Wiped Out

I don’t know about where you live, but where I live we get a nice rain during the winter and summer. Because I live in the desert, it’s hot and dry most of the year and so a funny thing happens. By the time the stores have the size wiper I need the rainy season ends. Then when the rain starts up again, I get the zebra striped windshield.

You know, where the wiper works here but not two inches down. So you kinda hunch over the steering wheel to get that 1-2 inches of clear glass upon which to gaze out at the world.

My husband thinks massaging the wiper blade with petroleum jelly helps them to last longer.

I think it goos up the windshield.

And I seem to be vindicated. I took his car into work, in preparation of the coming tropical storm, I bestowed upon him my truck so he could escape his work parking lot that has no drainage and becomes a pond. It sprinkled enough for me to turn on the wipers.

Sure enough zebra stripes.

The back one flails around like black licorice. Fun times.

Now, we’re looking forward to 3 days of rain, with Friday being the heaviest—i.e., half our annual rainfall is expected. Thank God, I’m off Friday.

During the lighter spots, I think I visit all the stores in a 10 mile radius to see if I can find wiper blades. This should be the last storm of the season and i want to be prepared:D

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Bathed in Blood—Chapter 3

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Chapter 3

?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Natasha Wilson hitched her backpack on her shoulder and shuffled in line with the rest of the crowd.

The sun shone brightly on the train depot. No trash gathered along the bases of the four-story buildings. No graffiti marred the white paint coating the cement walls. Shrubs flourished in manicured shapes. Grass grew to a regimental height.  Even the towering pines seemed to shed their needles into trash receptacles.

Dark Hope was as perfect as Nattie remembered.

Only, she no longer fit.

Sure, the doctors had lasered her scars, and the dentists had replaced her rotten teeth with shiny white implants, but nothing could fix the rot deep inside her.

Rot she had nurtured.

The line slowed to a stop and the Mag-Lev doors eased silently open. Medical personnel rushed out, accompanied by the thump of wheels. Small bundles shook and moaned atop the gurneys. Pinch-faced parents chased after the nurses, orderlies, and patients. Words of encouragement and hope came from the folks in homespun clothing waiting in line.

Nattie alone remained silent. Cheeks burning, she stared at the flagstone under her feet. A crack ran along the reddish stone, heading toward the train. It was best that she leave. She should never have come home again.

She no longer belonged.

Maybe she never had.

Outbound doctors, nurses, and orderlies waved to the line as they rushed on board. The Outlanders applauded some and gave a shout-out to others. Former patients with bands on their wrists tossed flowers. The medical personnel stooped to collect them. Orderlies bent and gathered stray leaves, tossing them in the compost collectors before boarding the train.

The line surged forward.

Cool air wafted from the cars, teasing her exposed ankles. Yellow cranes hummed as they lifted food rations, extra clothing, and medical supplies from the warehouses and loaded them on the West-bound train. Just a little farther… Ten meters then she would leave this world behind.

Forever this time.

She pinched cold plastic between her thumb and index finger. The clip of her ID badge held firm for a moment then gave under the pressure.  Her photograph stared back at her. Short, white hair, wrinkles pleating her tanned skin, over-bright false teeth. So different from her last ID. She stuffed it into her pack.

The lights inside the train car blinked as she stepped on board. No Outlanders paid any attention, but Dark Hope citizens did. They pressed against the windows to watch the solar radiation dance in sickly green waves across the magnetic bubble around the city. Through the tinted glass, she noted the line of dying vegetation where the protection ended.

Not even Dark Hope, with its great technological advances, could save everything.

But folks like Nattie could save the city of her birth.

Her nose pricked with unshed tears. She scrubbed her hand down her face. It wasn’t like her to be maudlin. Alone, she walked down the aisle, heading for the private compartments.

People quickly filled the plush, high-backed chairs on both sides. Children gripped stuffed animals, gifts from Dark Hope citizens. The toys’ brown eyes shone brightly, the fur stood up proudly. Mothers and fathers talked of the future, sparkling on the horizon. They bandied about words like school, education, and freedom. Young men and women held hands in isolated corners, an unthinkable act six months ago when the Breeder Laws were in effect.

With all the new changes, did they feel out of place, too?

Nattie shoved open the door connecting two cars.

People filled the seats, leaving only one or two unoccupied on either side.

Near the opposite end, a husky man stood, grinning down at someone hidden by the seat. Sunlight glinted on the gray striping his sandy hair at the temples. Brantlee Neville.

She stumbled, caught herself on the seat back, and apologized to the elderly occupant for disturbing him. Swearing inside her head, Nattie steadied herself. She should have realized she wouldn’t be able to leave without seeing someone she knew.

Lee glanced up. His hazel eyes locked with hers. With a smile curving his lips, he waved her over.

Nattie gritted her teeth. Social niceties were harder without a rock in her hand. Adjusting her hold on the pack, she threaded a path through the aisle.

A few doctors nodded at her. More nurses acknowledged her—a prodigy of Dark Hope, lost then restored to them. She was no longer the elitist snob, believing that humanity had evolved into something better.  She knew the darkness lurking inside the most privileged, educated, and pampered of them. Fortunately, none engaged her in conversation.

She stopped next to Neville’s seat just as the doors slid closed. Widening her stance, she swayed as the train glided forward. The knife in her boot pressed against her shin. The weight was familiar but alien. “Neville.”

Neville pointed to the empty seat in the row of three chairs. “You’re welcome to keep Sammy and I company on the ride to Abaddon.”

All eyes, knees, and elbows, a pixie child glanced at Nattie from behind a curtain of dark hair. A white band on her bony wrist gave away her recent illness.

“Are you well now?” Images replayed inside Nattie’s head. Faces that would never be seen again because she’d met them. Her stomach cramped. So much killing to atone for.

“They cured me of the leu-Leukemia.” The little girl, Sammy, nodded then tucked her face into the crook of her arm.

She was smart to fear Nattie. Others might still be alive if they had feared her ‘Vider family. Feared her. Nattie’s attention cut to Neville. “Are you returning to Sanctuary?”

He, too, had blood on his hands. Of course, he’d killed to stay in power and save the life of his granddaughter. Many thought that was acceptable. Perhaps he could return to his hometown.

