“Did they force them?”

“No, although some folks wanted to.” She dipped his hand into the water channel and rinsed out the cut. Cold water stung her fingers. “Most people didn’t have any bullets left anyway. So the guns were pretty much useless.” She angled her body so he could see her backpack. “Get the first aid kit. It’s in the right side pocket.”

“The guns would make effective clubs.” His thumb skimmed her ribs.

Her breath caught in her throat, but she kept her attention on the wound. Any moment now, he’d want to open negotiations. Any moment… White flashed in her peripheral vision. The first aid kit.

“Need anything else, while I’m inside your pack?”

“No.” After shaking the water off her hands, she dried them on her pants then accepted the kit. She jumped when it popped open. Any minute now, he’d start up. Any minute.

“So how did they acquire such a large collection of weapons if no one wanted to give them up?”

“After a while, people realized that the fight for survival  no longer involved guns but brains, determination and cooperation.” They seemed to have forgotten the cooperation part, but she’d fix that after she dealt with the traitor. She set the kit on an old munitions box and pulled out an antibiotic wipe. Tearing open the packet, she ran it in long swipes across the hills and valley of his palm. The white pad quickly turned pink.

“Your people will need to unlearn that lesson if you expect to triumph over the ‘Viders. They only speak violence and death.”

“And you need to remain still if you expect to live.” A man called out.

Sera’s heart stopped when she turned. A dozen men in black face masks trained shiny stun-guns on her and Harlan.

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All My Life I had it Wrong

Okay, maybe not all my life. I mean I didn’t start tying my shoes until I was three or four. Still, that’s a substantial portion of my life I got it wrong. How do I know I was wrong? Because my shoe laces kept coming untied if they weren’t double-knotted or tucked inside my shoes.  Thankfully I have a know-it-all friend named TED who was willing to teach me how to tie my shoes correctly.

Want to learn too? The Video is about 6 minutes long.

Thing number two I was doing wrong? Drying my hands. I’m not even going to touch on how to wash your hands. Let’s face it, there are those among us who don’t even do that.  But for those who do care about such things as hygiene, you might be interested to learn that you too have been using paper towels  all wrong.

That’s it. Just two simple things to remember—Shake and fold. It’s not as easy as it seems to remember. Trust me. I fell easily back into my old ways but I’ll keep trying and eventually it will become a habit. Why? Because learning new things keeps the mind young.

Until next week.

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Is It Me?

You can tell me. Honestly, I won’t get mad. Maybe it’s growing older. There should be some benefit to growing older, especially given the alternative, but I don’t think this is it.

What am I talking about?

My husband and I have gone to see 6 movies in the last 3 months. Two of them were kiddie movies (Monsters U and Despicable Me). I remember walking in with our family when our children were younger and having the solo adults sniff and expand there space cushion by plopping purses, jackets and other things between them and us.

I didn’t not want to be one of those people. If I got to a matinee, I expect children to be there.

So as we were sitting in the theatre, the seats start filling up with kiddies and mom and dad (or however the modern family is arranged). Sometimes Mom and Dad would leave said kiddies (in our row) and go sit somewhere else. In Despicable Me we sat next to 4 unattended children between the ages of 4 and 12, if that. I didn’t watch where mom and dad went. And to the children’s credit, they behaved very well throughout the movie.

The kid and his dad sitting next to me behaved during the movie.

The kids behind us didn’t kick our seats during the movie.

In fact, it was a pleasant experience until the end, roll credits and bump up the house lights. I texted my son to see if anything exciting happened at the end of the credits and was assured no, so we collected our trash and rose to leave.

Then a curious thing happened. I looked around and noticed that adults and children left their garbage behind. Few if anyone picked up their soda cups, popcorn bags or candy wrappers. What the hell!

I had to wade through the stuff. Seriously, when can’t you pick up your crap and toss it in the cans located conveniently by the exit you are passing?  Kudos for having well behaved kids but I plan to kill you off in my next apocalyptic book for being such an selfish jerk face. See if I don’t—I can see it now.

Then I calmed down. But the next movie it happened again. And the next. WTF people. I am a mother but I am NOT your mother! Clean up after yourself.

Thankfully, I calmed down and went to work. When my coworker asked me how my weekend went I ranted about the mess at the theaters. She said it was even worse at some of our national parks. She and her family hauled out 5 bags of litter from Slide Rock near Sedona. And that was just in their immediate vicinity.

People are using National Parks as trash cans! And just like that I have a scene for a story. And you’ll all know it when Killer Gene comes out. Yep, and if you’re one of the scum-sucking toilet dwellers who are littering (Insert Alice’s Restaurant here) picture yourself as one of those sliced and diced. Because I’m picturing you that way.