Neville nodded then shook his head. “Dawson drafted me as liaison between Sanctuary and Tricity. He wants us all under the Dark Hope umbrella before the ‘Viders show up.”

“Probably a good idea.” Of course, if no one faced the cannibals in battle, the gathering of so many people would just be that much more meat in one location. Still…

Dawson, Dark Hope’s Security Chief and her childhood friend, hadn’t stopped tilting at windmills. He believed the descendants of those who attempted to kill his ancestors could be redeemed.

Some folks were beyond redemption.

Neville adjusted his tunic over his paunch. “Sammy and I will be staying in Abaddon. We’d be pleased if you would call upon us.”

Sammy’s nose scrunched.

“I’m afraid I have to pass.” Nattie ruffled the girl’s hair. The little one wanted Nattie to visit as much as she wished to invite the boogeyman to tea. The boogeyman was safer company.

Neville’s hazel eyes darted left then right. He dropped his voice. “Are you on a mission for the old man?”

“For everyone.” She resisted the urge to roll her eyes, barely. The man was from a village descended from actors—all of them bad.

Neville puffed up his barrel chest. “You know where to find me, if you need me.”

“I appreciate the offer, but raising a granddaughter is more important.” Nattie patted his hand. Fighting corrupt mayors was a far cry from taking on the ‘Viders. A person could survive the former, but not the latter. “I need to prepare.”

Leaning forward, Neville kissed her left cheek then her right. “Break a leg.”

“Thanks.” But breaking bones would be just the beginning.

Turning on her heel, she headed out the connecting doors, crossed the platform, and entered the small foyer of the private cabins. She jogged around the wall, then strode down the corridor. Bubble lights above the doors indicated all but one cabin was occupied.

She headed for the empty compartment.

Desert vistas pressed against the outside windows. A coyote with raw, bald patches on his hide stood near a scraggly piñon. On the inside, most of the cabins had blinds drawn over their indoor windows, shielding the occupants from those in the corridor. Through others, she saw men and women. Worry deepened the lines on their faces and isolated them from the healed Outlanders in the other cars.

Slowing, she approached her target. A brief walk-by revealed its empty benches. She palmed the brass knob and twisted. The door opened silently and she slipped inside. She reached for the lock then paused. A small bathroom took up space in the square room. She should check for unwanted company.

The door flew open at her approach.

She dipped and rose with her nine-inch blade in her hand.

Joseph Dawson, Security Chief of Dark Hope, stepped out. Bushy salt and pepper eyebrows hung low on his brow, like gathering storm clouds. “Didn’t figure you for a coward.”

“Didn’t figure you’d want your throat slit.” Tossing her pack on the bench, Nattie sat next to it then returned the knife to her boot.

Dawson dropped onto the cushion opposite her and folded his arms across his chest. His black uniform tunic stretched taut over his muscles. “I forgave you for leaving the first time. Your airship crashed and you were stuck with the ‘Viders. But you’re leaving of your own free will this time, and nada, nothing, zip from you.”

She stared out the window. A lump formed in her throat. Of course, he would know she planned to leave. It was his job to know. He was also concerned about her. Friendship could be the cruelest form of torture…

He sighed. “Did you at least take a radio to contact me when you find them?”

“Them?”

“Stop with the scattered victim act, Natasha. It’s me, Joseph. I endured too many disciplinary acts from my parents because of your antics. The ‘Viders didn’t break you. You survived.”

If only he knew…

He had to know.

Tell him. It’s the only way to convince him to leave you alone. To let you do what needs to be done. The scenery swam in the blur of tears. Her chest tightened, making every breath an effort. She had hoped to avoid him, to not lose the one good thing left in her life.

He set his hand over hers. His touch was warm, solid. The rough calluses hallmarks of a life spent as a warrior.

She had other marks, badges branded into her skin. She pulled her hand out from under his. Tell him. “I’m not Natasha. I’m Nattie.”

He pursed his lips. “Fine, Nattie. A rose by any other name.”

He didn’t understand.

She had to make him. “Natasha died when the dirigible crashed over the Great American Desert.”

She could still smell the burning flesh, feel the heat of the fire, and hear the survivors with blackened skin begging to be put out of their misery. Ice Queen Natasha Wilson had ignored them all until she found her husband—naked in the bed and arms of another woman. If his neck hadn’t already been broken, she would have killed him.

As it was, she’d had her handheld. It had been her talisman as the ship had dropped from three thousand feet to the ground. It had crushed the skull of her husband’s lover in two whacks. The woman’s blood had splashed on the screen, across Natasha’s wedding photo. Something inside her had snapped.

Nattie had been born, baptized by rage and injustice.

“Nattie?” Dawson tapped the toe of her boot like he had when they were younger.

But they were nearly fifty.

And she was far from innocent. Definitely not worth saving. She pushed up her sleeves. Vines of black tattoos climbed both arms before dropping down her back and chest. Each leaf marked a kill. She’d stopped counting at a hundred. “I was an excellent ‘Vider.”

“You did what you had to do to survive.”

She shook her head. “I enjoyed the hunt, the kill.”

It had taken away the pain eating at her, dulled the ache from knowing her friends had kept quiet about her husband’s infidelities and had pitied her.

The ‘Viders had encouraged her, cheered her on, accepted her as she was. They’d admired her skill, her prowess, and her cunning. The Head Provider had given permission for his son to claim her, train her, and focus her rage. In her twisted grief, she’d become an instrument of justice. Every infraction was a capital crime.

Dawson’s jaw thrust forward. “Are you trying to disgust me?”

She didn’t have to try; he would be before she finished. And it would be true. Every word of it.

“It won’t work, you know.” Dawson leaned back in his seat. “I’ve killed, too.”

It wasn’t a stupid contest. She ripped off her tunic. The blue tank clinging to her torso revealed most of the ink on her body. “This many times?”

“Nope. You win that pissing contest.” He shrugged. “But it’s what we did to survive.”

She chucked her tunic at him. “I enjoyed it. The warmth of their blood on my fingers. Watching the light die in their eyes.”

He snorted. “That guilt you carry is eating you up faster than the cancer.”

“Bastard.”

“I love you, too.”

He thought he knew everything. Could explain her actions away and wash her clean of the blood. But she’d bathed in it too long. It had soaked into her pores, poisoned her from the inside out. “I killed the ‘Viders in Neville’s hometown of Sanctuary. I’d found the cyanide years ago in the remains of an old farmhouse. I divided the bottle between the communal stew pots, knowing I’d kill Tribute and children, pregnant women and innocent victims. And I don’t regret it.”

Dawson yawned. “So why didn’t you kill everyone earlier?”

Why? Why? She resisted the urge to yank her white hair out by the roots. What was wrong with him? She’d just admitted to mass murder, and he looked bored.

“Want me to tell you why?”

She glared at him. “I know why. Mirabelle Westminster.”

Harlan’s sister was supposed to turn into a ‘Vider like Nattie had. She’d watched her parents die brutally for each other. Her brother had been tortured in the worst possible way in front of her. Her friends, neighbors, and relatives had been eaten one by one. She’d even been forced to weave their hair into a shirt for her owner to wear.

And still Belle hadn’t broken.

She should have broken and reformed into a ‘Vider.

Nattie had watched her, waiting for the moment that never came.

And then there was Belle’s brother. Harlan had searched for ten years without giving up. Ten years until he found her.

Nattie had checked how long Dark Hope had looked for her. Three days. Three days after the crash they found the wreckage, scanned for life signs, came up empty, then never looked again.

Of course, Dawson had returned time after time, using his family connections to hitch a ride to search for her or her body.

It was a wonder the ‘Viders hadn’t found him.

As for Harlan Westminster, he’d racked up almost as many kills as Nattie during his guerrilla war against the ‘Viders.

Fools had the damnedest luck.

“Belle Westminster.” Dawson scratched the stubble on his chin. “She needs you to help her adjust back into society.”

Nattie jerked back to the compartment. “She needs me to eliminate the ‘Vider horde, so she can raise her remaining children in safety.”

Bile soured her throat. Her two sons and three daughters had been gone for twelve years, six months and three days, and still she smelled them on the sunshine and heard their laughter on the wind. If one of them had lived, just one of them, she never would have left.

“Safety is a mirage.”

“So is thinking Dark Hope will get their act together in time to mount a defense against the horde. The citizens have already voted to disband the ruling council. No one is in charge. They’ll be helpless when the ‘Viders get here.”

A muscle ticked in his jaw. “I’ve got things in hand. Plans are being drawn up. My security team hasn’t stopped looking for them.”

“Plans?” Picking up her shirt, she stuffed her arms back in her sleeves and pulled the garment over her head. “I hope it doesn’t include other cities. You’d be gutted, roasted, and devoured before the Consortium believes any more ‘Viders exist. Everyone is happy to believe the horde either never left their homes in the south or died from exposure to radiation.”

Dawson’s blue eyes narrowed to slits. “So you did bring a radio?”

“Radios can be found, taken away.” She tugged her collar to the side, exposing the right side of her throat. A small lump bulged from her jugular. “I’ve inserted a GPS chip. You’ll find the ID number carved in the bottom of your right-hand desk drawer.”

“If they find it…”

“I’ll be dead anyway.” This way it would be quick.

“How will you find them?”

“There are ways.” She didn’t elaborate. The neat piles of rocks were primitive but effective. She’d taught them the language she’d learned as a child. She wondered if the horde still used it. She wondered…too damn much.

A cityscape bristled on the horizon. Bright white buildings with sparkling blue roofs towered over squat dirt-colored ones. The train decelerated.

Dawson smoothed his eyebrows. “Any way I can talk you out of this?”

“No.” She double-checked her knife then shrugged on her pack. “We both know I’m dying. I want it to be for something. Something good.”

And if she could wipe a little blood off her slate between now and then, so much the better.

Rising, Dawson thrust his hand at her. “When this is over, I’ll find you. Don’t make it so hard this time.”

Nattie ignored his hand and hugged him. He smelled of soap, of cleanliness, and righteousness. She stunk no matter how often she bathed.

“Don’t look for me.” Releasing him, she stepped away and turned to the southwest where the main ‘Vider horde had to be. Where she had to go. “I’ll find my own grave.”

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A Word of Advice

Did you ever have something happen to you that left you scratching your head as if you’ve missed a page in the manual of life? I did, so I took an informal poll of my friends, family and hubby and it was universally agreed that the event was weird, even creepy.

One morning, I was out walking my dog. Given that summer is almost over the it was early in the morning, it was still dark outside. I was armed with my head lamp, doggy acoutrements, and bear spray. And really, few want to tangle with a 100lbs of uber protective Rottweiller/German shepherd.

So off I set, careful to be on the lookout for the others out with their dogs. I hadn’t gotten far down the street when a black car drove past with its radio blaring. Now, I’ve mentioned this was early, so I kinda thought new paperboy. But he didn’t stop at the usual houses.

Hmm. I kept watch as I turned the corner. The car was also at the corner and signalling to turn. He U-turned. The dog took the moment to do his business and I readied my plastic bag puppet to retrieve said offering when the car came gliding toward me.

Normally, I’m kinda suspicious and have a vivid imagination, but there are only two roads in the neighborhood that go through so I figured the driver might be lost. Still, both the dog and I tensed as the guy stopped next to me, on the wrong side of the road about four feet from me.

Instead of asking for directions, he told me he was waiting for his girlfriend to get home from work. And that they’d broken up and gotten back together but that he must be an idiot. And that he wasn’t up to no good, nor was he lost and his girlfriend just lived up at the corner.

Um, What?

Naturally, I had planned to fling the handful of dog pooh, unleash the hound in a frenzy of teeth and claws, while pulling my cell phone to emergency call 9-1-1 and spraying the idiot with the bear spray (which I bought to protect myself against bands of coyotes but would probably work on him). Then I’d run to catch up with the other 4 dog walkers in the park.

Thankfully, one of them had deviated from her standard path and showed up. She stopped to look at me then the car.

The idiot finished sharing his thoughts on his cheating girlfriend, caught sight of the new arrival and drove away.