‘Nuf said. Rant over, you are now free to move about the theatre and National parks.

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Born In Blood, Chapter 1

Chapter 1

Harlan Westminster turned away from the afternoon sun. His shadow cut across the pristine white stone path snaking through the park and shot like an arrow across the manicured green grass.  A gust shook the pines lining the walk. His grip on the stroller tightened and Belle’s infant son stirred.

“Your daughters are doing remarkably well in their classes.” The middle-aged woman hand-pressed her spotless green shirt and smoothed the bright fabric over her round hips.

The woman was a teacher. Someone solely devoted to explaining to others how to read, add and write. Only in Dark Hope could such a miracle exist. In the bowl of Earth constituting the park, brown needles pelted Harlan’s shoulders and arms from the cathedral of branches arching overhead. He picked one off his homespun tunic and rolled it between his fingers. It crumbled under his touch.

“I’m so glad. I taught them what I know, but it isn’t much.” Mirabelle, Harlan’s sister, smiled down at her five and three-year old daughters tugging on her arms. The worry lines creasing her forehead eased.

No, he and his sister hadn’t had much schooling. Not in the Outlands where they’d been born, where Hell had come to Earth in the form of cannibal ‘Viders who’d destroyed everyone and everything they’d known.

And the main ‘Vider pack still roamed the Outlands.

Somewhere beyond the cradle of towering mountains, the ‘Viders skulked ever closer to this paradise.

A fact the people of Dark Hope seemed oblivious to.

“You’ve done very well. Most Outlander children don’t know their letters when they arrive. I have no doubt, your children will catch up to our native children within the year.” The teacher stooped and picked a red and black round bug off the grass. It walked across her fingers as she presented it to Cat, Harlan’s oldest niece. “Do you remember what this is?”

Cat’s green eyes narrowed. She held out her small hand. The insect crawled onto her fingertip before flying away. “It’s a lady bug, right?”

The teacher grinned. “It is indeed. The smallest of creatures are the most important and most vulnerable. Without them, we wouldn’t be here.”

“Then I’ll take care of it.” Cat pulled out of her mother’s grip and dashed after the speck flitting under the canopy.

Biting his lip to keep from calling her back, Harlan stuffed his hands in his pockets. The little girl would be safe here. For now. In all the stored Dark Hopian knowledge lay the solution to the ‘Vider problem. It had to be there. God knew his arrows hadn’t made a dent in the cannibals numbers during the ten years it had taken him to rescue his sister and her offspring.

Mirabelle picked up her youngest daughter, who rested her head against her mother’s shoulder and closed her eyes. “In our adult classes, the teachers talk about how fragile the world has become. It is hard to believe these tall trees are fragile.”

Adult classes. While Mirabelle had taken modules on reading and writing, Harlan had been at the Security Center having his ass whooped by the peace-loving folks of Dark Hope. Their nonlethal methods served them well in this place. But in the Outlands, only death ensured the enemy’s defeat.

“The pines are perhaps the most fragile.” The teacher gestured to the netting of needles littering the ground. “They’re the first to be affected by the radiation.”

Radiation—an invisible force the Dark Hopians feared more than the ‘Viders. This radiation couldn’t possibly result in a violent, agonizing death like the cannibals delivered. Harlan’s gaze darted to the middle-aged woman. Still, this teacher and others like her were the answer to so many prayers. He wiggled his fingers. Smooth metal links trickled over his pads.

He pulled the chain from his pocket. When he offered the chain, its gold medallion caught the sunlight before swinging wildly from the length. “Please accept this as payment for all you’ve done for my sister and her family.”

The teacher’s brown eyes landed on the necklace before skittering away. She paled. “Oh, no. No, I couldn’t possibly.”

The chain bit into his fingers, cutting off the circulation. Right, these Dark Hopians didn’t value gold. Didn’t value any of the skills that he’d needed to keep himself alive in the Outlands all the years he’d spent alone.

“Payment isn’t necessary.” The teacher sidled away from the necklace. Yet kept it in her peripheral vision, as if afraid it would attack her. “I am very honored to be able to teach. I don’t need anything else.”

Harlan sighed. The ‘Viders didn’t value gold. The Dark Hopians didn’t value gold. Someone kept changing the rules of the game.

“I’ll see you tomorrow in class.” Stirring needles in her wake, the teacher hustled away.

With her free hand, Mirabelle latched onto his forearm. “I can’t believe you have gold. Real gold. At least I don’t have to worry about you ending up alone. You have a dowry to bribe some woman into taking your ugly hide.”

“I think I’ll do alright.” Harlan’s gaze trekked up the hill, where Serendipity Tahoma talked to a handful of women. Sera. Her soft name matched her soft skin and tender heart. A precious commodity that needed protecting.