We stood on opposite corners and watched him go down the street then parted. As I made my way through the park, idiot kept cruising by. A quarter of a mile near the street, I met another dog walker and warned her and her three ferocious mutts. Idiot had passed her three times. She told me that idiot and his girlfriend had been fighting at all hours, that he lies in wait for her to come home and accuse her of cheating, and that the cops are usually called about 6 AM when both decided violence might settle the matter.

Needless to say, I pulled my pepper spray, removed the safety, and had it in my hand as I left the park. Dog Walker #1 was at the corner ahead of me. Dog Walker #3 was about 500 yards behind with his German shepherd and Rottweiller.

I didn’t see idiot driver the rest of the way home. Which was a good thing, as I was planning to spray him if he stopped again then call the police.

So, guys take my advice, if you see a woman by herself don’t stop her, pulled up creepily close, and tell her your life story.

Unless you want a faceful of mace and to be a chew toy for an overprotective dog. 5 outa 5 people agree you would deserve what you get.

Of course, if I went to the pokey for assault I would have more time to write:D You see I know what to do with that glass whether it’s half-full or half-empty.

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Bathed in Blood-Chapter 2

Chapter 2

?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Doctor Raymond Ayers carefully repacked his medical bag. His back burned with each movement. Warm liquid oozed from the gashes where the switch had broken the skin. He shivered in the memories, felt his balls tighten. Pain and pleasure. Pleasure in pain. His sadomasochistic streak had made him the perfect instrument for this job.

And the job was its own reward.

Head Provider Marshall Zuni stood naked in front of him. Sunlight slanted through the clouds overhead. Water dripped from the outcropping protecting their camp. Lean muscle rippled over her one-and-three-quarter meter frame. No hair marred her body but faint white lines danced over her tan skin. Some even spelled his name.

He liked to mark his property, even knowing she’d kill him if she found out. His blood heated at the thought. She nearly killed him twice in the six months they’d been together. His climaxes those times had been unforgettable. He couldn’t wait to experience it again. Folding his stethoscope, he set it on top.

“Well?” Jet black tattoos swirled over her skin. A few new ones glistened around her brown aeroelas and over her pubis bone. Two covered the birthmark on her wrist. Tapered fingers danced over the soft swell of her belly.

“The babe is well.” He kept his attention to her thighs as she’d taught him. She would tire of being dominant in a few hours, then it would be his turn. Her use of the switch had given him a few ideas to try on her.

Ones that, if past experience held true, he guessed she would enjoy suffering through as much as he did inflicting.

In that, they were perfectly attuned sick fucks.

Marshall’s small breasts jutted in the air. “Truly. I—I still carry the child?”

“Yes. Your beating by the former mayor of Abaddon caused no permanent damage.” He cupped his knees, waiting for his opportunity. Soon. It had to be soon. He had waited so long, risked so much. Siding with Minos Charon had almost undone his life’s work. But that was behind him. Success lay ahead. “You are past the three month mark. I must still check on the babe every couple of weeks, but you should carry it to term.”

“I will have a child. A fine child. And she will avenge all that my people have suffered.” Marshall hugged her torso and danced in circles around the smoking campfire.

Ayers bit his lip, trapping the words inside his mouth. Their roles had not yet been reversed. He didn’t have permission yet to speak his mind.

She shimmied behind him then flopped onto the nest of clothing that made up their bed. Raking her nails down his back, she ripped off the newly formed scabs. “The babe shall need nourishment.”

Her hot mouth closed over the wounds. The suction as she drank followed the curve of his spine.

Blood flooded his penis. The pain was so beautiful. “You will need more than my blood to keep yourself and the baby healthy, Head Provider.”

With one final lick, she rested her chin on his shoulder. Crimson ringed her mouth as she rubbed against his back, smearing her body with his life’s blood. “It’s Marshall. For now.”

He spun about.

Her brown eyes sparked with excitement as he gripped her wrists in one hand and squeezed. “Well, I’m still your doctor.”

Her lips turned down at the corners.

With his free hand, he pinched her chin and roughly angled her face until she stared at him. “Today, I noticed two warning signs in your pregnancy.”

She blinked and jerked at her wrists. “My baby?”

“Yes, they could jeopardize you and your baby.”

Her eyes narrowed. “Why did you not tell me before?”

“Because I can manage them. I can keep you both alive.” He stressed his words, knowing the power they had over her. “But I can’t do it if I have to protect and feed you both.”

Her nostrils flared. “I do not need Tribute to protect or feed me.”

He shrugged off the derogatory connotations of Tribute. He was here because he chose to be, because it served him to be. Her power was only what he gave her. “If you get this disease, you will be weak, unable to hunt, or even walk.”

She clamped her lips together.

But she listened.

After he’d kept her biological father alive for twenty-six days as her private pantry, Marshall had begun to depend on him and his expertise.

Of course, she still believed the ideas to be her own, but he didn’t care. He kept his eye on the goal, not the number of scrimmages. “My hunting skills are lacking and I take longer than you. While I am gone, you and the child will be vulnerable to your many enemies.”

She drew in a deep breath and jerked her head once. “I have many enemies.”

“You could also take a turn for the worse while we are apart and I could lose one or both of you.” He kept the focus on the baby, but knew she liked it that he cared about her.

And he did, despite himself and his self-appointed mission.

Her shoulders relaxed. “What do you propose, Doctor?”

His heart hammered his chest. Six months of work and he was so close to his true purpose he could almost taste it. “I propose we try to find your people. If things do worsen, they will take care of feeding you and the babe, while I can focus on keeping you both alive.”

“Release my wrists, Doctor.”

He obeyed and set his shaking hands in his lap. Would she or wouldn’t she?

She cupped his cheek. “We are heading back to my people now.”

He blinked. “We are?”

But he’d checked his GPS. They were only forty miles from Abaddon and two days on foot from the nearest Mag-Lev train station.

“Yes. Of course, it shall take us a month to reach them, but we shall reach them.” Her brown eyes twinkled and a mischievous smile toyed with her lips.

For a moment, he almost forgot she was a ‘Vider. The Head Provider. He couldn’t get stupid, not when success was at hand.

“As for food…” She held up her hands, wrists pressed together, waiting for him to restrain her again. “We passed a Tribute’s home some miles back.”

He cast back in his memories. There’d been two houses. One of adobe brick slowly melted into the dirt. Another had a metal roof and a yellow crop of corn on a patch of mud. He vaguely remembered a couple with a small child and an infant. His stomach cramped and he squeezed her wrists until her fingers turned pink and her veins rose to the surface. “Which would you like?”

“Young flesh is the tenderest.” Marshall’s pupils dilated.

“Then you shall have it.” He picked up the switch, sticky with his blood. One more death. Unlike the ‘Viders, he killed painlessly. Death was a means to an end.

Soon the screams of his aunts, uncles, and cousins would be silent.

One more month and he would join the main ‘Vider horde.

One more month and he would use the items hidden in his medical bag and murder every last cannibal.

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Friday Funny

Given that elections are just around the corner. I thought you’d enjoy this picture:

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At Last

I had been waiting for this day for three years. Knowing it was coming and preparing for it in so many ways. And like all things that happen in my family, what could have been a trickle is actually a watershed. That psychic link we all share on some level pulls on us like the moon on the oceans and we respond.

Sister #2 was the first to voice it. Casually working into conversation that she enjoyed my light hearted romances best. These latest ones are too dark. She worries about me.

Sister #3 wanted to know about the book I planned to use her friend’s name in. I explained the premise and that it might be more violent that I had wanted. She wondered when I had become so violent.

Oddly, my mother was to suggest that I might need professional help with my issues. Now it may have been the lack of sleep she received from the nightmares induced by reading Bathed in Blood.

I said I hire editors and other professionals to get the book published.

I was hoping she’d throw her ice cream at me, as mine was almost gone. But no such luck.

I am aware of the darkness inside me. I’ve lived with myself for quite a while and I don’t keep much from myself. That my family wasn’t exactly aware of it was a bit of a surprise. I supposed it is because I’m quiet, keep to myself and don’t judge others actions (certain groups excluded). You know, the pat serial killer description.

No, I don’t have a basement and my house is on a concrete slab. Besides, why would I bury anyone in my yard when I know where lots of deep mine shafts are located. Er, I mean I haven’t killed anyone. Yeah, that’s it.

Perhaps, I’m just channeling a famous writer from the city I was born in—Edgar Allan Poe. His stuff gives me nightmares.

As for me, I’m okay with unleashing my violent side on the page. I just home Mrs. Hyde doesn’t ever come out to play in reality. That would be messed up:-)

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Bathed in Blood—Intro and Chapter 1

I’m including the intro here since my kindle opens everything on Chapter one

?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????Recap

One hundred years ago, a series of disasters called the Redaction spread radioactive particles around the globe and nearly wiped out life on Earth.

A lucky few were led to safety by the last remnants of the government and military. Thanks to the careful planning of their leaders, these survivors kept much of the technology of the old world and have been able to build upon it. At the heart of this confederation of mines and caves are the citizens of Dark Hope. Serendipity Tahoma and Joseph Dawson were born in this city and defend its ideals.

Others were not so fortunate.

Stranded in the Outlands during the worst of the Redaction, many survivors banded together to forge new societies. Some kept to the ideals of the old world in isolated, agrarian villages. A few individuals saw opportunity and subjugated many survivors under their authority. In Abaddon, the warlords regulate everything from social status to who is allowed to breed.

In Born in Blood, these warlords where overthrown by Raider Harlan Westminster and his followers. The citizens of Abaddon and other cities have now united to form TriCity with Harlan heading up their Security Forces. And those deposed from power are not happy.

Stranded in the toxic wastelands, the last band of survivors watched the land sour and all animal life die off. Pushed to the edge of extinction, they were left with one food source to provide for their families—human. Now these ‘Viders are hunting for their next meal. The Head Provider, Reign Czekalski, will use everything at his disposal to ensure their survival.

Three distinct cultures on a collision course.

Not all of them can survive.

In this post-Redaction world, humanity’s next chapter will be written in blood.

Chapter 1

“Are you growling?”

“I don’t growl, Thackery.” Harlan Westminster gripped the railing of the second-story landing and surveyed the floor below.

Men and women threw punches, lunged, and flipped each other onto blue mats. Grunts and thuds provided a soundtrack to the training of the Tricity Security Forces. Rain drummed on the arched metal rooftop and smeared the view out of the big windows at the end of the building. The stench of dirty socks quickly subsumed the new smell of the facility.

“You just growled.” On Harlan’s right, Security Officer Thackery glanced up from his handheld. The blue and white glow of the screen illuminated his lean features despite the liquid silver sunlight pouring through the overhead skylights. “You always do when Ohmson is near.”

Harlan’s attention shifted to the mat in the center of the room. Lanky Makepeace ‘Mike’ Ohmson circled. His dirty blond ponytail wiggled down his back and his safety glasses clung tightly to his head. He sparred with a brawny new recruit, Bert Charming. Despite the differences in their size, the two men had been fighting for more than fifteen minutes without either landing on the mat.

Harlan’s eyes narrowed. As the more experienced officer, Ohmson should have face-planted the recruit several times by now. So why hadn’t he? Ohmson had been quite eager to show off his fighting skills six months ago when he’d joined the Tricity Security Forces. Ninety percent of the people below had been defeated by Ohmson. What was different about this recruit?

Thackery scraped his fingers through his short, red hair. “Why not just challenge Ohmson to a match? Kick his ass. Prove once and for all that the better man has won Sera.”

“I am the better man.” Harlan ripped his attention from Ohmson and pinned Thackery with a glare. “I don’t have to prove it.”

Serendipity Tahoma, the favorite child and descendent of all the prominent founders of Dark Hope, wore Harlan’s gold around her neck, slept in his bed, and made him eat breakfast every morning. They were a matched set. And if anyone believed differently, Sera would set them straight long before Harlan got wind of it.

She was nice like that.

Harlan cracked his knuckles, but he made sure no one forgot they were a couple.

Sighing, Thackery studied the handheld. “It’s a shame.”

“You don’t like Tricity civilization?” At times, Harlan found the rules irritating.  Outlander justice was far more satisfying, especially since Sera was around to patch him up.

Thackery shrugged. “It’s not that. The citizens need to understand the law protects them and their rights. It’s not an extension of personal grudges and egos like the former mayor of Abaddon taught them.”

Eventually, the man would get to the point. Thackery always thought things through multiple times before speaking.