And since he didn’t have anything better to do…

Sera waggled her eyebrows.

He winked back.

Belle squeezed his arm. “You’re facing some pretty stiff competition there, brother. And I doubt you have that much gold.”

“Sera doesn’t want my gold.” Harlan tucked the necklace into his pocket. His fingers immediate sought another charm. Warm metal bumped against his hand. His fingers slipped around the dolphin, stroked the arched back and bent fins.

“No, Sera’s people value knowledge and heritage and manners.” Belle bit her lip. Red tinging her cheeks, she stared over his shoulder. “Given how important Sera is, I doubt they would take all the gold you could acquire in a lifetime for her. Even if they sold their women.”

Princess Peaches. Harlan smiled at the memory of Sera’s offense when he’d first used the nickname. Now she just rolled her eyes and shook her head.

He was growing on her.

Sera’s peach colored outfit stood out among the other’s bright red, greens and blues. A knot of honey-colored hair clung to the curve of her neck. Catching his eye, she widened her smile before holding out her sleeve for the ladies to admire the embroidery on her cuff.

Belle rested her head against his shoulder. “I love you, Harry, but maybe you should look for someone among our own kind.”

Maybe, but he wouldn’t. Sera gave him tunnel vision

Just like he’d had when rescuing his sister from the ‘Viders.

He’d won then, he’d win now.

Belle snapped her fingers in front of his nose. “Harry? Hello? Earth to Harry?”

Harlan focused on his sister. “Do you know humans once walked on the moon?”

Belle blinked. “What?”

“Sometimes the hardest thing is the most worthwhile.” He tugged out the dolphin charm and held it out to his sister. “Besides I have the Westminster good luck charm.”

“Oh.” Her mouth opened and closed. “You have the family wedding dowry.”

“I found it when I buried…” He swallowed the lump in his throat. Images of the pieces that he’d found of his mother and father burned his retinas until his eyes watered to put out the flames. He squeezed the tears from his eyes before facing his sister.

“I miss them so much. Do you, Harry?”

“Every damn day.” But things were a little better now.

Sniffling, Belle wiped her nose on her sleeve then cleared her throat. “Well, with the family good-luck charm, you’ll definitely win her heart.”

He curled his fingers around the necklace. The token had brought his parents, grandparents, and great-grandparents unending love. Surely as the last surviving Westminster male, he was entitled to the legacy.

“And I’ll help.” Belle straightened her tunic. “She gave me a list of books she loves for me to read. If you read them, then you’ll have something to talk about.”

Books? Read? Him? Had his sister lost her ever-loving mind? Unless those books were manuals on self-defense or battle strategies, he wanted no part of them.

Cat skipped back, munching on a headless gingerbread man.

Belle sucked in a deep breath. “Catherine North Westminster! That had better not be a cookie I see you eating. We have not eaten lunch yet.”

Cat stopped mid-chew and swallowed. She looked at the bitten cookie then at her mother. “Um.”

“Give it.” Harlan held out his hand.

“Sorry, Mom, but I’m hungry.” Cat dropped the cookie into his palm just as Belle started her lecture.

Biting its arm off, Harlan pushed the stroller up the hill. Flavorful spices rolled around his tongue, none he could name. A cookie wouldn’t spoil his appetite. Maybe nothing would.

Sera thumped the picnic basket against her leg. “Yes, Ms. McAdams, I believe you should submit that suggestion and have everyone vote on adding a few streams.”

“It can serve as a hatchery, an education module and recreation for those who wish to fish, and…” Ms. McAdams inhaled so deeply her mammoth breasts strained against her tunic.

Harlan watched to see if the hawk-faced woman’s zipper would hold and bit off a leg.

“Harlan.” Sera cleared her throat and glared at him.

The four women swayed on their feet as if torn between protecting Sera and moving away from him.

He swallowed the bite in his mouth and swept his tongue over his teeth for crumbs before speaking. He had some manners. They’d just been dormant for a decade.

“Ladies.” He waved the remains of the cookie at Sera. Reaching the top of the hill, he set the brake on the stroller. “Sorry to interrupt but we’re getting a little hungry. Do you want me to take the basket and get everything set up while you finish your conversation?”

Ms. McAdams peered down her hooked nose at the sleeping baby. “Yours?”

Her three shadows aped her actions.

“Mine.” Harlan stretched the canopy open, blocking the woman’s view of his nephew.

Sera’s brown eyes narrowed, and she pressed her lips together for a moment. “No, I think these good ladies have just to implement their idea. No farther consultation is necessary.”

Bird woman and her three chickadees didn’t move.

Sera sighed, “I am frightfully hungry.”