Harlan appreciated the man speaking only when he had something to say. He leaned his forearms on the railing.

Below, stocky Charming exploited an opening and punched Ohmson in the chest. The latter’s face blazed red. Ohmson’s arms moved in a blur hitting the man in the solar plexus and neck, bringing Charming to his knees. Ohmson finished by slamming his elbow on his opponent’s head.

Charming hit the mat.

Sucking cold air between his teeth, Harlan shoved away from the rail. Ohmson hadn’t learned that move in Dark Hope, nor was it taught by the Security Forces. So where had he picked it up? Harlan’s boots whispered down the metal stairs. He slapped the stun-gun strapped to his thigh.

Charming mule-kicked Ohmson’s knee.

Recruits and trainees stopped their sparring to watch the fight.

Ohmson shifted but not in time. The joint popped when impacted by Charming’s foot. Ohmson flung himself on top of Charming.

Pounding on the stairs beside Harlan, Thackery chuckled. “I think I like this new recruit.”

“Perhaps it is you growling at Ohmson.” Harlan slid his finger alongside the trigger of the stun-gun. His touch quickly heated the cold metal.

Thackery grinned. “It’s nice to see him get his comeuppance.”

Harlan nodded. Ohmson had a way of offending people and making enemies. More than one security officer had refused to work with the man.

The crowd parted before Harlan. Most wore smiles. None returned to their training.

Ohmson and Charming locked onto each other’s shoulders and rolled in circles on the mat. Burn marks scarred the stocky man’s right forearm. Welts marked the areas were cancer had been cut away during treatment by Outlander medicine.

Harlan stopped near their feet and thumbed off the gun’s safety. “That is enough.”

Ohmson’s green eyes widened behind his safety glasses. He froze.

Charming took the opportunity to climb on top. He raised his fist.

Drawing his stun-gun, Harlan fired.

“No!” Ohmson raised his hand.

A staple-on-steroids slammed into Charming. His back arched. Blue light danced across his grimace, then he collapsed in a quivering heap on top of Ohmson.

The lanky security officer wiggled out from under Charming. Ohmson’s glasses hung askew on his lean face and blond hair escaped his ponytail. “You didn’t have to stun him. I—”

“I’m not blaming the recruit.” Harlan’s finger twitched. Ohmson really did deserve to be stunned, not the other man. “You used unauthorized techniques on him.”

Ohmson’s nostrils flared and white ringed his mouth. “The ‘Viders don’t fight with authorized techniques.”

At the mention of the cannibal ‘Viders, a few recruits snickered.

Harlan stiffened. Six months since the ‘Vider clan had been killed at Sanctuary, and the murderers were quickly becoming a myth, like the boogeyman. Fools believed the lot in Sanctuary was the whole of the horde, or the rest had been killed due to the radiation exposure.

Harlan didn’t like it, but until the mighty Dark Hope technology delivered proof that more were out there and coming their way… “This is a security force, not an army. We’re coercing Outlanders into behaving, not killing ’em by example.”

Much as some of them, particularly the elite, deserved to be killed.

Much as they needed a defense against the main ‘Vider horde, out there. Somewhere.

Scott, the mayor of Tricity, hadn’t been able to authorize the building of an army. The all-powerful Dark Hope believed in reason and common sense, not violence to solve their problems. They’d also booted out their entire ruling council after a few had been found to be corrupt and remained without any real leaders.

Of course, Harlan had friends in the advanced city, friends who believed the ‘Vider horde hadn’t died out so easily.

Charming groaned and squeezed his eyes closed.

Ohmson shoved to his feet. Swiping at the blood on his cheek, he glared at Harlan. “I left Dark Hope to escape the cowardice, to fight by the great raider’s side. Now, I find Harlan Westminster is nothing but the big city’s bitch, heeling at her command.”

Silence blanketed the room. Even the rain ceased. Fabric rustled as trainees stepped back, clearing a space around Harlan and Ohmson.

Harlan blanked his features and holstered his weapon. He’d been insulted better by a four-year old ‘Vider. Still, he couldn’t let it pass. Those around him expected a reaction. A violent one.

Outlanders understood violence.

Ohmson’s upper lip curled. “I wonder if Sera—”

Harlan pounced. His hand wrapped around the other man’s scrawny neck and squeezed. Ohmson had hurt Sera in a way no man should ever hurt a woman. When Sera’s cancer had left her sterile, the cretin had deserted her to find a woman who could give him off-spring. He didn’t have the right to speak her name.

Ohmson clawed at the hold and kicked out.

Blocking the kick with his knee, Harlan grabbed the man’s oily ponytail and jerked his head back.

Ohmson stumbled backward.

Harlan slammed his boot against Ohmson’s left foot, ramming it into his right.

Red faced, Ohmson dropped. A vein throbbed at his temple. Spit foamed on his lips.

Following him down, Harlan drilled his knee into the other man’s chest. Most people could last three minutes without oxygen. How long would Ohmson survive?

Charming scuttled backward to get away.

Ohmson’s eyes bulged. His clawing weakened.

He was dying. He deserved to die for hurting Sera.

Harlan nodded then shook his head. No, Ohmson deserved to live a long life, seeing how happy Harlan made Sera.

Unfortunately, Sera would not be happy if Harlan killed Ohmson.

“Um, Harlan?” Thackery cleared his throat.

Harlan’s grip sprang open, and he rose to his feet. “This is a beginner’s class. The tactics you are learning will protect you most of the time.”

Ohmson rolled onto his side and coughed. Spittle streamed in gossamer webs from his mouth as he gasped for air.

“But Ohmson is correct. You’ll come up against others whose abilities won’t be bested by these techniques.” Harlan held out his hand. “That’s why once you’ve gotten these things down, you’ll be moving onto advanced training.”

Holding his palm against his throat, Ohmson glared at Harlan’s hand. The crimson wash to his skin slowly faded.

“Ohmson will be one of the teachers of those advanced courses.” Harlan planned to watch him. What other fighting techniques was the officer holding back? And where had he learned them? According to Sera, he had left the Outlands when he was seven.

“I will?” Ohmson croaked. He slid his calloused palm across Harlan’s offered hand.

“You will.” Harlan braced his feet apart and tugged.

“I will.” Grinning, Ohmson swayed on his feet. “Made that little tussle almost worth it.” He glanced over his shoulder at Charming.

The stocky man stared at the ground. His fists clenched at his sides.

“About Charming.” Ohmson sounded almost contrite. “It was my fault—”

“It was.” Harlan cut him off. God help him, if Ohmson started thinking they were gonna be best pals. Then Harlan really would have to kill him. He still knew places to stash a body where no one would find it.

Ohmson flushed. His mouth opened and closed. His teeth clicked together.

“You’re the trainer. And being a trainer is a lot like being a Security Officer.” Harlan scanned the crowd, making eye contact with as many of the men and women as he could. “You explain the rules, then you enforce ’em, using only as much force as necessary, but no more. Think about where you failed with Charming before you begin again.”

Each person in the crowd wore a grin as they inched closer.

Ohmson was not well-liked, but they coveted his skills.

Much like they did Harlan’s. But he’d only agreed to train a small, elite strike force to partner with Dark Hope Security against the ‘Viders. Not everyone should have to kill. Not everyone could take another’s life and live with themselves afterwards.

Harlan never thought much of living afterwards until now.

Until Sera.

She had changed everything.

A woman recruit in a blue tunic and green shorts stepped forward. “How will we know if we’re eligible for the advanced class?”

How? Harlan was making this stuff up as he went along. Of course, if he recruited a few more of the elite, then everyone would win. Everyone except Ohmson. He wasn’t one of the elite. Sera didn’t need to look at the man every day. Harlan switched his focus back to the room. They wanted an answer and he wanted Ohmson busy. “Your trainers will recommend you.”

More hands went up.

Harlan inwardly groaned. Now was not chat time with the Raider. He had things to do. Somewhere. Anywhere but here. “Lists will be posted at the end of the week. And Ohmson, get a haircut. That ponytail is a weak point.”

Ohmson stroked his bound hair. “One day, I’ll cut it and you still won’t be happy.”

Turning on his heel, Harlan strode toward the staircase.

Murmurs followed him.

He set his hand on the bannister. “Get back to it or none of you will be picked.”

The chatter didn’t diminish but the pounding of feet nearly drowned it out.

Thackery jogged over and thumped up the stairs. “I wish you’d told me what you were going to do. I would have loved to record it.”

“If I’d said something, it would’ve taken me three seconds longer to bring him down.” Too much bad could happen in three seconds. Harlan wiped his palm on his black pants. Damn, it felt good to take Ohmson down. Maybe too good? Nah, that was just the civilizing talking.

Justice was justice.

Thackery’s fingers twitched over the keyboard on his handheld. “Ohmson won’t be bragging about how he can take you. It’ll be a while before he lives this down.”

Pushing open the glass door at the top of the landing, Harlan grunted. Obviously, he hadn’t been the only one to hear Ohmson’s boasts. “The man is a sore loser.”

Given all he’d lost, Harlan could almost feel sorry for the man. Almost, but he didn’t like Ohmson. Not a bit. Nor would he forgive him for seeding doubts in Sera’s mind.

Cool air whooshed through the vents as the air conditioning unit kicked on.

Behind a wall of desks, men and women officers hunched over their work. Civilians shifted in formed plastic chairs, fiddling with the edges of their shirts or releasing their nervousness through other small motions.

Few had rights in the Outlands. Fewer still thought to stand up for themselves.

But some did.

And others would follow.

A crone shook a gnarled finger under the nose of a young woman whose neck, wrists, and fingers were roped in gold. The younger raised her hand as if to strike the older one. A female security officer caught the rich woman’s arm, twisted it behind her back, and shoved her into a seat.

The young woman huffed.

And those few who’d always had rights because of gold and position hated having their authority countermanded.

Welcome to the new Tricity.

Harlan couldn’t wait to leave. He rolled his shoulders, releasing the tension. He left behind the glass-encased offices and entered the administration section. Closed doors punctuated the solid walls. A steel door marked the end of the hallway. “Any sign of the ‘Vider horde?”

Thackery’s fingers flew over the keypad of his handheld. After he entered the password, the screen blanked. “Not in the areas that we can see.”

While Thackery provided results, Harlan didn’t like the hedging. Pausing in front of the last door, he set his hand on the metal door knob and waited. Green light flashed as hidden sensors scanned his prints. “How much can you see?”

Thackery flushed. The red color swallowed his freckles. “Ninety percent.”

The locks clicked open.

Harlan wrenched the knob and shoved the door. Maybe he was getting soft, depending too much on technology. Especially since it didn’t work very well.  “Ten percent is a helluva lot a space for the ‘Viders to slip through. I thought the latest low orbit satellites were supposed to cover the area a hundred percent.”

Thackery slipped inside the airlock and then bumped the door closed with his hip. “We’re in a period of high sun spot activity, and with the magnetic poles still flipping, our satellites are vulnerable to EMP and solar radiation.”

Harlan wished the damn poles would flip already. This radiation threat was just one more distraction from the ‘Vider horde. He knew the cannibals were out there. His gut clenched at the thought of them sneaking in and devouring everyone.

“Everyone and everything is vulnerable.” Harlan crossed to the next door and stared into the optical scanner. Light burned the back of his skull but he didn’t flinch. If he didn’t pass this test, machine guns would emerge from the wall and shoot his ass. Sera liked his ass without the perforation. “Mayor Scott reports that half the crops grown outside have already failed. He wants us to prepare for food riots.”

Thackery waved his hand in dismissal. “The greenhouses are already up and running. There’ll be no shortages.”

Harlan doubted the civilians would believe it. Trust had yet to be established. The wealthy elite might bribe the right people to control the whole crop. People did stupid shit for food. “We need to find the ‘Viders.”

Give the citizens a common enemy to fear and to fight.

He stepped aside.

Thackery squinted at the biometric key. “We will. They just have to come into range.”

“You mean, they have to look up when the satellites are working, so you can see them.” Harlan set his hand on his stun-gun. “Maybe it’s time to get some boots on the ground.”

“The tech will find them.” Thackery’s jaw thrust forward. “I know it will.”