“Oh!” Ms. McAdams bounced on the balls of her feet. A brooch with the entwined letters D and S jiggled on her massive chest. “Oh, yes, dear. We didn’t mean to keep you. As one who shares your lineage, I understand how time consuming orientating newcomers can be. But duty calls.”

This woman had about as much in common with Sera as an orangutan. He liked the orangutan better as it lived on the other side of town. Harlan kicked off the brake and pushed the stroller forward.

It smacked into McAdams’s thick ankle and she yelped.

“Sorry.” Harlan peeled his lips back over his teeth. “Where I come from, we don’t have wheels.”

“Well, I never.” McAdams and her trio of twittering women flounced toward the city in the valley.

Green grass and huge trees divided the rings of Dark Hope. From the outside in, he noted the circular buildings housing indoor farms, the square living complexes, then the rectangular public spaces with the central dome in the bull’s eye. Sunlight glittered along the dark surfaces banding the buildings and rooftops. Solar powered the city. White scoops atop each building connected everything via invisible streams of data.

In the distance, dirigibles bobbed on the breeze like oval jelly-fish. People puttered along the ivory sidewalks in clothes the colors of the rainbow.

The people had so much… to lose.

Sera turned her head and coughed. When she uncovered her mouth, she was grinning. “You don’t have wheels where you come from?”

He shook the cookie at her. “You’re just lucky I’m housebroken. Imagine how embarrassing that would be at your mother’s gala event tonight.”

God, he almost wished he wasn’t housebroken. At least, then he’d have a reason not to show.

“We won’t be here much longer. We have a traitor to catch and bad guys with guns to stop before they attack Dark Hope.” Sera snatched the cookie from his hand and stuffed it into her mouth. Shoving the lump to the side, she chewed. “I am starving. What took you so long? Didn’t you see the signals I was sending?”

“Yep.” He rocked back on his heels. “I didn’t think you had it in you to flirt with so many others around, Peaches.”

“I wasn’t flirting.” Shaking her head, she brushed the crumbs off his coarse shirt. “I was trying to get your attention.”

Touching him was a sure way to do it. Hell, he could think of lots of others, but not when they had an audience. “Next time just touch your blouse zipper. I’ll be there before it moves an inch.”

“Uh-huh.” Clasping the tab, she tugged. Bit by bit, she pulled it down.

He rose onto his toes and stared at the slowly parting fabric. Pink and cream skin with dusky shadow of cleavage. Tempting. Just like on the fruit.. “Half an inch?”

“We’re not negotiating.” She jerked the tab up and closed the fabric almost to her throat.

“There are words for that kinda behavior in the Outlands.” But it usually cost him extra. He rubbed the tattoos covering the scars on his throat and neck.

“Flirt?” She smiled.

“Unhappy breeder.” The women in the cribs always wanted a man to buy her way out of the program. The idiot that tried always ended up broke or dead. Sometimes both.

Sera elbowed him in his stomach. “Why did I invited you along?”

He rubbed the sting from his gut. If he didn’t answer correctly, he might find himself flung over her shoulder and sliding down the hill. Just as he opened his mouth to reply, a deep horn blared.

Two more blasts followed.

In the city below, people stopped in the streets.

Harlan cupped Sera’s elbow and gripped the stroller with his free hand. His nephew squawked and mewled.

Mirabelle raced toward them, her daughters jogging at her sides. “Again? How many of these alarms do you have per day?”

A storm cloud blocked out the sun.

Then the alarm fell silent.

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Syn-En Registration is on sale!

For the first week only, Registration will be 99 cents. So pick up a copy and if you like it tell your friends the first book is free for the month of July. I’ll post the links as they go live.

??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Driven from Earth, Admiral Beijing York led an armada of Synthetically-Enhanced human soldiers and its civilian crew to settle an alien world. Their new society is beginning to flourish when Bei is informed that no human, Syn-En or otherwise, can be free until the species registers on a distant planet. Determined to protect humanity, Bei and his wife lead an advanced scouting team to secure their liberty.

And an ancient enemy is waiting to intercept them. The Founding Five won’t give up their favorite slaves or medical guinea pigs without a fight.

Now Bei must decide if freedom is worth the price when he must sacrifice everyone he loves.

Smashwords (use coupon PL43Z for $3 off)

amazon

barnes and noble

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Today is my Birthday!

Hubby said he’d take me to Joann’s or Michaels for my birthday.

Both?

One.

But I’m old, I might forget something and if we go to both then I’ll be sure to get it.

Crickets chirping.

So instead of blogging, I’m making a list of what I want. I have approximately 11.25 inches of shelf space in my office to fill. And of course, if we go to Joann’s and don’t take the freeway home we’ll travel right by a Michaels store (it would be so rude not to stop in:D). Just saying…

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