“But when?” Harlan slipped between the door and the frame as it slowly rolled opened. A spiral staircase led down three stories into the basement. “You’ve already confirmed that they have left their camp along the Mogollion Rim. Where did they go?”

His gut told him he wouldn’t like the answer. His gut should know he wasn’t the touchy-feely type. He wanted to know where the bastards were.

“Natasha Wilson says they could have died out.” Thackery’s boots clanged on the metal steps as they descended. “The reason the ‘Viders splintered into two groups was because they were starving.”

The deeper they went, a musty smell competed with the odor of fresh paint. A rust stain spread underneath a brand new water pipe along the wall near the ground floor.

Lights swept over Harlan when he reached the basement. The three machine guns mounted on the wall would turn the whole area into a kill zone if he failed this last scan. “I can’t see any ‘Vider just laying down and dying. They’ll fight to find their last meal. They’re out there.”

And they had to be coming here. Or somewhere close by.

Harlan just had to find them.

The metal door in front of him parted. Bars lifted toward the ceiling, clearing the entrance.

He stepped inside. Two dozen men and women sat behind desks, each stared at the static on the big screen at the front of the rectangular room. Each stood as they noticed him and squared their shoulders. Dismissing them with a nod, he surveyed the room, looking for the one person that mattered.

Sera stood at the front. Her brown hair curled around her shoulders and her lips moved as she silently read the screen of her handheld. Her right hand zipped the dolphin charm along the gold chain at her neck.

His gold chain. His woman. For a moment, he breathed in the sight of her.

She glanced up and winked at him. Her smile didn’t reach her brown eyes. “Satellite feed is out.”

Security officer Mayfair popped his blond head over the console at the base of the screen. “I don’t understand. The satellite isn’t relaying any error messages.”

Harlan rolled his eyes. He’d had enough with error messages and technology. Walking toward the front of the room, he held out his hand to Sera. “Wanna go for a ride?”

She tossed the handheld onto the nearest desk and marched toward him. The closer she came, the more her eyes crinkled. “Will we be out of communication range for a while?”

“Yep.”

She slid her fingers along his then tickled his palm. “Good.”

His skin tingled from the contact and his blood hummed. She was teasing him.

She smirked.

And she knew it. There was a price to pay for that. Harlan waited until she was close enough then tugged on their clasped arms.

She over-balanced and stumbled.

He shifted to the side, catching her in his arms then bending her backward.

Her eyes widened and she gripped his shoulder, but she didn’t protest. She must be having a very bad day.

He slanted his mouth over hers, teased her lips with his tongue. Her hand slid up his shoulder to delve into his hair. Her lips parted under his and she pressed her chest against him. It wasn’t what he wanted, but it was enough to remind both of them how easily they could forget everything else.

Someone jabbed his side.

Thackery most likely. Harlan would have to remind himself to assign the officer some crap duty later or cut off his fingers to prevent him from poking Harlan again. He finished the kiss then slowly straightened, pulling her up with him.

“I needed that.” She buried her face in his neck. Her warm breath cascaded down the black tattoos swirling along the scars across his throat and jawline. “But you still owe me three more, if you want to break even before nightfall.”

He chuckled. Give him twenty minutes alone with her and he would have her indebted to him. He liked that idea, but loved the practice. She was very, very creative at repaying her debts. Must be all the formal learning she’d had.

Thackery stopped poking Harlan to elbow him in the ribs.

Harlan growled.

A man cleared his throat. “I know it’s been all of six hours since you’ve seen each other, but I have a special mission for you two.”

Harlan’s head whipped up. Oh, no. Oh, hell, no.

The security team sat stiffly at their desks; attention glued to the white static on the screen.

Mayor Scott stood across the room. His blue tunic and trousers molded to his sturdy frame. White stubble marred his shaved black scalp. A full set of white teeth grinned from beneath his mushroom nose. Once an outcast, Scott and his followers had helped defeat the mayors of the towns he now ruled.

Harlan tightened his grip on Sera. “What do you want, Scott?”

Sera patted Harlan’s arm then straightened. She made no attempt to step away. “Did you get the invitations?”

Invitations? Plural? Harlan’s fingers spasmed. They both knew he limited his public appearances to one per week. He’d already attended one of their functions this week. He couldn’t stomach another.

“Yes, yes.” Scott waved his hand as if to dispel an awful smell. “Wedding, reception, and reception all accepted. My wife is embroidering three dresses for the occasions, but that’s not why I’m here.”

Harlan’s arms opened. Three occasions? He’d agreed to one. One Dark Hopian traditional ceremony to cement his claim to Sera. Even in the Outlands, one event never became three. He knew some math.

Sera caught his wrists and drew them around her waist. “So why are you here?”

“We’ve got a body.” Scott tugged a handheld from his breast pocket. “And it’s been partially eaten.”

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Bloodier, Gorier and More Violent—Bathed in Blood is out!

Come dine with the cannibals for only 99cents.

?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????A civilization teetering on collapse

A people demanding freedom

A cannibal horde hungry for fresh meat.

Six people marked for death.

As the final battle for humanity’s future reaches its bloody conclusion, nothing is as it seems and trust can be fatal.

Not everyone can survive.

WARNING: This book contains graphic violence, gory battle scenes, swearing, and cannibals playing with their food

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Friday Funny—Senior Citizen Trying to Set Password

I don’t think this just applies to folks over a certain age. Thanks for the laugh, Dan.

WINDOWS: Please enter your new password.

USER: cabbage

WINDOWS: Sorry, the password must be more than 8 characters.

USER: boiled cabbage

WINDOWS: Sorry, the password must contain 1 numerical character.

USER: 1 boiled cabbage

WINDOWS: Sorry, the password cannot have blank spaces.

USER: 50bloodyboiledcabbages

WINDOWS: Sorry, the password must contain at least one upper case character.

USER: 50BLOODYboiledcabbages

WINDOWS: Sorry, the password cannot use more than one upper case character consecutively.

USER: 50BloodyBoiledCabbagesShovedUpYourAssIfYouDon’tGiveMeAccessNow!

WINDOWS: Sorry, the password cannot contain punctuation.

USER: ReallyPissedOff50BloodyBoiledCabbagesShovedUpYourAssIfYouDontGiveMeAccessNow

WINDOWS: Sorry, that password is already in use.

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